[[Princess's Dreams]]

Sunday, March 30, 2008

[[Sports day]]

SPORTS DAY
i lost my voice totally now, after the Sports Day, it could still be audible. But, now it is like returned back to my sexy voice that i once had. Totally sickening can?! coughing like nobody's business all of a sudden. woke up at 4am ++ in the morning, very early, sat down at my bed & stared blankly. I don't know why i woke up so early too, ohwells. Parents fetched me to school, nagging all the way from home to school, real entertainment. Finally, reached the stadium. Saw Melissa, Isaiah, Tsui yan, Lumyi, Peiying, Liyana at the steps. waiting for the banner to arrive. It was our blood & sweat!

i will skip the process of sports day, can say that falcon did quite well in many events, but cheering part was like slack as many dont cheer, so cheer comm. were quite down. I like the feather-y part. & ilove falcon house committee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are so damn into falcon

Huiting, Ang hui, Kai Lin & Mei Jun stayed overnight at Ang hui's house to do the banner till 2am last night, somemore 2 days before Sports Day, the Falcon committee stayed till like 8pm-9pm each night to finish the stuffs can? BUT, what do we get? A last place for banner. **** ehhs. (Sorry for frustrating like tt, quite not like me these few days) im so pissed/so sad/so depressed/so bu'4 fu'2 for us...but what to do? its so wierd & unfair, i think.

I dont mind getting cheering last place, seriously i dont, i dont see the point in giving us 3rd for cheering when falcon dont even have good cheering spirit in what i saw. i believe our banner should at least clinch a 2nd or 3rd for everything we have done alrights? (note: im not yaya-ing) dont wanna cry at first, i already warned myself. In the end, still failed to control my tears! Went up to find Ang Hui (and saw her started crying, conforted her abit), after seeing her cry, i felt a pain in my heart (xin hen tong lurhs) tsui yan cried shortly after & die! ME TOO, cried. shyt myself. shyt shyt shyt. crying seriously hurts my eyes alot, my eyes are already pained from the past 2 days of "dunno what happening to me" day. & i cried like 3 days in a row. (maybe my eyes will pop-ed out one day?)

i cried is NOT because i feel like crying nor want sympathy. Cried because upon seeing all the Falcon house comm members working together, through every single precious sessions we had, to do our stuffs together. ALL THE HARD WORK + the damn nice BEAUTIFUL banner, even though it got fourth, but i still think its no.1 in OUR hearts, i knew it. its not the point about losing, its the point about the efforts we put in :( anghui, huiting, kailin & meijun, we are strong! so yeahs, thanks for all the cheering u gave me. & hiphip horray to the house comm!

emotions built up too when c divisions boys (dunno what race) was disqualified, when i think its not fair enough too. CUT LANES? okok. finefine, but the problem is that many other houses runners cut falcon runners too, and we didnt win also? hahas, lamelame excuses from people can? people also anyhow cut our lanes ehhs...but can still win...& nobody go anyhow complain ehh! wahh, like tt one. want Falcon to carry out tradition liaos lo. Fine lo, good job good job. (I had learnt to let it go liaos, so yeahs, nvm) BUT, yeahs!! GUYS YOU ALL DID WELL ENOUGH K? dont be sad, and its not yr fault.

omgomg, didn't realised that within like so short of time sports day is over, and i lost my voice. Ytd night at about 8.40pm ++ was still in school with them (fariz, domdom, liyana, & another jaguar guy making the wing norhs, & the girls were at anghui's house doing banner.) and now they have to study =x ahhs, waiting eagerly for monday's announcement of the winning houses! omgomg, i bet falcon can stepped out & soar into the sky... ohyeahs, saw&hugged mummie!! missmissmiss her and ahyii too...

Labels: Sad gurl

[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|8:45 AM|

[[*The Princess*]]

Name:Clarinda
Bdae: 22 March
~~attached~~ / single
School: Xinmin Secondary
CCA: ELDDS-drama
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