luRviNG eUU...

2009-05-06T22:06:00.001+08:00

YAY! REVIVED!! hahas...

i wonder how this will continue...
will my fairytale be another Happy Ending?
i wish, wish & wish... ...

2009-02-07T20:44:00.003+08:00

OMG let me tell you a secret!
I PASSED MY AMATHS TEST! even my parents are happy for me.
love love them!

*random*

ohwells, today had investiture rehearsal. lasted quite long & i can see that the excos & sec4s are helping one another out. xDD problems everywhere? (luckily we solved them) heard many things, but tried to keep quiet about it. AND INVESTITURE IS ON MONDAY! jiayous to everyone (especially OthREeOs), take care of yourself, and yes, this is the FINAL LAP. Many thanks to seniors for helping out too!

Name Quiz

2009-01-24T12:43:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
A- Annabelle

B- Bernice

C- Colin xD

D- Denise

E- Eileen

F- Fariz

G- Grace Ang

H- Hardi xD

I- Isaac

J- Jia Man

K- Kevin

L- Liya

M- Mabel

N- Nicole

O- --

P- Peiying

Q- Qing Xuan

R- Royce

S- Samantha

T- Trilene

U- -

V- Vanessa

W- Wesley

X- Xingmin

Y- Yen Siu

Z- Zixuan

2) Can R and S be together in BGR? [Royce, samantha]Not possible.

3) How is L related to you? [Liya]Partner in class x))

4)Does Y know Z? [Yen Siu & Zixuan] Yes! sec1&2 classmates!

5)If C betrays you will you kill him/her? [Colin]My sonn. He would not betray me. x)

6)If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do? [Kevin]hahas, i will let him, coz i dont think my bf will want him though... hahas. they are not gays?

7) What if B tells you he/she have a crush on you? [Bernice]hahas, SHH! dont tell anyone!

8) Will you and M get into a fight? [Mabel]wont fight with one another, coz i will always be losing. no point.

9) Who does K have a crush on? [Kevin]audition! xP

10) If L calls you a bitch what will you do? [Liya] Um, shes very good to me? soyeahs, doubt will ever happen.

11) What's the relationship between you and E? [Eileen] Classmate! Shes reg no 4, im no3.

12) Who does Z like?[Zixuan]hmphm, good qns!

13) Who is I's best friend [Isaac]not sure.

14) What colour does Y like? [Yen Siu] hmphm YELLOW

15) Where does F live? [Fariz] Not sure

16) Did you and C had a fight before? [Colin] NO~

17) Who is H's best friend? [Hardi]with my son? Colin.

18)What can you say about T? [Trilene] She's my lovely meimei!!

19)What if J tells you he/she has a crush on you? [Jia Man] hahas, alaf. shes my drama partner!!

tests

2009-01-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

hahas!! I PASSED MY DIAMOND TEST!!! (so cool, i didnt study, so fortunate to pass)
ohwells, have to chiong for my physics. got tt stupid "dropping subj" form.
i will still be continuing taking PURE sciences!!
hahas xDD jiayous 404 and graduating classes of Xinmin!
busy busy busy, SYF coming? many many common tests! Damn it...
gotta study hard for my A's. yeahs.

Jiayous for CNY people, take care uhs... drink more water! must eat, dont go on diet/starvation.
^^ jiayous to me & bernice too. on the day of CNY celebrations, hope everything goes well.
investiture'09 jiayous.
SLB, i missed my days as a junior. (time past fast. too fast~)
I LOVE YOU! xS

my life

2009-01-17T19:55:00.002+08:00

back back back... ...back to blogging time!
OMG, you know what? I GOT MY A1 for Chinese O's! My life from now
onwards would be better. (i hope =x)
its alrights to feel excited about it, i guess. Yipee!
ohwells, yesterday had the Diamond test (which apparantly didnt even study for it?)
so should be failing it. . . but i really know some of the questions.
all my banded subject classes are nice to be with... had english lessons with mr cheng,
chinese lessons with msphan & chem lessons with nice mrs ng.
NOT BAD uhs!

Nice ER-ians...my cute nice little juniors, cassandra, wesley & willianto! welcome to ER!!
*finally a female companion in the comm* xDD

MUGGING IN PROGRESS! striving for full-marks in Monday's Emaths test!!
and studying for Amaths test too... realised that Matrix is actually more fun than messy.
Trying to finish my english essay. heheh... done up most of my homeworks!

whats really coming up next.
Chinese New Year
Common tests every week (wed & fri)
Drama sessions (mon & thurs)
Investiture'09
Dram SYF --wanna get GOLD!

Hoping that princess's dream will come true one day SOON!

Step Up exco

2009-01-11T11:59:00.002+08:00

my O's chinese results must be A's! ^^ jiayous to all seniors getting back O's results tomorrow, & to the sec4s' HMT students! We can do it! (clarinda finally has this "want to study" kind of feeling) hahas...

i love my exco & slb!

Sec1 orientation over

2009-01-09T14:49:00.002+08:00

9 January (today)
came back from school at around 10am plus...didn't want to go home actually, but was seen by teachers along the way to Chem class. stupid headache (damn pain lurhs) made me missed my lessons! anws, went home. cried along the way home because of other stuffs. the taxi driver kept looking at me, wth. oh wells. . . i will be seeing a chinese doctor afterwards, so yeahs, people no worries, i should be ohkay. thanks for all those comforting sms-es! xD

8 January (yesterday)
First day of lessons in class, found out that i was in mr ch's english class, and ms phan's chinese class. quite glad to have both nice teachers. very sleepy throughout the day. fell asleep during geog class (& tt was first period) luckily we had a speaker during our chinese class, talking about the special chi language course... but later on, almost dozed off in other lessons too.

7 January (Orientation last day)
i miss class 102! hahs, its the last day of orientation. time really past fast. i hope they will really treasure their time together as a sec1 class, because in a blink of an eye, they will soon be sec2. jiayous to all sec1s, study hard & play hard at the same time. campfire was alright. at first there was some commotions, but the campfire really looked beautiful tt night. AND not forgetting this is the 2nd year that was not raining on campfire night xP really, everything happened so fast. i am really proud of all the SLs! you guys really showed the team spirit during orientation. even though this might not be the best/well-planned orientation ever, but we pulled through because of you guys. good job to denise, kevin & adhoc!! rest well and catch up with the lessons. . .(finish your hols homework uhs!) ohyeahs, i hope that everyone of you remember what Joel said during debrief, and reflect on it.

Xinmin Orientation Day Zero

2009-01-04T06:49:00.002+08:00

2 Jan 2009, first day of school, xinmin sec. orientation DAY 0! (hahhs)
Its not even the actual programme for orientation until the tour (which is after lunch)
no wonder so many sec1s' felt bored. x(
Came to school at about 645am, met the SLs for meeting,
all crowded around outside sci staffroom.
Finishing the name tags of 102, my mentee class! Mentoring with na-nabelle & andy.
The bell started to ring, was helping nicole & colin to chiong nametags also.
Rush to Main Gate to do duty with colin, not my duty though.
Went to help out with the rest of the nametags, ended up doing duty.
Miscommunication with the security guard uncle, he didn't allow the parents to come in.
In the end, confirmed with mr.j, and parents actually could come in.
SO many parents crowding around the school parade square,
more than last year i think.
After that, finished all 101 nametags.
Went back to my tag class; 102. I very malu lurhs,
very busy in the morning, so i asked bernice help me tag my class.
In the end, came back. my class & another class swoop places! so make a turn,
with whole sch looking.
First impression of 102, very quiet. I know they felt bored because of all the talks.
Little did i know, 102 is actually quite FUN CLASS! ^^
Touring was ohkay, only a little tiny bit of congestion at the eco pond area.
Mentor time was long enough for nanabelle & me to learn about the class.
Didn't really have much time to play any games.
But, we will tmr! no worries to my boredom!
& we've already found a solo-ist for our class performance!
OPPS! we didn't make a nametag for a new student, coz our namelist only have 39 students.
but the class have 40! No wonder during tour, i thought i suck in counting as i kept counting 40!

102 will rock ohkay?! xP

2009 first post

2009-01-01T00:55:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NIU YEAR!!!
2009 will be a wonderful year for all of us!
Orientation'09 will be success!
Investiture'09 Jan will be success!
Olevels for Chinese will be AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
SYF Drama will get GOLD AWARD this year!
Olevels will be awesome for this batch of sec4s!
LOVE ALL!

me!

2008-11-16T14:29:00.002+08:00

Secondary Schools Chinese and Malay Languages Symposium 2008 is happening on 18th November 2008 at Xinmin Secondary School. Jiayous to our Symposium Committee + Working Crew, for this period of hardwork in making sure this Symposium is the best one ever. xDD I know we are all very exhausted, especially working in school till late hours, but its the last lap! ^^ we will all feel great about accomplishing this project.

While doing Symposium stuffs, i accidentally found my baby pictures! hahas. i was 3 years old then. SO, NOW i guess i realised why i am so approachable & very pro in calling up other people! See above! hahas, i was trained since i was like 3 years old!! x) So proud of myself. *clapsclaps* So many different poses in the photo album, thanks uncle for taking the pictures for me!

Gradnight comm'08, please do take care of yourself ehs? especially when everyone's going kuku! Tay Wen & Hardi please dont roll on the floor laughing again lurhs. ALAF ehs! ytd everyone was like "we are undercovers!" when we were on the way home. All going crazy le!

Videos of mrpang & YG. very funny! On the bus home, me & py were watching the video of YG, when we laughed hysterically! Extremely creative for a young guy like him! Jys for being the PR head of Symposium, together with Nicole! Glad to work with you guys! x)

Dedicated to my gongzhumei-yanfang!

Sorry uhs! i promised the "next day" but now is like dont know how many days le!! BUT IM GOING TO ANNOUNCE!

I HAVE A VERY UNDERSTANDING GONGZHUMEI!! SO ILY LOADS!! I WILL HAVE A SURPRISE DATE WITH HER SOON! SOON SOON! HAHAS! her big name is

yan fang!

x(

2008-11-01T19:49:00.003+08:00

Been offline for like 3days.
Report book results improved (from Midyear)
Holiday hw are still stack in one pile, at the side of my table.
5 chinese papers for me to tackle [BY O;level]
Chinese O's coming in like 5 days (or rather 4days)
Chionging my Tuition homework for Differentiation. x) -i like this bit.
Symposium in 18 days time.
Alot more of preparation for Symposium (from beginning of nov)
Pushing back my "jogging-daily" plan. (hahas!)
Dont know whens the next chalet for me?
Tomorrow going out with family to the NEW Marina Bay Reservoir! (minus one day off for revising for Chinese O's!)

What am i doing ? Thinking of those stupid past memories... LET GO GIRL! grab hold of current chances & not be blind. (sorry, to you) at least, you cared. But, ...

END OF YEAR

2008-10-23T21:51:00.003+08:00

Freaking End of Year. sucks sucks sucks.
I thought end of year would be good, a time for me to take a rest. Oh no. this is so not going to come true. where's my fairy god-motherr...T.T more things & tasks are piling up. Now, even holiday hws can seem to be a few pages, but actually fact its alot. Nothing feels right. Im pissed lurhs. At this point of time, MY COMPUTER COULD ACTUALLY LIKE HANGED & my datas that i was typing all went *proof* byebye! (GREAT, so now what? Retyping everything?) Ghahs, no more sleep orhs. . . When you see a panda in front of you tomorrow, don't scream.

Every school days, every recess, every cca sessions, every slacking session in school, it will be gone during the Holiday. Even the Potluck auntie (one of canteen vendors) also leaving the school already, so next year there will be a change of vendor. Arent i supposed to be happy for having holidays? AHH, i miss school. Bridging programme would not be the same as school bahs. Figured out that mr lee is taking over our both maths lessons, i feel like fainting. mrs song still the best, i guess. x)

Good news, Orientation adhoc'09
it will be an exciting year ahead, many events will happen one after another...the head start is the orientation. So wierd, first day of school on a Friday. hahas. then weekend. First time! jiayous to the committee & to denise, dont worry too much! I will protect you... *promised*

jiayous clarinda.
Once you trusted a person, it equally gave him the chance to betray & hurt you.

this is me

2008-10-12T14:44:00.002+08:00

Exams are finally over, but somehow im feeling empty within me. I don't know what's with me nowadays. This song describes the feeling in me. Why? I have actually no idea? hahs, wierd me. Whats in the past, now is history. And, i am like living in another world. I thought i was happy, I thought i was able to be strong. And I thought that was a better choice for me. I guess I am wrong.

Someone asked me "Are you really ohkay?" I replied, "Yes , or i think so" Actually i don't really know. I hate this feeling of uneasiness. I feel so uneasy with some guys prying into my own problems, w/o me knowing. Please, please and please, stop whatever you are doing, you are just wasting your time. I would not give in to anyone. I just want to be unattached. Do you think theres a problem to that? I admit, i am still not ready, & you don't need to rub it in.

This is me now. I guess. Ice skating, shopping, movie, playtime! xD no more examinations! I shall revert back to the "happy" me now. Ciao.

MONDAY

2008-09-29T19:59:00.003+08:00

Hello people. I think i might need to engage myself more with my blogging skills more after exams. Im so sorry, that this good girl, had decided to mug for EOY this year. Hahas! Finally, more muggings, getting influence by important people. Ohwells. I did not keep my promise of blogging more during exam period. x(

I have to admit that I have not touched my computer for like one week or so. Sooooo many emails. SCARY! These days have been seriously mugging period, except for times to play & watch Drama shows. Interesting day yesterday, F1 Night Race. It was totally great. I did not mug History thorougly because of F1, but i think still can pass bahs. Haiz. I did not interpret the first cartoon well enough. No time write. Alonso won first place. HAMILTON won 3rd place! (He's shuai^4!) F Massa had loads of problems on the track, felt sad for him as he was leading at first. Brother had a chance to go watch the afternoon race on the Street Race Track! (Too bad, i am stuck at home, facing emaths problems & History Textbook) xD In the end,I had a video of the sports car zooming past. ^^ But, it was really really LOUD.

