[[Princess's Dreams]]

Friday, May 09, 2008

[[slb comments]]

Midyears are over, Post-examinations is here, exco-elections is starting (next week), June camp comm resuming, Xinthesis comm resuming, june holidays coming with loads of catching ups on studies to do... ...what a life i have here... & i am not at all complaining (i dont feel that need to too)

NOTE: i am not commenting on anyone here, you want read just read, dont want just click to another link i would not really mind... below is what i have thought during the dream that i dreamt or even before i slept the whole night.

its my fault lurhs, everything is my fault. i knew it was going to happen before everyone realised but i didnt do enough to stop this catastrophe. whats happening to us? to Slb? its no good to know more than you aren't need to know & this happens all the time to me... maybe im sensitive, you may say. maybe i spot difference faster? maybe i am piecing everything out in my brain at night, even my dreams come true (but its not wierd to me,happens all the time) maybe im a wierdo...maybe i am somebody who asked people not to be emo & solved others problems, & i will be emo from time to time, useless to myself in solving my own problems.(sorry, cant help it)

i am having mixed feelings, crying crying crying over again doesnt help. it sucks. and oh please, i look like puffy fish now. why cant everything be smooth(for once)? i do care about all of us. Slb is NOT a thing, it is us, it is people. We can't throw it away, like discarding rubbish/craps. I just can't bring myself to think about the future, what will happen & what is going to happen. I remember some of us are like saying, "Yeah, i found my passion back..." and now i doubt it when one says it. He/she doesn't even remembers what he/she said it once before...so its very contradicting. I wonder when the next time i hear this sentence again, will that person make the same mistake as someone else had made? I really do ponder.

I don't want to see more & more people feeling aimless in Slb. This is not the supposed to be like it. I don't want to let the seniors feel disappointed in us. Its really saddening. I get responses like "No Sls are still good anyway" from students. (And at least i know, there are people supporting us. I can smile to that.)

I believe there's a way to everything. (I may be too naive, but its true.) If not, you will see people jumping off building, every minute,every second.

Happy stuffs... Went to Kbox cineleisure with 9 other girls, Mabel, Yensiu, Wendy, Kexin, CHarmaine, Peiying, Bernice, Hsiao Ching, Sharon. What do you expect from 10 girls to be in the kbox room? Crazy time, playing, jumping, singing... ... It is the only time that i felt relaxed...i can just leave everything blank in my mind & concentrate on my singing, without having to think about problems, about tests, about stuffs. I like that kind of feeling, without having to care about the time. Having others to stare from outside of our room, to see whats really going on in our crazy room. Still remembering the super high song we sang "GIRL FRIEND" i think we were all like drunk or something (even though we drank sprite/coke/ice lemon tea) i want k-ing soon...

Labels: i really dunno

[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|11:16 PM|

[[*The Princess*]]

Name:Clarinda
Bdae: 22 March
~~attached~~ / single
School: Xinmin Secondary
CCA: ELDDS-drama
sweet sixteen!

[[*My Adores*]]

<3 SLB <3 & OREO <3
<3 Class 404 <3
<3 ELDDS-drama <3
<3 deardear E.R <3
<3 Falcon Committee <3
<3 manymany friends <3
<3 Mabel besties! <3
<3 Yen Siu besties! <3
<3 Charmaine besties! <3
<3 Abraham besties! <3
<3 YanFang Mei princess <3

[[*My Craves*]]

#1 YOU!
#2 become skinny-er
#3 Good results for O's!
#4 buy nice nice dresses for impt events

[[*Music's Playing*]]

Song: Come Back To Me

[[*Princess's ~~Past~~ Dreams*]]

[[*The ~~Conversations~~*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

[[*Credits*]]