[[Princess's Dreams]]

Friday, March 28, 2008

[[tired tired tired]]

ahhs, what's happening to me? just now when i stepped into my room, i felt a sharp pain in my stomach. Don't know what happen lurhs, but really pain. nvm... x( came home late because had the Sl nominees interview till 6pm plus? then went to help out the Falcon comm. in the banner & learn the special item ehs... felt damn sad & quite demoralised as i saw zien & wet & some people ONLY (like charmaine, peiying, celine, Audrey) helping out in the banner.It is not their fault that they started late. Where are the rest of the people? I am very curious about it ehs. See zien & wet so tired, and somemore did most of the stuffs, heart pain pain ehs. Luckily, Denise went to help out too, even she is in falcon. Learnt the dance steps and painted some parts of the banner with the rest. Hui Ting a.k.a my sister(my long lost sister) was like very hyper & lame as everyone was quite dreary, thus, added some funny stuffs to lighten up the atmosphere. haha.

i don't know, nowadays quite emotional. even i never show in school (as i dont want to add to other's burden) but, something inside me is like killing me? Some/a few people are like complaining to me about how much they have to do (when its like only one or two things/projects). And do they know what i have before like complaining to me? NO. Thats why it makes me feel so pissed and unstable and worried. Its really funny when someone complained to another party about how much one has, while the latter has more stuffs than the one. So, isnt it so that the latter complained rather than the one? Makes no sense to me. Listening & "counselling" people are always far much more better than solving my own problems. fetch tsuiyan home just now & talked about stuffs. Sometimes, i really do think that i am quite failure in some sense. I am no good. People are better than me norhs. I feel and live with the board, but sometimes i missed the "ormph" factor, like what i felt during & after intensive'07. Most time, recently, i will weep behind my pillows, or suddenly sleep crying, which is so damn eerie. I will think about alot of stuffs... ... :[ iwillbestrong!

currently the spammers problem doesnt affect me much, luckily it is like solved? i mean actually it wasnt supposed to happen too, but somehow people make mistakes, so forgive & forget bahs. parents dao-ing me liao, starting from this evening when i sms-ed them. I know that they have their reasons to be angry or whatever, nvm, let them vent their anger bahs. Really sorry need to like stay so late & broke my "curfew" manymany times these week. Slept for averagely 4 hours per day. So, they are worried for me. AND sorry ahs, you know i would NOT, yes, NOT quit my SLB. I reiterate many times before le, but it just can't get to your brains. Nvm. jiayous--> myself.

i am just being random about stuffs, yeah, i am fine bahs. Dont worry, esp you...coz i know you read my posts. *smiles*

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[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|12:35 PM|

[[*The Princess*]]

Name:Clarinda
Bdae: 22 March
~~attached~~ / single
School: Xinmin Secondary
CCA: ELDDS-drama
sweet sixteen!

[[*My Adores*]]

<3 SLB <3 & OREO <3
<3 Class 404 <3
<3 ELDDS-drama <3
<3 deardear E.R <3
<3 Falcon Committee <3
<3 manymany friends <3
<3 Mabel besties! <3
<3 Yen Siu besties! <3
<3 Charmaine besties! <3
<3 Abraham besties! <3
<3 YanFang Mei princess <3

[[*My Craves*]]

#1 YOU!
#2 become skinny-er
#3 Good results for O's!
#4 buy nice nice dresses for impt events

[[*Music's Playing*]]

Song: Come Back To Me

[[*Princess's ~~Past~~ Dreams*]]

[[*The ~~Conversations~~*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

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