Emaths paper 2 today, it was not bad, except for 2 qns, one of them i left blank. However, realised that I know how to do, after the paper. hahs. Wasted my marks man. Hope & pray to get good marks. I am not keen about the Mastery Programme.

Opps, did something bad with Mabel, Chen Fan and Peiying... hahs. interesting day. Now, all of them know i am afraid of Cats. Haiz, it is cute. I am just scared of the fur. Took many photos of it. It like M and CF legs alot. Next time, maybe can bring some food to let it eat.

Jiayous, for all other Papers. I am awaiting the day for Freedom. Hahs, to add on, the Aircon in the hall is Cold~

"It is seriously frustrating, somehow. Thanks alot, right?"

BACK

2008-09-07T20:29:00.003+08:00

Hellos! Im back into blogging. So super sorry, i lost in touch with my computer. Changed blogskin within 15minutes. ><>

Friday, had Chinese Prelims. It was quite easy, but the hall is like so damn damn cold. After lunch, met some seniors & chatted with them. Py, Denise, Celine & Lumyi came to my house downstairs to study. Ha, its much better than in that freezing cold Nebo at Amk hub! ^^

I felt a tiny winy bit of guilty as i spent my whole of today going orchard shopping & for my haircut. Diediedie! my hair is like so short now. Regretted cutting it till the current length. On top of it, daddy mummy changed our Cable Tv into Hub station. So, now i have even more dramas to watch. Will blog soon! xD

updates of this week

2008-08-22T20:23:00.003+08:00

Hahs, I am back to blogging. Ohwells, I was quite busy these days. (Sleepless nights xC) Did Chemistry retest, i scored some marks which i didnt think i would. But, damn! I will only get my 25/50marks in my progress report. Anyways, Xinmin Experience III is OVER! I would like to thank the ushers who helped out today. Even though we know we are shorthanded, but everyone did their best. *SORE FEET T.T* I am actually quite pissed with one stranger. SHE IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE IT BAHS! talk so much.

Uniform Group Drill Competition came to an end today. I missed the whole Normal Drill competition part #1, but at least i've watched the Fancy Drill competition part #2. Congrats & good job to the Uniform Group people! You guys are wonderful, you've got teachers (from other schools) complimenting about you guys to me! Maybe there are quite some mistakes here & there, but its ohkay. xD ohyeahs, Gasper got the best commander award...now he has a sexy voice! Saw XiaoDes & Xiao Na marched. Xiao Siew too, during Fancy Drill.

Watching table tennis match now, LiJiaWei fighting with GuoYue! jiayous... Determination is important. For tomorrow, I think I will feel very tired. Flag Day will be fun, and we have booked the girls to go for Mac breakfast together! Tuition, oh damn. I don't like going for tuition (esp. maths.) but ohwells. Haiz, sad me! & i think i missed like manymany meetings in one day! Jiayous!

to him, what a sad life i have. & sorry for what i have just said. You know what i mean (in a good way) im not evil alright?

life goes on

2008-08-15T22:41:00.002+08:00

Jealousy is going to kill me sooner or later? I am like grasping for breath, every single day. Hoping for my wonderful dream to come true (to have my time machine built) But, you and i know that it is awfully not going to fulfill. Day dreaming is getting me nowhere, right? What right do I have now? I am just nothing in your eyes. I am just the passer-by alrights... xS

Taken back my chem test this week- failed terribly. 19/50marks (believe it or not?) i have studied, but ohwells, i stunned during the test. whatever, i am retaking my test! i wanna get a NOT-F9! jiayous. Geography test was still ohkays, got 18/25marks, i didnt really prepared all the informations. At least it was quite well done. For history test, ive got 13/20marks (quite surprised though, i didnt even touched the textbook before the test) & i've got to know whats the Depression when Mr Tan talked & "hinted" to us about something depression. hahs, to think i passed! x)

Busy week ahead, amaths test, eng common test, chem test (retake), Xinmin Experience3, meetings. xD im starting to like amaths (^^ serious, no faking) & actually chem wasnt difficult if i read through the notes like 5 times, just to get a point. Suddenly, theres this need to prepare everything.

Had talks with seniors today, mind started to think again. FOr the pass few weeks, i was resting my mind, trying not to think too much. I guess that wasnt my routine at all, as i'm starting to get back to my routine. Somehow, SRR wasnt in good hands. Apparantly, the tables are spoilt. I was abit taken aback. Even tables can be spoilt! Hoping the uncle can fix the curtains back asap. & luckily the board games were in good condition. Thanks Peiying partner to help out in the stock check, and Hardi tudi for taking care of Srr today.

Off to bed. Ahs, thanks seniors (Zien,Audrey, Wet & Dom) too. xD "LIFE GOES ON"

Beverley's bdae party 100808

2008-08-11T15:33:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEVERLEY!

{pictures of happy time of yesterday}

The happy people
Beautiful 304 girls
Drenched me
Joel & Ismail

Me & Maumau
Nice to eat birthday cake
YingJie, Maumau, Me ^^

Jean & Me (2)

Alexa Me Bev (pic taken by royce)
Alexa & Me
Opps!

Shy girl!
BLINK BLINK!

BOO!
Guess who? (Ans: Bev bev behind blink blink)
Pressie

Me & Beverley (birthday girl!)

Takada Outing 080808

2008-08-09T09:29:00.010+08:00

TAKADA OUTING 080808

i went out with the Japan students to Orchard ^^ it was so fun... learnt some Japanese! hahas. "Ke-ko" means cool, "Kawaii" means cute. then cool + cute = "Ke-ko Kawaii" (its a slang) the japan girls are super duper cute! no time to blog therefore let the pictures tell you more! xD

Shuguru, WeiKang, Liya & Me!

Shuguru, Wei Kang & Me

Me & Liya (BFF)

Me, Bel's buddy, Bel

Group photo 1
Group photo 2-alaf!

Me & Yumi! (She's cute!)
Me, Yumi, Colin er zi
Me & Clarice
Me & Jovin xD
Me & Wan Yue
Me & Wenqi! x)

Me & Yuki! (gt abit height difference)
Me & Kent (Colin's buddy)
Me & Kawaii Riko!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEVERLEY!!!! 110808

my lovely-deary-superloved partner! hahs, went to her birthday party ytd! We had bbq and loads of fun at the pool. I was drenched together with all the rest of the people present. & my shorts kept dropping off my waist when im in the pool. took many many photos! will post soon, after i finish uploading them! SEE ALL IN SCHOOL! i am starting to get bored soon.

Dramanight!

2008-08-02T11:35:00.003+08:00

DRAMA NIGHT IS A SUCCESS! xD

hahas, though my voice seemed kinda sexy! (sore throat) & thank god, my fever went down just in time. thanks for all the flowers and the card. i will get the photos & post them up asap! Flowers from Mabel & Charmaine, Licheng Samuel & some 304 guys, Yingjie, Mannan, (i forgot who...) THANKS LOADS! continue posting soon, i need study for my 4 tests marathon for next week... thanks for concern about my illness, noworries i will be fine.

Drama rehearsal

2008-07-29T22:40:00.003+08:00

Drama rehearsal were GREAT! & today we put on makeup & costumes. i sososo love my china doll #2. ^^ anws, i realised i can be a professional make up artist/ helper! hahs, i makeup alot of the casts today! good to know tt i have been of help to eileen... the blusher cream was superd. the guys really look great in makeups!

Helped Chinadoll #2 to curl her hair, and its very nice. AND, we were like acting as korean girls spreading out our skirts. Shall post pictures up soon, hopefully on Thursday! xD anws, Huifeng;s shanghai buddy is very friendly (her english name is ANGELA! very nice name) shes abit cute, but soft. haiz, she went home early today when i was about to chat with her. But, she said "See you tomorrow" to me. So honoured!

TRYING my best to clean & wash off my make up, but its very hard... ...hahs, Daijin and chuanzi look very cool in their costumes, Nanny too! Wei kang kept sweating, till his shirt is drenched! Teddy kept EATING!

GO DRAMA! hahs, good job...jys for tmr. MEdia people too. Although you guys sometimes can be irritating when keep distracting the actors on stage, but thanks for staying so late too to help us with the lightings, music!

Dedicated to him: thanks for keeping me up for studying!

Quiz, tagged by Jasmine

2008-07-27T11:34:00.002+08:00

I am tagged by Jasmine to do the quiz xD i shall be a good girl & do this quiz!

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
hahs, call up all my besties & talk for long long time... then, SHOPPING.

#2 If you could have a wish come true, what would it be?
create a time machine & travel into the past to erase whatever mistakes i have done. *highly impossible man*

#3 What is the thing that you want to do most now?
Talk to someone while finishing all my homeworks!

#4 What would you do with a billion dollars?
First, give my parents, secondly, save alot in my bank account, then spend the rest, shopping at orchard. xD

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Caring, loving, understands me. Internal beauty is important.

#6 Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
I think being loved by someone is more blessed. But, the feeling of loving someone is most precious.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really loved?
Forever... now, i am still waiting. *empty-ness*

#8 If the person you secretly love is already attached, what would you do?
I would not be bad to go in between, so i think wait bahs? (but, never encounter before)

#9 Is there anything which has made you extremely happy?
Besides getting my contacts, i think my precious happy memories last time always made me happy.

#10 Name one thing that consistently floats in and out of your mind.
Him (must be damn honoured bahs? xP return you favour)

#11 Why do you bother doing this survey?
Ooh, i thought this is a quiz? Hahs, caused im tagged?

#12 How do you see yourself in 10 years' time?
Busy young woman, with a loving bf? (lols...how i know?)

#13 What was on your mind 5 hours ago?
Dramanight xD

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
^^ nicee junior!

#15 Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
Married but poor. It would be so saddening to have noone to share your joy and burdens with.

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes. (abit idiot ehs, this qns)

#17 Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes. DUH! (if not, its so bitchy...)

#18 If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I will follow my heart & my fate.

#19 What type of people do you hate?
Super hyprocrite, ppl who are jealous of me.

#20 Where did you go to today?
i woke up at 8am, haven't even stepped out of my house yet.

END OF QUIZ! anyone can do! homeworking now. MUST COME FOR DRAMANIGHT!

Event: Closing Time
Date/Day: 1st August, FRIDAY NIGHT
Time: 730pm
Tickets: $6 each, free seatings
Venue: Xinmin Secondary School, multi-purpose Hall
*GET tickets from Drama people, or can buy during various recesses and lunch breaks! OR COME TO ME! xD

emo

2008-07-25T21:46:00.006+08:00

to her:
hahs, things aren't as bad as what you think bahs. Im alrights already, just needing some clarifications from both parties (guy & you) Im not hating you nor wanting you to be hurt or make you cry or stuffs. seriously, its abit difficult for me to ignore you lehs. need very big efforts one okays! x) anyways, time heals everything lurhs. so, for now, im not myself. SO I NEED TO REVIVE. because currently i dont know what/who the hell i am. Thus, i cant do anything about us. AND I AM not at all selling- fish! xD

my previous post got deleted!! SHIT! nvm...

To him: sorry, jiayous in basketball alrights? you know i will always be here for you, cheers ehhs! (dont make me sad right?) xD thanks for talking to me... ...

2008-07-21T21:34:00.003+08:00

Hyp·o·crite [Noun]
1. a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.
[Origin: 1175–1225; ME ipocrite <>hypocrisy) + -tés agent suffix]

Let me get this point clear, I am NOT hating anyone right now, not even a girl, not even a guy. For whoever out there, trying to make it sounds that i am one who keep hating people, make your facts right? I don't think i will hate anyone when I, myself, just live in my own world (in a way) & even if one thinks i don't know, please don't make it seemed like i am torturing somebody. I didn't even do anything wrong! For heaven's sake.

why hypocrite? I don't know, i just plainly thinks that it is meaningful to update my blog. Is it that wrong to update it_not by posts, but by the wishlist, loves list & stuffs. I have my freedom & reasons to put whatever i wrote right? (yesh... ...) I dont wish to be someone fake, i am showing the way i feel. Its nobody's fault, i am like that. When i am REAL (not hypocrite), people tend to hurt lesser. Thus, i came to a concensus (new word learnt from DomDom & Zien), it is better to show the real face, than to hide behind 2 faces. Don't one ever think that it is DIfficult & tiring to do so? I kept wondering how people show me two faces... isnt it very stupid, & i feel that it is all an "act" in front of me & another "act" behind me.

so this is all that make me feels upset about it. i don't blame anyone, seriously. BUT, the hurt is already done. I wish to help out, its always been wrong, but what can i do? nothing. so what can i do when i can't even brace myself against the hurt currently? im just sensitive. i just pray hard & advise people to go help that certain one? hahs, its always better when i do it myself right? Abit useless, i say. there goes my wish... the recent wish.
"I HOPE SHE WILL BE BETTER & STOP WHAT SHE THINKS RIGHT NOW ABOUT HERSELF!" __this is a serious wish & please please i know you do read my blog.

the princess
is
the
root
of
all troubles!

To him: Um, you can try contacting me on my phone anytime you like lurhs, but so sorry for you-know-what. & you are not that bad, its the situation with me right now. so dont feel bad. xD *cheers* still friends bahs...i hope!

Friday

2008-07-20T12:11:00.002+08:00

Friday~

still having needed to carry the tables & chairs up to our classroom, hahs. Thinking tt on Monday, i will have to carry my table & chair in Malay Traditional costumes, abit challenging. but thanks Liyana for lending me her sister's malay costumes xD

had the SL exchange sharing session, and i tongue-tied while i spoke, gosh! but ohwells, it was still quite alrights. Then rushed with Bernice for the HistDrama competition. love drama! hahs, Drama took loads of pictures like nobody's business outside the theatre! anws, ALAF at the funny episode of Clarence & Jiaman (the escalator-inside joke) i hope we get into the competition! though the judges laughed, its either good or bad right? and they laughed very distractingly, luckily i didnt laughed! AND i ran wrong position at one scene (sorry! esp to Jiaman, she was surprised by me) as the lightings were supposed to be blackout, but it didnt and my mind blanked out! (blur me...)

