this ish realli personal here...so scroll down if u are able to take it!! it ish goin to be boring if u r not those types hu will listen to ppl's feelings and thoughts...
What is exactly happening to me?? Why am i so depressed?? Y? Y? Y?
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Current mood: moody, frustrated, confused...
If i am depressed becoz i made a wrong decision, will i regret it?? I dunno...realli DUNNO!! arGhhhHH...... maybe im just bored at home,thus,will think of these stupid things and causing mixed felling within me?? haiz...y do i have to be like that!! I tot things are meant to be forgotten when time past by...and am i wrong?? if i haden say "NO" will i regret it?? I have 2 choices and i dunno which to take...issit so difficult just to choose a path?? i dun understand myself, nobody will. Feelings are meant to be felt,however, i cant even feel my heart...my feelings-mixed feelings...
i hat3 this feeling!! It ish suffocating me,like wanting me to make a decision immediately which i could not,and am not willing to make it now! i dun wanna take a risk like tt. If i chose the one which will huRt me and my feelings again...what will i do then?? haiz...so much to think u know?? if i chose the other one, the person will get huRt becoz of me?? or i will think much further and both parties wun be happy...do i realli need to make the decision?? do i have too??
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Name:Clarinda
Bdae: 22 March
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School: Xinmin Secondary
CCA: ELDDS-drama
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