Monday, December 31, 2007

[[emo day before sch starts]]

im scare, im so scare... ...
i dun want to quit SLB
i dun want to be ban from going to school for meetings
i dun want to not be able to do what i want to do
i dun want to be stuck in this stupid empty space
i dun want to have any time limits for my computer time to do school stuffs
i dun want to be so lonely, typing all this now.
i dun want to not be able to help out orientation'08
im seriously scare that just a phone call to a teacher and i can't be a SL anymore, like it just happen through one night's time...
im scare,,,

i have promise not to participate in exco-elections next year
i have promise to be home early
i have promise to take care of myself...
i have promise to take care of my brother, who is going to be p5 next year.
i have promise to do more houseworks, no matter i have projects or not.
i have promise to not go to school early and come back home more than 12 hours later...
i have promise to not let my parents worried where-ver im
i have promise to inform my parents about myself everynow and then...
but im still scare... real scare! what to do now??!! im lost in this BIG BIG BIG dark empty space.
i dun want!! i need someone here now~ but ... ...
im just scare!~

~cried alot in a day, red puffy eyes so ugly!~

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[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|9:34 AM|

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Bdae: 22 March
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