& we had the icecream cake from swenson. it was seriously cold...icy cold. but it was delicious! in the end went back to school by cabbing with sherina kelvin and bernice, to return the props. On the way, i had Choco Sundae from Mac in the taxi (hahas)

Waited with Weiting for at least about one hour for chenfan to go for the steamboat gathering xD while waiting, we were sitting in front of the sec1 band members, they were doing simple drills. Yingjie & Daniel were with us. WE HEARD MR FOO shouts the command! *honoured* hahas, Yingjie could not stop laughing worhs. anws, they were waiting for cutecute jaslynn (who was quite busy) & Daniel fell asleep in some wierd position. 1383874374518725 attempts of trying to wake him up. Yingjie & Weiting were like making high pitch sounds. Weiting almost mimic all the sounds of the early morning carpark scene. hahas. Pulled his hair like many times, Weiting used the broom to poke him. lols, still fail to wake him up! hahas...

enough of playing & me weiting moved to the parade square to watch the StJohn doing their drills. VERY COOL EHHS! go shili go joel go siewbeng go tsengting! nice drills, very coordinated! so finally, Chen Fan came out of the computer lab. Weiting was damn hyper (super!) so, Cf was entertained by Weiting. I was feeling serious tiredness. hahas, it made Weiting look abit crazy. so took bus & arrived at the steamboat place.

Met Mabel Yen MsPhan Chelsea at the place, they ate manymany plates of food le! Chelsea very cute, kept cooking food for us, THANKS! ate loads loads, was quite hungry. found new method to cook eggs, it was very nice! Then yen got to leave as it was quite late. Weiting left too. Then after was abit of gossip session. =x Msphan & Mabel so bad lurhs... The ice cream there was nice, i ate the durian flavoured one.

After the steamboat, we went to send Chelsea to the bus interchange. Actually, we wanted to catch a movie "Batman" but we missed the time slot, then the next was like 1130pm so we chose not to. In the end, window shopping around amk hub & realised they closed shops Very early. Suddenly, wanted to shop at orchard place. So, we walked to Jubilee and checked the movie timings for fun too, so now left me cf and mabel. Hahs, Cf was hungry so stopped at MosBurger & they bought frenchfries to share and icelemon tea to share. Played poker for a little while, Mabel won three out of the four games lurhs. It was quite late le, and we went back home by bus. home sweet home.

304

2008-07-17T19:48:00.003+08:00

Physics & History test today, & i slept for only two hours at night! x( no wonder had a tummy upset in the morning (looked so ugly today) Thanks peiying steady for sub-bing me for pulling flag, and charmaine for giving me the Beijing gift... ... anws, didn't help out at Punch card today, and vincent took my pen! 304 had to carry the tables & chairs up to fourth floor... (yeahs, fun right? *innocent face*) i think a guy trainee teacher did asked me if i needed help, thanks! & FINALLY, all our tables & chairs are OUTSIDE our class.

Now, we will have PT everyday, to train for muscles? hahs, did both tests on the floor, hand writing was quite off. the lessons went on ohkay, except i was very tired. and recess, mrs lee came to our class, & found sth. thus, got extra one day. AND, further more add another day for another punishment. (currently, we will have to carry on like this until next thursday)

Derek & Daniel were punished, in the end, they were told to carry all 41 tables & chairs back to aesthetics room. WITH NO HELP AT ALL. (wth..) in the end, the whole class helped them. See how warming it was to have the whole class helping one another. (even though some people might comment that "Woah, they very poor thing ehs *Laugh, cuckles* Have to carry their OWN tables"-in a sarcastic manner) Seriously, i dont know whats the problem with these people. Abit saddist. OHWELLS! at least i have learnt that my class's class spirit is once again up, and though the morale is still lacking. i hope that there are no more such stupid punishments anymore. (304 good job for today, & must strive for NO mistake tomorrow)

DIE! tmr i have duty, i dont know what to do with my table & chair. i wish to bring a pillow! ohyeahs, AND today is Licheng's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hope you like your birthday slaps! xD

Drama History competition audition is TOMORROW! wish us best of luck! & lets put in all our 100% efforts! So looking forward to the steamboat gathering! xD homework time!

GREAT DAY?

2008-07-16T20:28:00.002+08:00

Wierd Day...
To begin, i overslept. Supposingly waking up at 5am to study for Physics & i overslept! I knocked down my alarm clock, hahs. Early in the morning, someone came to me to collect $12.80 for the Chinese Materials and made me feel broke. Class 304 (my cute class) was called down to the parade square for Flag raising ceremony. Only class on parade square, pulled flag in front of them. Woah, punishments.

Horror! Our class tables & chairs will be confiscated, for the a week! Thus, today, all of us sat on floors for all lessons (except for my chinese lessons) This was abit of class bonding exercise too, if you think it more positively. After P.E, we were like "Please take off your shoes before coming into the classroom" & the trainee teacher really took off! Yays, he is so good to us. Actually, without the tables we studied quite well, except for the untidy handwriting. x( Overall, it was ohkay than what i expect. Movie session for English was alrights though the environment was a good one to sleep in & most people were trying hard not to knock out. "BUT, tomorrow, we have to carry our own tables & chairs UP to our class from aesthetics room, put it outside our classroom. Hahs, a training for all of us. Jiayous 304 & we shall prove that we can cooperate as a class, through punishments and learn on the way. Our class is CLEAN today, so must keep it up! xD

Second day of my post as ER head. & finally the reality is setting in. Im an ER head, & the only girl in ER! hahs, cool. & Jiayous! Rehearsals on THURsDAY!Drama history competition on this FRIDAY! Steamboat gathering for Xinthesis heads & teacher on this FRIDAY night too. Meeting on SATURDAY. SRR VIP day on next WEDNESDAY! dramanight on 1st AUG! People if you want to get Dramanight tickets, please do approach me! (Im selling tickets too!) & PLEASE DO NOT USE EXCUSES saying now too early to buy tickets, you will never know if we ran out of tickets. xD

Two tests...& i havent touch anything YET!

contact lenses

2008-07-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

Just now went out to bring Grandma for shopping & dinner... Went Causeway to get my contact lenses... (per day) Spent like around $92 for these pairs of contact lenses. Rehearsals daily cum History competition on Thursday, & Tuesday theres the Chinese O's level LISTENING COMPRE + rehearsal @ national musuem afterwards xD History quiz...havent touch the textbk...reader digest hw. not yet done. But, am happy cause i got my contacts. Have to use them wisely though. Don't want to waste my parents money too!

I just realised that it is EASIER to take out contacts then to put them on...so cool! I got a "tutorial" at the capital opitical shop...& its quite funny thinking i was there "HUH? pop it in?" The optician kept complaining my eyelashes too long...then ask me to aim properly. In the end, i know how to put them on & take them out. Though i admit im only pro in taking them out.

Busy week ahead! Jiayous alrights! & see you guys in school... ... I had to pull flag next week! yays! so cool...

SLB photos!

2008-07-12T18:34:00.011+08:00

Today, i spent the whole day hogging the computer, settling research & homeworks... Through these few months, i kept wondering "if i had not become a SL, what girl would i be?" A girl who would go out shopping everyday after school, a girl who hangs around doing nothing? I like the girl who i am now (though i am not sure am i the girl once i knew?) but I survived until now is because of my family, my SLB (ER & Oreos), my Friends-besties, my seniors... ...THANK YOU!

External Relations- SL chalet

External Relations 2008

XiaoPei & XiaoClaire

XINTHESIS'08 (i miss ya guys)

Sam & Xiao Claire

the 4 beauties @ crosscountry

WHO AM I?

CROSS COUNTRY

2008-07-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

Today, the lessons went past very slowly. not very entertaining though. But, it is still alrights. I missed my Chemistry Practical as i need to meet Mskuck & Mdm Liew. & im that unlucky as Mr Chew chose to scold us in class (not really scold, reprimand) so it took up about 30mins to 40 minutes. After, its the theory! THUS, i did not touch my apparatus at all. I felt sad, because i think titration practical is quite fun & enjoyable. Though got feedbacks that many made mistakes & had to redo everything. Ohyeahs, chatting with liya once again when bored x)

Quite happy today, had a nice chat with zien(mummy), received a good news, CROSS COUNTRY.

Cross-country was ohkay. Better than i expected. Due to the rain, a bit pissed with the arrangement. They wanted B-boys to run in the rain at first (luckily the rain stopped, if not i will really go kuku) The B-boys are upper-sec, & most of them are taking their O's in a week's time. If they fall sick while running in the rain how? Though its only a drizzle, but its still very unhealthy. Ha. Anyways, they said that the tent would be BIG... but when i got there its quite small. Lend umbrellas to the Falcon competitors who are in the rain. Mel, Bernice, Tsuiyan, Andy, Fariz and me were quite busy orhs... ... (but, yeahs, we do enjoyed ourselves with the rest of the Falcon people bahs)

Great Job people. Though Falcon got last place, but i still believe we can do it next year! We just have to put in efforts alrights? jiayous. & love those C-boys&B-boys&C-girls & B-girls from Falcon. Some were sick OR injured & they still continued to run! well done & great job. Muscles pains after cross country, ran 3/4 competitors' route + 1 whole fun race(i did it in 14minutes i think) its like so long since i ran long distance, & i didnt broke down!

Me, Bernice, Charmaine & peiying did a little camwhoring at Bishan Park. Though it was seriously muddy there. my whole leg was covered with mud ehs, eyer right? Yeahs. Went AMK hub with Peiying steady, Charmaine & Liyana. We were all packed like sardines on the bus. Bought dinner & snacks... Shopped around a little...& home sweet home.

P.S HUITING jie, hope you are well! Dont need thank me, its your own WILL POWER that allows you to go till the ENDING POINT. Jiayous for O's & please do take care of yourself orhs! *smiles*

retard

2008-07-08T19:52:00.002+08:00

i felt abit retarded right now. Internet sucks, i am so not going to hop-blog anymore. hahs. nice talking to liya about stuffs in class, i feel so sorry to the teacher, coz whole lesson talking about stuffs...but we managed to understand wth he talking. (clever us.) Oral did ohkay i believe. though waited quite long, abit anxious, BUT joelyn most anxious. And, for the first time of my life, i am the LAST person to take oral! ha.

sometimes, i really wish to shut my ears, shut my eyes, shut my mouth... ...i don;t wanna hear, i don't wanna see... ... i am not crying. i always tell myself. ok, i think i failed as a senior bahs. but, cheers, i will find the "me" back soon alrights? tts what i promised someone. anyways, i don;t feel like chatting on phone so no phone calls please (i know you read my blog ^^) hahas. thanks alot of comforts though.

i want my dinner soon.~famished.

Hwee Yin's quiz 2

2008-07-08T18:34:00.004+08:00

This is another quiz__im tagged by mummie to do
P.S- paiseh, did wrong quiz (to mummie)

QUIZ TWO
one1> Do you intend to make a relationship complicated?♣ Um, i don't really need to, because it became complicated on its own...
one2> Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?♣ No?
one3> What was the last movie you caught?♣ Hancock (with Mabel, ChenFan & WeiMing)
one4> What are you proud of?♣ My trustworthy friends, always by my side.
one5> What does your oldest text message in your inbox say?♣ I have dinner ready at home
one6> If you have a chance to migrate, where will you migrate to?♣ I like to live in Australia if i have the chance
one7> Do you have any nicknames?♣ Yeah, alot in fact, depends.
one8> What does your last received text message say?♣ Liyana's new handphone number
one9> What time do you sleep on my bed last night?♣ ohkays this is wierd, WHOSE bed you mean?

two0> Are you currently happy?♣ Um, not really.
two1> Who gives you best advice? ♣ My parents
two2> Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?♣ I don't like creams...
two3> Who did you talk to on the phone last night?♣ A secret person bahs
two4> Is anything bugging you right now?♣ I think so, i want my old life back. & i miss ...
two5> Who/what was the last person/thing to make you laugh?♣ LIYA
two6> Do you wear toe socks?♣ I don't think so
two7> Who was the last person you missed a call from?♣ Sherina (honey)
two8> Have you ever had your heart broken?♣ Yeah, well recently yes.
two9> What annoys you most in a person?♣ Hyprocrite & rudeness

three0> Do you have a crush on anyone?♣ Mine's not crush, is it?
three1> Have you ever done cocaine?♣ HUH? catch no ball actually? what's that?
three2> What is the colour of your room?♣ Pink-ish White (Princess colour)
three3> Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?♣ Wah, i am not so ruthless. I think i might get killed by him/her first if im supposed to kill that person.
three4> Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?♣ yes, i guess.
three5> Who was the last person to lie in your bed?♣ Me i guess? ORHS, my HUANHUAN!
three6> Who was the last person to hug you?♣ Liyana, in SLR today. (anws, the last second person i hugged is Mummie, outside school! )
three7> Did anyone see the last person you kiss?♣ I don't know, because the last "person" i kissed is my doggie from someone.
three8> Do you have a life?♣ Yes, but im not living my life currently. I want my old self back soon.
three9> Have you ever thought that someone died, when they really didn't?♣ Maybe.

four0> What is the reason behind your profile song?♣ I don't have one, i think.
four1> Who was the last person in your dream?♣ Someone who is important to me, GUY B (only Liya knows who is it)
four2> Have you changed this year?♣ I think so, but i am not myself nowadays
four3> What are you listening right now?♣ Some tv show, that my brother's watching
four4> Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?♣ Yeahs, WeiSi called me just just.
four5> Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?♣ DUH OPEN! if not, i will knock into things/people. (3 people banged me this week)
four6> Is there a quote you live by?♣ Current one: ily meant so much...
four7> Do you want someone you can't have?♣ yeah, I think that applies to me now. even i once have that person
four8> Have you ever played an instrument?♣ YES! um, flute(during music lesson in sec1&2), Piano(in nursery, kindergarden), CLARINET (i missed it, i played during sec1-2)
four9> What was the worst idea you have had in this week?♣ Scolding F-word (but in the end managed it with a FAAAAAA~

five0> What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?♣ Lying on my bed, sorting things out in my head.
five1> Are you happy with your love life right now?♣ Ha. What do you think?
five2> What song best describe your love life?♣ Teardrops on my guitar
five3> Does the person know that you like him/her?♣ Ha. What do you think?
five4> Who always make you laugh?♣ Charmaine, Liya, Shili & Jiayun (though many others make me smile)
five5> Do you speak other language other than English?♣ Yeah. Chinese, Malay(when i call my own malay name?)
five6> Favourite website?♣ youtube bahs
five7> What is your middle name?♣ Ong/Yan
five8> What are you doing tomorrow?♣ School. date with jean&bevbev to Mosburger (maybe), Drama rehearsal. Homeworking.
five9> What do you think you are like?♣ Me uhs, happy most times, got the counsellor feel, psychic, nice & sweeet, busy.

six0> Who will you choose to live with?♣ MY TOYS! MY FAMILY! MY HUSBAND!
six1> Where have you been today?♣ School, bread shop, home. (Maybe going walkwalk downstairs soon)
six2> What game do you play often?♣ NO TIME lurhs, i guai kia do homework one.
six3> Who are you missing right now?♣ GUY B (only Liya knows who is it)
six4> Any significance dates or anniversaries occuring on this month?♣ i just like 13th july? shopping date should be around 12th bahs
six5> What are you doing right now?♣ Relaxing, thinking what will i be doing at 8pm later.
six6> Which primary school are you from?♣ North View Primary, very long never go back ehs.
six7> Name three colours that you like?♣ LIGHT BLUE, PINK, ORANGE
six8> What emotion you like to show?♣ cute face
six9> If you have something troubling you, what will you do?♣ Call someone to talk to, numb myself in stuffs,works,projects... go shopping.

seven0> Who did you last chat with on MSN today?♣ Trilene x)
seven1> Who do you admire most?♣ Huanhuan, Olympics Beijing 2008 is coming & yet huanhuan is like so relax on my bed. (Huanhuan is my fav. toy)
seven2> Which month are you born in?♣ march.
seven3> How are you feeling right now?♣ Hungry.my lunch was at 5pm - a peanut waffle.
seven4> What is the time now?♣ 7:21pm when im at this qns.
seven5> Where are you now?♣ In my room
seven6> What colour did you use to dye hair?♣ I don't need to dye hair lurhs, i go under sun will turn golden-ish brown.
seven7> What is the highest alcoholic percentage you have had consume?♣ I don't know.
seven8> What do you do when you're pissed?♣ Call someone to talk to, talk to Liya during lesson time, indulge myself in work.
seven9> At which age do you wish to get married?♣ Ha. Must ask my future husband bahs.<BR>

eight0> Do you hate going school? ♣ No. But currently, Im physically in school, but with a mind filled with alot of stuffs.
eight1> Do you think you have enough confidence? ♣ Yeahs.
eight2> Who are the people you trust the most? ♣ Besties, OREOs, ,msphan, ...
eight3> Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain? ♣ I very long never see rainbow ehhs.
eight4> If you have a dream come true, what would be it?♣ To be a singer, & a princess at the same time. (My NORMAL dreams always come true.)
eight5> What is your goal this year?♣ Get alot of A's. Pass my physics & amaths.
eight6> Do you believe in eternal love?♣ I don;t have the right to say now.
eight7> What feeling do you love most?♣ The feeling of being taken care of, so i would not have to worry about things.
eight8> Do you really think it's global warming now?♣ Yes! Poor polar bears.
eight9> What feeling do you hate most?♣ Getting cheated by 4 close people in ONE month?

nine0> Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?♣ Yes, but it seemed that i can't be naive anymore.
nine1> Do you believe in God?♣ NO.
nine2> Who cares for you the most?♣ Family, besties, Oreos, seniors.
nine3> What do you think is the most important thing in your life?♣ To try to forget some things.
nine4> If there is one thing you can change, what is it?♣ Turn back time, the time before my sec3 camp.
nine5> What have you done that you regretted doing in your whole life?♣ Saying the wrong things at the wrong time.
nine6> What would you feel when everyone no longer cares for you?♣ I don't know? Rely on myself?
nine7> What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?♣ Um, good qns here.
nine8> What do you want now?♣ My past. Good results. Get through dramahistory competition, full seats for Closing Time on 1st Aug.

Just overcome the CHINESE O LEVELS ORAL. hope i got high marks for it. not bad the examiners keep smiling at me, abit eerie though. but, thanks Mr DO for that lucky sweet! anws, cca rehearsal was not tt good. Thanks honey for leaving the biscuits for me! (see yr classroom whiteboard tmr morning yeahs?) i will be doing homework tonight! (im getting more hardworking le! yah right...)

2008-07-07T00:02:00.003+08:00

I don't know. Seriously, getting emotionally sad is one thing. Get cheated by 4 people in one month is another. FOUR close people. woahs, so cool sias i dont even know how to react, but to stay BLUR! you think i dont know ANYTHING~? yeahs, right. i know alot of things in fact & they are things i dont wish nor want to know. to think i wrote a letter,wanting to give personXXX to clarify stuffs. I don't think i will pass the letter to personXXX anymore. If i say the hurt is NOTHING to me, im bluffing myself. Like WTF...shyt i need to control myself bahs... hahas. (ok, back to normal self)

I've got loads to say loads to confess loads to complain loads to scold loads to scream. BUT, can i ? NO i cannot... its the trusting of PersonSSS that makes me feels so terrible now. So, i don;t think i can like trust others that easily from now on. PersonSSS make me realised this... two-faced people sucks sucks sucks(realised it like from primary school though)

Others, not tt influencial so its ohkay...but this sucks! i have not felt so disappointed in life like now. Though i know i should have like clear things from the very beginning but, im giving people chance...chance to hurt me again & again. Tts the naive me i think.

quiz from Hweeyin

2008-07-06T22:54:00.004+08:00

QUIZ FROM HWEEYIN MUMMIE

1. What have you realised recently?

I thought I knew, most of them are trust worthy. But, I am wrong. Now, i only trust my family, besties, & Oreos, etc.

2. If you are able to choose two super powers, what would you choose?

Ability to turn back time... I can teleport anytime, anywhere.

3. If you win $1 million,what would you do?

Buy loads of clothes, donate to charity, give my parents!

4. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Yes, sure. Nowadays, shi dai bian le.

5. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Trustworthy, reliable, happy when with me.

6. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

Point out, but in a nice way?

7. Are you a shopaholic or not?

um, not sure. If i have money, i will be one. But, if i saved to buy, i would not splurge.

8. Will you choose someone you love more or someone who loves you more?

Cannot say who loves who more what, love is love norhs!

9. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

The naive me...

10. Whats the last shocking thing you’ve seen or heard?

F-U-*-K

11. Would you wish to change the world?

yes! i want be hero! ha.

12. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yes, but i think its rare.

13. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 people you would take with you, and why?

daddy, coz he knows everything. Mummy, coz she knows how to cook food. Brother, then he can entertain me! horray! my whole family norhs.

14. What do you feel like doing right now?

Go back into the past, to change some stuffs & events.

15. Which do you prefer from your other half? A hug or a kiss?

hahas, both. (i wish...)

16. Are you more afraid of failure or loss?

Dont know. but im positive type, so i think i can take it.

17. If given a choice, which animal would you opt to be, and why?

Doggy, coz they are man's companion, i would like to be keeping someone's company all the time.

18. What makes you feel disappointed?

the current damn situation now?

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?

dont need lurhs. If i know my future, i think later will have phobia. Anws, my dreams always come true lurhs.

20. What do your friends label you as?

Haha. differ people different mahs...go find out bahs!

21. Whats my current mood?

SUCKY! feel like puking!

better day

2008-06-30T21:15:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will be a better day

i don't believe this sentence. AT ALL. i am just self-comforting myself?

hahas, enough. i need to be prepared for my future...

~~XinthesisII~~

Chinese Olevels Oral- 8thJuly,

History Drama Competition's Audition-18th July,

Drama Night- 1st August,

End of year.

jiayous to myself, and everyone! we can make a difference if we tried. At the very least, we did try.

-continued from last post-

to lynette: you always dont fail to make me feel warm & happy xD thanks & love loads!

to msphan: thanks for being such a nice partner teacher , we are fated to work together (really!)

to mrtang: thanks for coaching me throughout, hahas, & you handle stuffs very well. Good job! (even though got scoldings still, but nvm bahs! xD)

to mrpang: thanks for being the evil & the one who we keep "suaning" for joy&laughter!

to sean: you nice guy! always helping others out! (though always cool cool one)

to randolph: wow~you uhs, always dont fail to make fun of me uhs...hahas but thanks for helping out alrights?

to weiming: hahas, youre nice! thanks for being so nice to keep opening the damn door for me! even if its one call and you rush out to "fetch" me in!

to andy: hahas, bdae boy! thanks for being my "mentee" for Ushering. all i can say is You are best... xD

to joseph: thanks for being the sleepyhead and the boyband!

to wesley: lols to ya boyband lurhs!

to shili: Ohmytian, thanks loads for making me smile & talking to me when im down^^

to xinthesis comm: YOU GUYS ROCKS! I MISS ALL OF YOU = post-xinthesis symptoms.

to ava people (theres alot so cant one by one say): You guys rocks, thanks for being there for support i know you guys are really tired tt day running around.

i dont know

2008-06-29T11:44:00.002+08:00

CONTRADICTION

what's with everyone nowadays? What's happening?

I need to know so i can figure what's happening to me now?

People are saying things like "ohmygosh, i would not hurt you! No, i would not." But, what's reality is people do things, without thinking about what they had said before. Thus, people got hurt as a result. It just became an empty promise in the end.

SO, what can I do? I can only sit back & watch the "show", maybe I am included inside this "show" too.

I don't blame people of saying "No! You can't do this, you can't do that! You need to set good examples." Its just backfired when people arent doing what they taught me. (I don't know, but i felt abit betrayed... )

Anyone can make a difference, whether it is small / big. Anyone can hurt another person (directly or indirectly it didn't matter) What matters is whether the person knows he/she is hurting the victim or not, what others do not matter actually.

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Xinthesis II

I miss everyone! Xinthesis working comm, stage crews, teachers, NCC(warriors), ushers(who are uber hyper), performers. I miss Republic Poly theatre(like my playground) & the canteen's food. It's over now... it seems so fast. We had lots of fun & learn lots of things through this journey of 3months planning. It had been a total different experience from working with the SLs as the committee is made up of all students, except for me, char & des.

Many things happen during the planning period... How the stage managers(Chelsea, Mabel, me) & the Boss (ChenFan) worked together through many sleepless night. How we ate KFC together, & i almost got scolded for helping Msphan order the KFC by the office clerk at night. How we stayed in the staffroom, printing (&killing trees at the same time) all of the informations for the teachers. How we got to bond as a team. How we loved the mini printer we brought with us everywhere. How all of us got to play in the theatre & backstage... How we loved the touch-sensor tv in our GREEN room. How we got crazy about the NICER packet food we ordered. How we got ourselves into trouble and got scolded. How we got ourselves into unnecessarily scoldings (*hahas, inside joke) How we got pissed about the bus coming late for rehearsals. How we got anxious about stuffs (the $10 which had not been found) How we got to work with the teachers. How we got to know the Performing groups & adorable instructors (zhou lao shi & cai bo shi) HAHS!

Many thanks to people who have given us encoouragement all along...maybe i should start thanking people here, since i've got loads to say.

to Chen Fan: You did a great job, though for the english part can improve (jiayous!) love to see you looking strict!! (hahas)

to Chelsea: thanks for all the help! anyways, you are a very cute girl. though strict with ya sister, xD but on the stage right, everything will be in chaos when you are not there.

to Mabel: You, funny girl! Seriously, you are damn impt on that night & yeays! you make it a success together with us.Love you girl! (the pic i took with you was cute)

to me: luckily i didnt go bonkers! (hahas, saw too many things happening)

to XiaoDes: though u said ticketing have nothing much to do, i guess now you realised you are impt too! hahas, miss ya!

to YiXin: you funny scholar! thanks for selling the programme booklets, with you around the atmosphere became damn relax (you eat so little lurhs)

to Weiting: hey girl, thanks for being there when i was having my lowest point in the theatre. (i think im like crying when i was talking to you) you kept me thinking straight!

to XiaoChar: thanks for lending me support!

to others: UPDATE LATER!

Annual June Camp'08

2008-06-18T20:00:00.003+08:00

im back from my Sec3 camp(pre-june camp) & Annual June Camp'08 [12thjune to 17thjune] i shall not go into the details like activities alrights?! i think im tired typing this already, plus i miss everyone, especially the sec3s' OREO and the seniors! IMISSYOU GUYS! hahas, i found out a BIGBIG news! MRTAN! yes, mrtan reads my blog ehhs... ...^^ so funny! i bet he is like um-chio-ing now? xP

yeahs, its a 6days5nights camp, and im not that fit, BUT i managed not to get sick during/ after camp!*clapclaps* though i had hyper-something on the second day of the sec3 camp & made everyone worry! i was shocked myself, didn't know that EVEN i could not control my own damn leg. its scary okay! thanks thanks to all my life-saver, Shiting, Aisha, MRBAY, jasper(for holding my legs), seniors (i didnt really know who cause i can only hear you guys, so yeahs THANKS!) AND TO DESMOND SENIOR: you are not to blame for me being like that alrights? thanks for concern though!

Must be so so curious WHY ON EARTH OREO RIGHT? actually it is OTHREEO, but we made the 'TH' and one 'E' silent so = OthREeO! ilovethemall! It consists of XiaoDes(mond), XiaoBel(verlin), XiaoVan(essa), Xiao K(arina), XiaoClaire(guess who?), Xiao R(oyce), XiaoMel(issa), XiaoChar(maine), Xiao(liya)Na, XiaoBer(nice), XiaoPei(ying), Xiao(ni)Cole, XiaoHui(shi), Xiao S(iewBeng), XiaoJo(el), Xiao(jia)Yun, XiaoLi(ya), XiaoNicky (NicholasLIM)

MY JUNE CAMP COMM + THE BELOVED SEC3S ARE SOSO CUTE DURING THE JUNE CAMP! we have done it okays! YAYS! congrats! thanks the sec3s who have been always supporting us! love you guys LOADS!

i seriously could not put down all my thoughts onto my blog, coz it is impossible as i will keep on writing and writing and writing...non-stop.
~NICE CHEERS! yes... our makan cheer, water parade cheer, O-R-E-O cheer, Oreo(tarzan) cheer, OREOGROUPCHEER!
~NICE PEOPLE; ALL of the OREOS! + SENIORS!
~NICE SING ALONG! with songs that always made me cry! (IF we HOLD on TOGETHER)
~HUGS! (sean's free hugs!& many more people's)
~Sleepless Nights + got woken up by XiaoJo & XiaoSiew;s laughter in the media factory!
~Nice MILO making with XiaoLI and XiaoSIew(on the 2nd day)
~Nice getting blue-blacks all over my body (GAN-BA saved my life, seriously)
~Nice Juniors writing warm fuzzy to me...got alot of them sias
~NiCE OPS ROOM we had and i didnt sleep ytd night coz i missed it & OREOS!
~NICE to see you there, even if its only glances of you... ...
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Theres loads loads more... people will get letters from me soon! please wait...xD hahs, quite busy (AGAIn) for XINTHESIS! woah~

saw XiaoHUI today HUGGED HER AS SOON AS WE CALLED EACH OTHER! XiaoBER also, hope her stomachache is gone by now. SAW XiaoPei & XiaoCOLE today, BUT notime chat as was callled in by phanphan! & when im out, they were gone with their dance tee! =x oh, nvm try to get back to them tmr if i see them! xD

hope i get to sleep tonight...i cant wake up feeling low, low, low again! and i need my energy man! tmr theres the REAL drama rehearsal, unlike today;s (did not much, but still i looked like a living zoombie to Eileen, my instructor) JIAYOUS, XIAOCLAIRE!

TO XIAOROYCE: please get well soon! then you can "lols" me as many times as you want! miss ya! and dont watch Euros till too late alrights!!?? x)

One litres of tears

2008-06-09T17:42:00.004+08:00

One litres of tears is indeed a touching show, i cried more than one litres of tears i think, may get dehydration from it though, ohwells. I had copied down parts of what Aya(the female lead who had a strange incurable disease) had wrote in her diary.

"If I were a flower, then now I'd be a bud. I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets."

"Why did this disease choose me? I cannot carry it, if it's just for the word 'fate' "

"I want to build a time machine and revisit the past.

If it weren't for this disease, I might even be in love.

I want to cling on someone's arm so badly."

"Regret. Pitiful.

It's fine if I'm in pain by myself. But I'm also bringing trouble to the people around me."

"I really don't want to say things such as 'I want to go back to how things were before' I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on."

"Therefore I definitely won't run away. That's what I'll do. Definitely, always."

"Even if it's like that, I still want to stay here. Because this is the place where I am."

"If you look up at the sky after falling down, the blue sky is also today stretching limitlessly and smiles at me...I'm alive."

What Asou(Aya's boyfriend) said to her:

"For me, as long as it's you saying it, it doesn't matter how slowly you say it, I'll still listen.

If you can't talk over the phone, then I'll come to see you, just like this.

I'm not a dolphin.

You, you're also not a dolphin.

If you want to walk, no matter how slow it'll be, I'll walk with you."

"To stop my pace, and live in the present. Even though there will be a day, that I will lose it, isn't it great that I could pass on a dream that I had to give up?"

"People should'nt dwell on the past.It's enough to try your best in all that you're doing now."

"The sounds, 'ma', 'wa', 'ba' and 'n' have become hard to pronounce. I can only breathe out air instead of saying it. So, I can't communicate with others. Recently, I have been talking to myself a lot. I didn't like it before, but to practice pronouncing, I have to do it. I will not give up on speaking... ..."

Poems that Aya wrote,

#1 The other side of suffering- Kitou Aya(the real girl)

Everyone feels pain,

But surely, after suffering satisfaction will arrive.

Even with sports, studying or other ordeals.

With life, it's like that for everyone.

If we can beat the pain, on the other side,

a rainbow of happiness awaits us.

That will definitely become a treasure.

Let's believe in that.

#2 Step by step

When my existence seems to disappear,

I will look for the place where I can do the best I can.

From now on, I'll deliberate slowly.

I won't be impatient.

I won't be greedy.

I won't give up.

Because everyone takes things step by step.

"The feelings of everyone stay deep within my heart. I can't even stand properly.

I can't speak properly. Nevertheless, this is my own body, so I can't give up.

18 year olds. Even for me, I expect there's a future for me too."

"I want to stay in the hospital. Doctor, please let me stay in the hospital. I don't want to do rehabilitation, only twice a week. If it carries on like this, I might not be able to walk. I don't want to give up walking, on my own feet yet."

A Love Letter for Asou (when she was 18)

To Asou-kun:

There are some things that I can't say to you face to face. So, I'm writing a letter. For always being by my side, thank you. For always encouraging me, thank you. You've found what you wanted to do, and are now working towards it. And seeing that makes me happy. You'll gain a lot of knowledge, and meet a lot of new people. From now on, you'll continue to live on. Your future is expanding by infinite proportions. But in my case, it's not the same. In the future that I have left, how should I go about living it? That's it. That's all that there is. There's nothing we can do about this difference. Everyday, I'm fighting against myself. I'm worried, and it's painful, to try to suppress such feelings. I've used up all my energy. Here's the truth. It's painful to be with Asou-kun. Wanting to do this, wanting to do that. Thinking that if I didn't get this disease, then I would be able to do them all. When I'm with Asou-kun, I'll keep on wanting a dream that can never come true. Of course, it's not Asou-kun's fault. But I'm envy you, and I feel sorry for myself. It doesn't matter what I do, but with the me right now, I'm becoming more miserable. If it stays like this, I won't have the courage to live on. Thank you for doing so much for me. For saying that you like me, even the way I am now, thank you. I'm sorry that I can't give you anything in return. I can't see you anymore.

"One day. One day when it comes, I want to sleep, amongst a lot of flowers."

"As I think about the past, the tears will come out.

Reality is too cruel, too brutal. I don't even have the right to dream.

As I think about the future, tears will come out again."

"Where should I head towards? Even if there isn't an answer, I'll feel better by writing it down. I've looked for a pair of helping hands. But I couldn't feel them, couldn't see them. I only face towards darkness, and hear the sounds of my hopeless screams."

"What am I still living for?"

"I'm scared. Right now, if I don't write down the things in my heart, tomorrow...then I would forget it and would disappear, right? The diary...is evidence that I'm alive right now."

"Everyone's crying expressions have become blurry because of the tears. I definitely will die, because of such a small thing(choking) right?"

Asou's thoughts-

Animals and plants already know their own life span when they were born.

Only humans are greedy, and want to prolong their lives.

Postcard written by a high school girl, in response to Aya's published diaries,

"I had thought if I died that it would be great. I have the same disease as Aya-san.

When the doctors said I couldn't be cured, I cried non-stop.

Slowly, I couldn't walk properly. At school, I kept on being stared at.

My boyfriend, whom I was dating, left me too.

Why did I have to face this?

Every single day, I asked my okaasan(mummy).

But, I read Aya-san's article, and I know that I'm not the only one who is in pain.

I realised that since I got the disease, I have always been looking down at the gorund.

I want to be strong like Aya-san. From now, even if I'm in pain and cry, I want to use that kind of feeling to be able to move forwards. I feel like this because of Aya-san."

And then, after 8 tormenting years, Kitou Aya passed away. I like her always cheerful character (even she cries alot, like me) but, she always bring joy to her family & friends. I always liked her strong perseverance. She persevered & didn't give up even though she knew she was going to die. Instead, she worked hard to make her disease progress slower. I like what she wrote in her diary, it always make me apply things in real life with what she said. I felt sad, as she is such a wonderful girl, with lots of talents & friends. But, I have learnt to treasure my family, friends, things even more. I have realised that many things will happen along the way, no body knows what's going to happen in the future. So, cherish everything that I have now, and don't regret in the future. Even a sick person like Aya, can live her life to the fullest, so I must strive for that too.

And, all i can say is,

many thanks to my family, friends, SLB, for accompanying me through the ups-and-downs. And thanks for this show, i finally can have a piece of my mind after a crying session. hahas.

suck

2008-06-06T20:57:00.002+08:00

this post shall be short & sweet... this feeling suck. but i hope you are alright. best wishes.

SC'08

2008-06-03T15:07:00.002+08:00

woah woah woah, i feel like crying already. My holidays are just not holiday enough lo!
~~Last mon&tues went back for cca session,~~
~~WED-break,~~
~~Thurs went back for lessons,~~
~~Friday-sunday was SelectionCamp'08,~~
~~Monday (which was ytd), was back in school from 9am till 7pm with Xinthesis ppl &~~
~~Today was back in school with the SRR people + lessons.~~
& worst ofall, my hope of going shopping is ~~DASHED~~ maybe i shall pick up blogshopping someday like deniseloveely!

Selection Camp'08 [Friday 8am -Sunday 2pm]
all of the sudden i missed all my loved ones_jiayun,charmaine,bernice werent here, but in BEIJING! then, i missed those who cared for me during the Camp as i was sick, & thanks to the many caring seniors + camp comm. that i managed to 'survive' the camp. *Dont ask me about my situation, all i can say is MY MEDICATION SUCKS! i can't deny that i love CAMPINGS, but this one is more of a disappointing camp for me (not because of the camp comm. i know they rawk! but, because of the campers attending it... no offense here, but i need to SEE improvements from those who passed this camp to the next level) - I know there are some nominees out there who reads my blog, so yeahs, i hope to see you guys soon, with changes & improvements.

FIRST DAY, started out to be a bad starting (i already see it beforehand) as the SLs did not know the reporting time, all of us waited in the canteen, while the rest of the nominees were also in the canteen. They knew the venue, but just did not move OR say anything. In the end, SLs took the first steps to where the camp comm. were & nominees followed suit. [~~initiative?~~] punishments...for nominees & SLs. Then, briefing, bunking, and ICE-BREAKERs.

icebreakers- im in Sherry's group (yeahs, mentor&mentee!) with lionel, cassandra & valery. So, we took a very big block of ice, with crumpled newspapers frozen in it, no way of getting the newspaper out w/o being torn. x) intheend, no winner/losers as it is not fair. numb-ness in my fingers...

war game(water bomb), lunch, scavanger hunt. The first was WET! hardii, royce, desmond BOmbed me... good lo, can ka-jiao me during camp! ohwells, so i was all wet like my celineloveepiee. No strategies planned by Group1-3 x( no one cared to anyways... ... lunch, gave adam my Chicken Wings! (actually i gave him mine for all meals) Scavanger Hunt was ohkay, though i didnt participate as a Big headache just struck me like nobody's business, so left to chat & help out the camp comm. My group didnt know there was this 'special piece' & they just left it there. Unfortunately that is the Final piece that all didnt managed to find.

Lecture was royce story telling session (go kingroyce! xD) telematch &mudriver. Desmond & Adam were incharge of mudriver. was stuck in the op'sroom as casualties could not walk about as instructed by jasper. And, people told me my eyes were swollen. One big One small, so terribly ugly! Hardi tudi started comforting me saying his eyes also like tt. So, was in there with a few people & watching the nominees enjoyed the whole session. Ohmytian, at the video Desmond showed me. anws, i was like appointed the position of "Handphones care-taker" or sth, & i was like taking care of 3-4 handphones. Telematch was wet too. And i rode the bike! lols...

Courage Walk, went for the first round, there were some shutter prob (staring at Mr.j) but the camp comm changed plans, (though fast enough, but problems surfaced) so, seniors stepped in to help out. & the second roound was cool! Went with deniseloveely, & she only screamed ONCE! *im so proud of her* anws, hate the feeling of hearing the nominees screamed when we were waiting in the canteen with our eyes closed & with headache! thanks clement for being concerned. xD hope the nominees don't forget this experience, as this is a very meaningful one indeed.

high&lows were sucky as there were many things that werent touched on, bathe-many hogged the toilets, sleep. lights out 115am...

SECOND DAY, 715am woke up...the rest had PT by camp comm & wenqin. bf-ed. Next, Aqua-blindness...Aqua = water, blindness = darkness...so all in all i was once again wet when im promised i wouldnot be (sick mah, but nvm, i had cold throughout the camp) but, the camp comm is still funn.

lecture lunching lecture cum singalong session, thanks hongyou & seniors(Jasper, KheeErn, Sean, Domdom, Isaiah...etc) for these 2 lectures sessions, and now the nominees know more about concept of leaders, & they kept talking/reflecting about it. But, no improvements had been seen. Jiayous bahhs. Sing along, (with a few naughty people) one laughed till cry? wth... ...

Amazing Race, though Jun Wen was not unwell, he still persist (take care) sth cropped up, so was worried. I left my group & helped out Liyana's group with Lei Shi & Liya. So, we were not last but overran. Resulting in Colin erzi, waiting at my house busstop for like 2 hours. intheend went back to school with him & celine;s group(with willianto, shermaine, wesley & huixin.)

Dinner-ed at about 8pm plus, movie, bathe, high&lows, lights out at 12am (for nominees) but mostly were still roaming around. Debriefing for the SLs till about 2.20am i think. so we left to our bunks to sleep. but, most didnt get to sleep & were having eye bags (deep ones T.T)

Fire drill at 3am, it was not successful. SLs werent supposed to talk/say/shout/prompt/help the nominees. intheend resulted in noone's replying of anything. Punishments punishments & punishments, it was not that bad afterall as all together pumpings were <40. color="#ff0000">heartbreaking for us.

so Sls were not willing to go back to their bunks to sleep as they can't sleep, most of us slept in the canteen in the cold night (with seniors) in the morning woke up @ about 750am & walked back to bunk to sleep again. We were supposed to sleep till we get woken up...surprisingly me&liya were woken up, but ... *speechless* Sls who went down to PS were only me&liya&sherry&mingen. The rest were still in their bunks. Quite nice to have nominees oning the fans for their seniors to sleep in,even though theres a reporting time of 8am... the rest RAN down at about 8.30am.

PT- camp comm were present. Did warm ups crunches, jumping jacks, buddha claps(love it, 10, 50),so me&deniseloveely were counting for the rest, with wenqin. After the rest went for morning jog, so me&deniseloveely jogged the PS for like 4rounds. Many casualties from the nominees (even more than the past year's which is like practically none)

Interviews - i was in the room interviewing for almost all as i was like a mobile platform from one group to another when theres a need for subbing...still camp comm remained their cools.

HOME SWEET HOME @ 2plus

Overall emotions: Disappointed, heart breaking, i wanna see more improvements.

"Leadership cannot really be taught. It can only be learnt." ___Harold Green.

"He who has never learned to obey cannot be a good commander."___Aristotle.

"Whoever is careless with the truth in small matters cannot be trusted with the important matters." ___ Albert Einstein.

"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."___ Ralph Waldo Emerson.

"Leaders must be close enough to relate to others, but far enough ahead to motivate them."___ John C. Maxwell.

Clarinda once said, "i am a brave girl"

sun will never set

2008-05-27T19:31:00.002+08:00

yays! something cheerful at last, this song is soo true... the sun will never set alrights?

to SC comm'08- jiayous! i will be there!
to june camp comm'08- dont worry we will get through this as a team xD
to china doll(myself)-jiayous, dont get muscle cramps =x
to Drama cast & crew- yays! work towards the goal (1st august!)
to seniors- i miss you guys, wish to have you all back for any camps
to all- you people are my happiness!

& yays! tmr i DO NOT have to go school! (like finally)

Sichun

2008-05-25T15:17:00.000+08:00

After watching the show in tribute to the Sichun earthquake, many many thoughs overwhelmed me. What if one day Singapore somehow got an earthquake hitting it, how many of the population can survive it? What if one day, a tsunami hit Singapore somehow, will we all drown? What if tomorrow I just die like that, will anyone care?

There are so many people dying in SiChun and places near the epic center. Rescuers dug out bodies after bodies, quite demoralizing, don’t you think so? Learnt that one of the rescuers dug out his wife and his 11-month old baby, BOTH dead. But, he just continued to dig out after victims, without complaining or anything. He just said, “I can’t help it that both of my kins died (with me carrying them in my hands) This is my responsibility, people down there (pointing into the rubble) are my family members, I need to help them.”

Another guy carried his dead son from below the rubble of the old school. His wife was exclaiming, “You rescued so many children, and yet you didn’t save our own child. What are you?” After, this guy started crying, now his wife and his brother are not talking to him. From this, we can see that the rescuers themselves are also grieving inside them.

Everybody will die one day. And if I died, what will others feel? Will I just disappear into thin air and be forgotten? Will I just be a shadow on the streets? Do I affect anyone or anything? I don’t know. I think im starting to blabber as im not in a good emotional condition anymore. Maybe seeing all these saddening scenes make me feel demoralized. I hope that people would help the charity organization show, which will be shown tonight. As quoted from a Taiwanese actor, “I don’t care if you donate only 1 cent, $10 OR $1000, I only care about every single cent & every heart that you give us”

So, jiayous to the people in undesirable state in the affected places & rest in peace for those who had paid their precious lives because of the natural disaster.

Untitled

2008-05-25T10:26:00.001+08:00

i so so love this song...untitled. somehow it makes me realised loads of stuffs. people who care, people who love, people who plays, people who makes mistakes...emotional by listening to music T.T

i love you guys

2008-05-24T21:02:00.004+08:00

flu's getting more serious, i may have serious gan-maoing. sad-ed, hated FLU! i have to get well soon (hopefully, by monday) i have a series of stuffs to do starting next week's monday. I have to go back to school for the whole of next week. AND, SC'08 is starting on FRIDAY! hahas, quite cool to have such a packed schedule for holidays.

SLAB termly workshop; felt quite bad as response was not too good. ohwells, lucky i did learnt something. I found out more about myself, you know. I hope the attendance for the next one would be better xD had dinner with liya,peiying, bernice. So, after i went to join belverlin, huishi, liyana while waiting for my parents. We talked about Doomsday, and its quite scary & saddening. But, i love chatting to the three of them! must chat more often yeahs? anws, thanks lum san for the blogpost! you know i treasure you alrights? jiayous! After, Jasper joined us, and Desmond too. Talked awhile and i left.

im getting more letargic when every second goes by. BUT. i still wanna carry on with what i have left. thanks to those who are all around me, giving me the energy to go on and on. Seniors, juniors, friends, besties, family... ... THANK YOU!

JIAYOUS to Selection Camp Comm'08 too! know you guys can do a good job yeahs? and good luck to those SL nominees! xD

200th post

2008-05-23T21:30:00.002+08:00

yays! this is my 200th post, like finally. ha! random-ing. Okay, my life has speed up. Many many things for May-June.
~~exco elections~~
SL Workshop
Drama practices for Drama Night
Selection Camp'08
Sec3 Camp'08 +
Annual june Camp'08
Xinthesis 2 Concert
SL training
Remedial
Holiday Homeworks
Exco Elections Results

WOW! fantasico...last day of school is just over like that...just like that. Imagine how fast i will be in sec4, how fast everything flies past. How i wasted my time i had, how i had not been able to do certain stuffs, how i regret, how i cry, how i forget, how i became another self, what i did when i fell down, what did i do when others fell down, what i felt & what i am still feeling. finefinefine...

Results are just so-so, though must buck up my physics & amaths. More assessments coming! lols... i hope i can stay virus-free this hols, i dont need to be weak. Oh please...

more revisions are needed...should i start planning my hols now? YES...

Updates

2008-05-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

Many things happened in a flash! updates on exco-elections. Myor rather me & peiying's posters are pasted around the school, if you have realised! Yays. Completed! Most of you should have heard our cute little morning rally on tuesday, when i was Hilary Clinton, and peiying was Obama-quite success, had response from quite a number of people. Upper sec recess rallying today, went quite well too. Although Clarence did scare us a little by turning up late, but uber thanks to him & his super speech. As well as many thanks to Ms Phan, who had been "singing" praises of us on the stage. Chopsticks!! if anyone wants our limited chopsticks, please dont hesitate to look for me or peiying...xD

today had my first full cast meeting (with the sec1s too) & i wasnt the Princess Doll anymore...i had became a china doll...so cool for me uhs? at least i can be exposed to many types of dolls, i think. i will miss calling bernice "MUMMY" ohgosh. but, i still love her as always...

results were sucky(well at least for me), did managed not to cry though...not a single shed for my results.
EMaths. paper 1- 43/60 A2
Emaths. paper 2- 26/80
TOtal = 49.2 % [FAILED]

AMaths. paper- ??/80 [FAILED]
(second paper that i failed)

Chemistry Paper- 34/60 C5 [56.7 % PASSED]

Geography Paper- 34/50 B3 [68 % PASSED]
(highest in class was Janice with 37/50)

English Paper 1- Compo 20/30 (not bad), Proposal 19/30 (okay)
English Paper 2- ??
Total = 59.5 % C5 [Passed. like PHEW!]

HMT Paper 1- ??
HMT Paper 2- 55/110 [I PASSED]
Total = 56.5 % C5 [PASSED]
(Second in class for me...but im so depressed. ITS CHINESE FOR GOD'S SAKE)

Physics- FAILED LIKE CRAZY

Social Studies Paper- 24/50 [FAILED, DAMN IT, 1 mark]
History Paper- 34/50 [PASSED]
Combined Humanities = PASSED
(well im glad, dissapointed with SS though, Mr signh marker)

FAILED - a total of 4 subjects, i think im gonna die! I hate tuitions! for heaven;s sake, i can;t swear! ohgosh!

slb comments

2008-05-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

Midyears are over, Post-examinations is here, exco-elections is starting (next week), June camp comm resuming, Xinthesis comm resuming, june holidays coming with loads of catching ups on studies to do... ...what a life i have here... & i am not at all complaining (i dont feel that need to too)

NOTE: i am not commenting on anyone here, you want read just read, dont want just click to another link i would not really mind... below is what i have thought during the dream that i dreamt or even before i slept the whole night.

its my fault lurhs, everything is my fault. i knew it was going to happen before everyone realised but i didnt do enough to stop this catastrophe. whats happening to us? to Slb? its no good to know more than you aren't need to know & this happens all the time to me... maybe im sensitive, you may say. maybe i spot difference faster? maybe i am piecing everything out in my brain at night, even my dreams come true (but its not wierd to me,happens all the time) maybe im a wierdo...maybe i am somebody who asked people not to be emo & solved others problems, & i will be emo from time to time, useless to myself in solving my own problems.(sorry, cant help it)

i am having mixed feelings, crying crying crying over again doesnt help. it sucks. and oh please, i look like puffy fish now. why cant everything be smooth(for once)? i do care about all of us. Slb is NOT a thing, it is us, it is people. We can't throw it away, like discarding rubbish/craps. I just can't bring myself to think about the future, what will happen & what is going to happen. I remember some of us are like saying, "Yeah, i found my passion back..." and now i doubt it when one says it. He/she doesn't even remembers what he/she said it once before...so its very contradicting. I wonder when the next time i hear this sentence again, will that person make the same mistake as someone else had made? I really do ponder.

I don't want to see more & more people feeling aimless in Slb. This is not the supposed to be like it. I don't want to let the seniors feel disappointed in us. Its really saddening. I get responses like "No Sls are still good anyway" from students. (And at least i know, there are people supporting us. I can smile to that.)

I believe there's a way to everything. (I may be too naive, but its true.) If not, you will see people jumping off building, every minute,every second.

Happy stuffs... Went to Kbox cineleisure with 9 other girls, Mabel, Yensiu, Wendy, Kexin, CHarmaine, Peiying, Bernice, Hsiao Ching, Sharon. What do you expect from 10 girls to be in the kbox room? Crazy time, playing, jumping, singing... ... It is the only time that i felt relaxed...i can just leave everything blank in my mind & concentrate on my singing, without having to think about problems, about tests, about stuffs. I like that kind of feeling, without having to care about the time. Having others to stare from outside of our room, to see whats really going on in our crazy room. Still remembering the super high song we sang "GIRL FRIEND" i think we were all like drunk or something (even though we drank sprite/coke/ice lemon tea) i want k-ing soon...

END of midyrs 08

2008-05-07T20:05:00.000+08:00

A quiz from deardear Denise Loveely & Ling Fang.

1 . What you want the most now?
Do NOT fail any of the Mid years papers, & get 3 A1’s? Last forever for us! xD

2 . Who is the person you trust the most?
Myself

3 . What do you think of yourself?
I am unique & worthy, people can rely on me for any solutions to problems.

4 . If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Um, good qns. Maybe like step into the tv world (backstage, acting, singing, dancing?)

5 . What would you call love if you were to describe it in a word (current feelings)?
Special

6 . What is your goal for this year?
Try to buck up my studies and get MORE A1s’! O-level’s CHINESE too-A1!

7 . Do you believe in eternity love?
Maybe, I don’t know, but hope so…

8 . Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
LOLS, first one definitely yes (a bit guilty) but if he/she wants to commit suicide, then I think it is stupid for that orhs.

9 . What feeling do you love most?
To be able to do my things in my own way, HAPPY, and no more GENDER stereotype (parents)

10 . What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Tall dark handsome? (JOKING LAH ^^) cares about me, and I cares about him!

11 . What feeling do you hate the most?
To be breaking people’s hearts, and people breaking mine. EMO sucks!

12 . Do you love yourself?
DUH who don’t? Everyone must learn how to love themselves before others can love them.

13 . Did you ever thought of who you were going to marry?
Maybe, maybe not. But my mummy wants me to marry my first love (which is like DUH NO WAY!)

14 . What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Be myself… …

15 . Who do you hope to be always there for you?
almost everyone!! Family, SLB, love, friends.

16. What do you want most on your birthday?
hahas, good one mine like past le. I want contact lens! Lolls.

Instructions : Remove 1 question from above,and add in your personal question , then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of this post . Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged . Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all . People who've been tagged :DOHWELLS I guess many people did this quiz? So anyone who wants to do this quiz can just do! =D

P.S THANKS denise & lingfang for passing on this quiz to me. I know you two are lovely…especially LOVEELY.
P.SS ThANKS to many who are so tolerant of me being so um, detached from the Internet world hahas, cause so many troubles can! (Of coz, including you!)

replies to tags! 15apr-20apr'08

2008-04-22T10:57:00.000+08:00

yeahyeahyeahs! i finally updated my blog ehhs! xD lols... ...sorry, was not in touch with blogger when i was sick, as my timetable from thursday till sunday was SLEEPSLEEP, wake up (eat breakfast + sucky medicine), SLEEPSLEEP SLEEPSLEEP, wake up (lunch + medicine-antibiotics), SLEEPSLEEP (dinner, tv abit), SLEEP,wake up at 2am (eat medicine-antibiotics) opps! i might turn into a cute little pig somehow...maybe got someone secretly cursing me a spell =P

replies to taggies (as promised^^)
[angelz] ellos ahyi! so longlong time never see u le...MIDYRS! = stress of coz. i will update u if u read my blog? hahas. see got time ornot okays? i want see u faster lurhs! x)
[SOK] heehees, thanks my soksok zhuzhu! heres a smile back for ya & a hug! *smile + hug*
[mel!] thanks mel! yeahs you too JIAYOUS!
[lum-san] hellos! hahas, glad to hear tt? yays! im back! happy!!
[denise] yeahs, me too! i very guai, listen to you so i drank loads of water so i can come sch see you today!! xD
[joelyn] THANKS FOR THE CAPS! hahas, i will de!
[lingfang] you very de cute ehhs..."taggiex" ^^ thanks, i know u missed me during gate duties right? *nodnod*
[maureen] Maumau!!ya lorhs, u saw me today liaos!! xP & i promised to return tag to you! i wun go missing again, i promised again xD sompah?
[kenny] woah, ahgaal helping me reply my taggies ehh? hahas... ...I ALSO agree ehs!
[yanfanng] hellos! my DARDARchiobu!! xD youre missed!
[celinee] IM GLAD I SAW U TODAY, if not i think i will miss you till i cry lurhs...i gt good girl orhs, drink loads of water! u saw me smile today? i everyday smile for you, ok? ha...
[char] you take cares ehhs, dont i sick finish, then u coughcough ehs! woah, heard tt u& bernice kajiao-ed him when i was away huhs? dont think im not updated orhs...must be fun kajiaoing him lurhs?? hhahas...
[mummie] yeahs i sick ehhs
[mummie] *.*
[mummie] sorry mummie, too long nvr see you le lurhs!!
[mummie] okaymummie! i will get well soon de, should b alrights le so dont worry ehs!?
[meiiqii] orhs, heheehs, did u call me a sweetie?! lols thanks my pretty!
[bernice] ohs, hahas! i knew it u & char would take the opportunity kajiao him norhs...dont think i dont know ahs?! i am only not in school for 4 days lurhs (quite alot though?) U MUST TAKE CARE ORHS!!! FEVER = MUST SLEEP **Warning: dont drink tt killer cough medicine! it sucks! ^^
[joelyn] yeahs, jiayous for preparations of midyr!
[jean] ohgosh! i think u saw me & talked to me today! **this means im in school! xD

very heart-warming to see all these taggies! it totally encourages me to get well ** i did see these tags when i was sick...is only i was too tired to like type replies! xD but heres all replies...!

good news1- i am allowed to join exco elections! and i have currently 3 CMs... im kinda looking forward to after midyrs (which is like 3weeks more) yeahyeahs 3 weeks more to freedom from books! lols... thus, i am not like tied up from anything(like the promise) xD
good news2- i have started revising my subjects (like FINALLY)
bad news1- this means fewer updates but my blog would not be dead xP
bad news2- my curfew nowadays is like 4pm-5pm (shortened from the normally 6pm) it still sucks! ohwells... ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL & CLARENCE!
they are like one month younger than me lurhs...hahas!! ohwells! hope you two see this, but i doubt so?! ^^

pre exco elections

2008-04-16T12:24:00.000+08:00

ohwells, life's been busy everyday?! hahas...fell sick lo (sad T.T) Cold a.k.a serious gan-mao-ing SUCKS BIG TIME. hate the medicine, hate the sneezings, hate the lack of tissue paper... ... ... Mid-years examinations in like 2 weeks time?! i have only started on 2 subjects __SS, abit of maths. Need to revise for Physics soon. I am not studying today as i kept sneezing lurhs...no concentration at all (i wanna die soon, of boredom? of cold? of a little stress?)

ahhs, i really wish i have a short term memory loss sometimes, so i can forget about some of the worries. Just let go everything & imigrate to somewhere far far away (and if possible, MOON would be the most preferred place, then can meet the yu-tu [jade rabbit]) *its not ya problem, its just that i wanna fa xie out, in words... ...Yeahs, the MOON will be someplace peaceful, without anyone interfering about anything, no complaints, no naggings, no fights, no quarrels, no bickerings, no tests, no examinations, no exco-elections, no irritating people... ... (P.S i dont hate these stuffs, but yeah, everything would be peaceful lurhs)

lalaal~ Exco-elections... Nominations voting slips had been given out to SLs to vote ahs (on monday) Already been collected also, congrats to those who have like urber lot of votes (to my sec3s' batch) I feel wierd...damn wierd... Problem A: Promised parents to like not join elections long time ago, to prevent myself from getting "force" out of SLB... Last time though it was ohkay & easy to carry out this 'not joining of elections plan' but then theres still this "mindset barrier" ehs.
Normal solution to normal cases: Ask mskuck to talk to parents...
Results: IT MAY TURN OUT WORST! as to for normal cases, parents do give way to mskuck, but in my case, i suresure will die one. My parents are not so easy with it lurhs, and anyways, they wont move from their stand unless there is a very strong evidence to support it. it may cause myself to like get force out of slb too, in a sense. i don't feel like putting myself in a dangerous spot lurhs.

for sure manymany of us are experiencing this period of dilemma... ... i hope you guys can think real hard about it...i am glad that some of you are already making a decision to run(this means like you are already prepared for it), & to those who are in dilemma, Consider and re-consider again again & again...you know all of you can do it... Thanks to the many seniors who have encouraged/advised/talked to me&others, we hope we would not dissapoint all of you.As for my case, i will leace it to fate le, whether i am running for elections or not...i will always still be the Clarinda, always there for SLB. It is not true that only the exco-s are responsible for the whole board... ...

Its been so many days, so many recesses, that you guys havent been together, chatting, talking, joking, smiling...etc. It will not be late when we talked about it alrights? having a heart-to-heart talk is better than coping everything in your heart. I know you have been talking to me since, yeahs. But its not enough. Are we still friends or not? these are the questions in all of us, three. I know you still treats me as one little tiny friend. But, you are my one of the closest friend...it hurts to see you everyday, and can just totally like the last past times didnt even exist, when we joked, when we were mistaken by people, when we were happily eating our recesses, when we were having lunches/ breaks. Many questions are left unattended to when you left us suddenly. And its a no good feeling either...hope tomorrow's lunch will help clear everything... i want everything to return to be like when we were in sec2s...(seems abit naive, but cant help it lurhs) i hope you are fine, & please dont cry. You;re definitely still tresured by me

Home-coming day'08

2008-04-13T11:49:00.000+08:00

HOMECOMING DAY 2008
slept at 2am last night, woke up at about 5.45am today. Reached school at 650am, found out that the 206 people havent arrived yet. Saw LiCheng at the main gate there loitering, then i know that there are no others 304 people in school liaos. Walk walk around school with PeiYing steady. Went to Canteen to check out my stall, played with the "condorn area" (Ramba rock or something like that, must bend your back, like doing xia yao to cross to the other side) damn fun lurhs. Finally, 206 people arrived, helped them with some stuffs then met Beverley to take the "baby pool" SO CUTE OMG! i think 304 Lagone is doing quite well lurhs. Also, MDM LIEW'S youngest son came to catch little fishes!

stood at the main door of the hall for dont know how long as door ushers, not fun one, cause no one entertained me
:( got this little boyboy very cute keep playing with the red carpet lurhs, managed to take a picture of him, with permission of course. Suddenly got called up to the library reception to help in selling the homecoming coupons. sold like 44 tickets at one go... quite alot ahs. the fruit tarts & chocolate brownies are nice! Elgin yeye treat me 'Whatever' drink his class is selling ^^ went down to help out the 304 LaGone...i smelt like fish in the afternoon lurhs... Friends with fishes, guppies, dead fishes(hope they rest in peace), air pumps?! LOLS. Played BOTH the haunted house, alaf-ing all the way, first time with Mark, LiCheng, Daniel, YingJie, QingXuan, Sharon, Jaslynn, Maureen in the 206 haunted house. second time with Gordon, Timothy, Pearleen, Charmaine(i think), Beverley in the 307 haunted house. So FuNNY saw JOSEPH sitting there when it was not his scaring shift lurhs.

High part- DUNKING! Mdm liew, mr chia(i paid $1 ehhs), mr zainol, mr tang, ms kuck, ms chong all kena-ed DUNKED! hahas, let me names those SLs who kenaed also, um, ME, Hardi, Kenny, Bernice, Liya, Celine, WeiYeat, etc... ... hahas, andand i am having serious ganmao-ing now... BUT dunking is trully FUN! omg, heard that someone pee-ed inside. f*** that person lurhs, no wonder so smelly. hahas, no lurhs, i spent dont know how long time to bathe today orhs. i love HOMECOMING! even though it make me sick! xD

Onemore day to onemonth orhs~

sucky rehearsal for the Speech Day

2008-04-10T13:08:00.000+08:00

Just one word to say about today's Speech Day's Full Dress Rehearsal 1...SUCKY! no offence though, but it is thorougly dissappointing to see many other fellow students to waste their precious time in the hall today for about 2-3hours. Some even have tests tomorrow lurhs. ohwells, hope next rehearsal would be better xD

today had intense stomach cramp ONCE AGAIN, and have to seek help from my 'Dolphin' friend, which is the hotbag's name lurhs. thanks MingTing for helping me take Dolphin x) it helps alot. I wish tomorrow NO MORE cramps. If have, i also need to do annoouncement anws, hahas so stay in GO ^^ ahhs, jing zhang siah, i scared later i say wrongly. Say into the mic somemore, JIAYOUS!

mugging Physics currently, reading History later in the late night bahhs. Physics is ohkay ehhs, did the ten-year-series questions xD so surprised not sleepy when i am mugging ehs. Hahas, like once in a lifetime norhs. Funny, Daddy playing with web cam on his computer. sadded, talking to my cutie Nephew Norman, damn cute lurhs, he called me "pretty ahyi" ohgosh, im so flattered! hahas...my motivation to carry on studying?!

Promoting my class's HOMECOMing stall!!
Stall name: 304 LaGONE!
Venue: Canteen near stall one
Time: 11am-3pm
Money needed: $3 ONLY!!
what issit anw? DO COME AND FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF!!! hinthint-f*shf*shf*sh! hahas... ...

counting to 4days to onemonth ehhs! x3
P.S mcflurry is nicee! im so freaking random!

sucky rehearsal for the Speech Day

2008-04-09T21:45:00.001+08:00

2008-04-08T11:33:00.000+08:00

today had cheering sessions with the sec2s classes for the volleyball Girls & Boys "B" game. now no voice le ehs, must drink liang teh (cooling tea). skipped CE, Assembly, Caicai's lesson. (opps! i have not do her work yet, she is so gonna killing me) so after recess, directly rushed to the Sports Hall, for the teaching of the cheers. Sec2s not co-operative at first, but after 3 scoldings, apparantly from Mrs Lee, Ms Kuck & Mr Ang, everyone started to have the cheering power in it. And as what DomDom had mentioned, this is the first time i saw so many SLs down to help out B.I.O can?! so heart warming, especially to DomDom also x) its like YEAHS FINALLY IM AND SOME ARE NOT THE ONLY ONES NOT IN BIO LE! so happyhappyhappy... ...

sat on the same bus as class205 with peiying steady, kenny xD, colin. hardi, linfang. aiyohs, keep sabo-ing me, hahas, hardi tudi scared of me worhs... ... & dont know why colin become my son also... -.-"' damn funny lurhs, make me sounds so old can? at first was very boring because some school played with another and no teamwork unlike XINMIN TEAM, so want to sleep liaos. In the end, guarded the staircase with Samuel, Peiying, Kenny, Terence. Hahas, alaf-ing there. Haiz, someone keep untying my shoelaces?! xD quite lame ahhs, but nvm lurhs. so cute orhs?! ^^ so whole day played and cheered with peiying , kenny, domdom, sherman, ms teh, ms chong. omg, so many people qi fu deary lurhs, SHERMAN TAN!!! beat my deary, good lo. hahas, hardi & colin good juniors orhs *sarcasm* hahas... xD forgiven! *back still pain ornot?hahas, so fun today lurhs. TOMORROW got honey drink treat from mskuck yeahs!! so good right!? of course, good for my throat now like on fire damn pain, but worth it de lurhs.

6 moredays to one month alrights?
may we last long long ehhs... & jiayous for our studies...
you know i will be there for you always and always.
manymany more days with my steady peiying also...
dont you dare ditch me like you did today orhs!!
hahas... ...

-end-

alaf ing session with the prettys

2008-04-07T10:46:00.000+08:00

OMG I can't imagine how i live without my loved ones... ... this post featuring my steady PeiYing & ilovemythirdparty Charmaine! ohgosh, someone is not featured in this post ehhs, later he jealous! opps! but you know i didnt forget you lurhs... x3

Disclaimer: there are alot of pictures!! & all are damn nicenice!! ENJOY!~

My steady Peiying & Me... Me PeiYing Charmaine(lurrves)

Me & Charmaine mushrooms! (inside joke) Me& char climbing the bars

OHGOSH! ilook fat ehhs. diediedie =x lols

me + Peiying + charmaine seesaw-ing char, peiying, Me (small kids)

char & me (look through da holes) beautifuls alaf-ing in the yellow slide!!

CHAR_CLAIRE_YING tree (looks like brocoli dont you think so?)

me& peiying (indian style, very unusual ehhs) me-someone like this pic alot sia ^^

parents starting to rant about SLB again, its like always like that. & now i have a 6pm curfew (have to reach home BY SIX) how to? tell me? how? is like totally impossible lurhs, what to do, still have to. AHHHHSHSHSHSHSHSHSH! sianned, hate curfews lurhs. somemore, this one is a totally absurd one leh. never hear before curfew (evening one neh) lalalaallalaaa~ dont care dont care, im NOT quitting (i think i keep typing this in alot of posts le, but nvm. IM SERIOUSLY NO QUITTING OF SLB FOR ME! can dont keep asking me quit or threaten me ehhs. not approapriate lurhs (soo many times le, must understand me somehow mahs, but ohwells)

enjoyed my saturday. went to school @ 8am, for the B@S. (supporter only, with peiying) because charmaine speaking mah...^^ then saw them rehearsal-ing a.k.a practising. & saw the Chi drama ppl too.

P.S- YENSIU HAVE THICK MAKE UP DAMN CUTE! char cant tell is yen!

P.S- OMG, DOMDOM doing only beat-box-ing have to put make up, so ROSY CHEEKS! very kawaii, like china doll.

then off the SCGS, ehhs. saw mrs low! no kidding...actually i quite sleepy, at certain times, i think me&peiying steady wanna die liaos. hahas. but, our school teams are very PRO. though only one got in. mrnichwong. good lo him. make fun of me =x good good teacher! hahas, lols. so funny lurhs. somemore peiying steady still show him da pic. *i would not ditch you lurhs, believe me deary!*

orhs, peiying officially became the photographer. yeahyeahs. took loads loads if i rmb correctly about 120++ bahs. hahs, had fun with my three angels and the B@S people. ohwells, knew one guy named plato & samson. Plato = lame guy with either lame/porn jokes! laugh till stomache ehs. Samson = cutecute guy in the HiTech team. had fun all day lurhs, especially in the bus. hahas. so funny.

conversation with Plato in bus:

Plato: why u two holding hands?

me: cause, *pause*, hahas. i am very scared of you, tt's why.

Plato: why ehhs?

me: because you damn lame *laughs;laughs*

Plato: okay, nvm i tell you all more jokes *sat down near us and started talking jokes.*

me & peiying & kenny & kok hwee cannot take it lurhs... kok hwee almost wanted to kill Plato!!!!! ahhs!

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Xinfony' 08

2008-04-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

XINfONY '2008

Rawks! ^^

Me & Mabel x3 Me & Elgin Yeye & PeiYing Lala~

Band members onstage taking pics Me & Kenny xD

Me & PeiYing (blurred photo on purposed) Me & Ke ai de CELINE

Me & Denise Lovely! Me & Liya (quite dark! OUch?!)

Me & Mummie x3 Me & Bernice Warmie~

OMG! i didnt know mabel can pose so well!? ha! Me & Hardi Tudi x)

I totally enjoyed Xinfony this year (unlike last year) Went straight home after school to prepare. After final preparation, went to Bernice's house with marcus(chua) to help out bernice in picking out her clothes & in preparing myself too! xD hahas... marcus keep di-siao-ing us =x but hahas, hes cute lurhs. Finally, chose bernice's clothings (damn nicenice lurhs, but only looks abit lke teacher, but ohwells) put on some lip gloss and tada! warmie shoes are SO HIGH (got exaggerate abit) i scared i wear then the heels broke, cause not my size. After everything, went down to meet Kenny. Took mrt to City Hall, was like alaf-ing all the way, THANKS to MARCUS AND KENNY?!! yeahyeah.bought flowers for MABEL LOH!!! xD yay! she love MY FLOWERS & ILOVEHER TOO!

Reached City Hall there, met liya & walked to Polar cake shop cum cafe to watch marcus eat.Then, PeiYing came from her dance practice. Alaf-ing all the way again. Cant seems to find the correct route (ah huh, marcus?) hahas. Caused we followed marcus! YAYS! so we reached VCH in like 30minutes. Legs quite pain because of heels. Saw Mummie, hugged& passed her e tickets i bought from her. but, she sitting at stall seats. Went up stairs. SCARY! (hahas, ohkay lurhs.very funny) theres the media people, like preparing to spot people to take photos lurhs. Then, suddenly *flash* *flash* *flash* *flash* some many took at once...dont know what happening AT FIRST!quite scary lurhs...but what to do? hahas, the ava people ahhs... xD equal gao xiao people *opps* but nvm...

continue to go up the Circle seats staircase, see even more people. saw bevbev, nicole, and other people. even more funny. Went in, talked with Tsui Yan. She damn jealous i can wear outside clothes? noworries girl, you look equally pretty in blazer too! Isaiah & Sherman (very chao ehhs) hahas, keep ka-jiao-ing me norhs good lo! Find find band people during intermission, thanks houyu for helping me find MABEL!!! Took pics with her, as usual lurhs. Then, yeahs, people zi-siao-ing. hahas... damn fun with my prettyayes But too short ehs the interval, never take alot of pics :( but at least got the aboves! ^^

went home with liya tsuiyan peiying as daddy sent them back to mrt station and peiying home. sadded end so early, but very fun with them... hahas.

april's fool day

2008-04-02T12:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!
hahas, how many times did you guys got trick!? me- ah ah ah, once? by yensiu!!! doing gate duty with the three girls, we were like talking about my cat high stalker for last yr's Xinfony, & making fun of hardi tudi all day long, BECAUSE ITS APRIL FOOL!!! hahas, he so cute lurhs, always kena-ed qi fu by me & tsui yan. Even mentee Lionel also helped us. Apparantly, he became a "ghost" from the morning to evening?! HA! okok, enough of april fools.

had 2.4km run today. TIRING! =x but had a timing 16 minutes 19 sec. STUPID!!! i missed C by 9 sec! wth. so close lurhs... but then i dont wanna re-run lurhs. so nvm. im happy! sian ran ran ran, then sudden gastric, siao liao can, however still continued. Finished running, felt like vomiting because of the acidic content in my stomach. but ohwells im fine anw.

slept in SLR for one hour ++ dont know which two idiots kept calling my name to woke me up from my beauty sleep
:( should have slept on the black couch where no one could see me. damn it. VERY tired, surprisingly i didnt have muscle cramps. maybe cause got some runnings for sports day bah & some routine jogging downstairs. did some chemistry revision. slept. somemore revision. accompanied Peiying & Liyana in their "essay" writing, JIAYOUS! to wake myself up, did a split with peiying, xiao yao (bridge) and some stretching exercise!! it works to a certain extent bahs. missed the times?! ohwells. im glad i didnt cried at all today. even though theres some lingering tears here and then.

CHEMISTRY TEST! i don feel like learning liao lo. give up? not really read the notes again and again. felt very letargic soemhow. hope not to see a certain person tomorrow.

XINFONY, ahhs crap bernice's dress too big for me. thus, i managed to mix&match my top and bottom!! yays! going to wear a white flowy top + black pants (not skinnies, i think) + heels + necklace + ring (maybe) + cutecute ear-rings + a handbag? + jacket if possible. ^^ im not prepared lurhs. havent pack my things YET! tomorrow must chiong! yays! CAMWHORRING?! Yesyes! definitely lurhs. so many beautifuls + handsomes how can dont take pics?? jiayous to Symphonic band! & hope those cute little sec1s do their "ushering" jobs well bahhs.

2008-04-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee. [NONO, i use packet ones]
[x] I keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] I own more than one credit card. [daddy's one not counted ehs?]
[ ] I know how to change the oil in my dad's car. [wth]
[ ] I do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[] I can cook for myself. [NO WAY MAN]
[ ] I think politics are exiting.
[x] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
total: 2

[ ] I show up for school/college/work& every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention. [see i so guai]
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette. [hate smokers!]
[ ] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once. [i will kill myself if i forgets]
[ ] I like to take walks by myself. [maybe with others?]
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week. [milo would do]
total: 4

[x] I know how to do the dishes
[x] I can count to 10 in another language. [CHINESE]
[x] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it.
[ ] My parents trust me. [lalala~]
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants. [ohplease! brother helps to do these chores]
[x] I study when I have to. [yeahyeahs]
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
total: 4

[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[x] I work out on a regular basis. [running counted bahs?]
[ ] I clean up my own mess. [difficult to say]
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] I have gained weight after middle/high school. [ i lost 2 kgs!!!!!! ^^]
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I can’t go out of the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[ ] I can type quickly. [maybe sometimes?]
total: 2

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills that I can pay. [ i've got money to pay ehs]
[ ] Most of my friends are older than I am. [can say that but got manymany more friends]
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
total: 3

Add up the numbers and my Marrying Age is: 15. lols, can i believe it!? it means i will get married THIS YEAR!! omg, deary must be so happy?! opps! xD

Falcon FOURTH

2008-04-01T13:11:00.000+08:00

ohgosh! i am trully pissed with Falcon getting FOURTH again...diediedie. I promise him i would not make him worry ehs =x gosh! but hahas, he's still worry. opps! but, haiz my dear falcon...BLEAHZ! *i hate the stupid results can?* im sure fariz & seniors will be more upset bahhs, but i still can't accept the damn fact? but thanks people for encourages! ohyeahs, grats to jaguar...but heck care scorpion (go ask yon ming WHY?) blahblahblah...and ohwells doing side gate duty(D&T block gate) with TSUIYAN, LINFANG & MENGYUE! (random kia?)

yays! received a kitkat bar from him :D i definitely will grow fat lurhs...i dont want!! x) but, iloveit, yeahs? i know you cared...but no worries ehhs? looking forward to xinfony?!

hahas, ate dinner with lumyi at KFC at hougang mall. chatted loads too. waited for the damn long 165bus? VERY LONG CAN! fell asleep on bus from time to time, lumyi also. quite late liaos. mummy called me to "pull" me to amk hub...to see the handphone plans + handphones?! but, i got to buy nothing. I WANT SHOPPING! ok, not the time for it as got chem test tmr. daddy bought the phone (same as his xD) daddy may be giving me his new phone? but need loads of sa-jiao-ing with him. eyeer... hahas. *currently mood-stressed about chem. havent learn anything YET*

opps! im like so evil. go read someone else (whom i dont know) blog posts!!! did not know they so en-ai ahhs. but so not match ehs. no offence though. [char, liya,bernice knew about this part] ahhs, the unknown girl is like so ARGHH!! so bit**? scold her parents in tt way. awwww~ poor parents of hers.& its only started for about how many days ago, and she wanted much more than anyone could have imagined (or rather i could have imagined) *ishall stopped here*

Sports day

2008-03-30T08:45:00.000+08:00

SPORTS DAY
i lost my voice totally now, after the Sports Day, it could still be audible. But, now it is like returned back to my sexy voice that i once had. Totally sickening can?! coughing like nobody's business all of a sudden. woke up at 4am ++ in the morning, very early, sat down at my bed & stared blankly. I don't know why i woke up so early too, ohwells. Parents fetched me to school, nagging all the way from home to school, real entertainment. Finally, reached the stadium. Saw Melissa, Isaiah, Tsui yan, Lumyi, Peiying, Liyana at the steps. waiting for the banner to arrive. It was our blood & sweat!

i will skip the process of sports day, can say that falcon did quite well in many events, but cheering part was like slack as many dont cheer, so cheer comm. were quite down. I like the feather-y part. & ilove falcon house committee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we are so damn into falcon

Huiting, Ang hui, Kai Lin & Mei Jun stayed overnight at Ang hui's house to do the banner till 2am last night, somemore 2 days before Sports Day, the Falcon committee stayed till like 8pm-9pm each night to finish the stuffs can? BUT, what do we get? A last place for banner. **** ehhs. (Sorry for frustrating like tt, quite not like me these few days) im so pissed/so sad/so depressed/so bu'4 fu'2 for us...but what to do? its so wierd & unfair, i think.

I dont mind getting cheering last place, seriously i dont, i dont see the point in giving us 3rd for cheering when falcon dont even have good cheering spirit in what i saw. i believe our banner should at least clinch a 2nd or 3rd for everything we have done alrights? (note: im not yaya-ing) dont wanna cry at first, i already warned myself. In the end, still failed to control my tears! Went up to find Ang Hui (and saw her started crying, conforted her abit), after seeing her cry, i felt a pain in my heart (xin hen tong lurhs) tsui yan cried shortly after & die! ME TOO, cried. shyt myself. shyt shyt shyt. crying seriously hurts my eyes alot, my eyes are already pained from the past 2 days of "dunno what happening to me" day. & i cried like 3 days in a row. (maybe my eyes will pop-ed out one day?)

i cried is NOT because i feel like crying nor want sympathy. Cried because upon seeing all the Falcon house comm members working together, through every single precious sessions we had, to do our stuffs together. ALL THE HARD WORK + the damn nice BEAUTIFUL banner, even though it got fourth, but i still think its no.1 in OUR hearts, i knew it. its not the point about losing, its the point about the efforts we put in :( anghui, huiting, kailin & meijun, we are strong! so yeahs, thanks for all the cheering u gave me. & hiphip horray to the house comm!

emotions built up too when c divisions boys (dunno what race) was disqualified, when i think its not fair enough too. CUT LANES? okok. finefine, but the problem is that many other houses runners cut falcon runners too, and we didnt win also? hahas, lamelame excuses from people can? people also anyhow cut our lanes ehhs...but can still win...& nobody go anyhow complain ehh! wahh, like tt one. want Falcon to carry out tradition liaos lo. Fine lo, good job good job. (I had learnt to let it go liaos, so yeahs, nvm) BUT, yeahs!! GUYS YOU ALL DID WELL ENOUGH K? dont be sad, and its not yr fault.

omgomg, didn't realised that within like so short of time sports day is over, and i lost my voice. Ytd night at about 8.40pm ++ was still in school with them (fariz, domdom, liyana, & another jaguar guy making the wing norhs, & the girls were at anghui's house doing banner.) and now they have to study =x ahhs, waiting eagerly for monday's announcement of the winning houses! omgomg, i bet falcon can stepped out & soar into the sky... ohyeahs, saw&hugged mummie!! missmissmiss her and ahyii too...

tired tired tired

2008-03-28T12:35:00.000+08:00

ahhs, what's happening to me? just now when i stepped into my room, i felt a sharp pain in my stomach. Don't know what happen lurhs, but really pain. nvm... x( came home late because had the Sl nominees interview till 6pm plus? then went to help out the Falcon comm. in the banner & learn the special item ehs... felt damn sad & quite demoralised as i saw zien & wet & some people ONLY (like charmaine, peiying, celine, Audrey) helping out in the banner.It is not their fault that they started late. Where are the rest of the people? I am very curious about it ehs. See zien & wet so tired, and somemore did most of the stuffs, heart pain pain ehs. Luckily, Denise went to help out too, even she is in falcon. Learnt the dance steps and painted some parts of the banner with the rest. Hui Ting a.k.a my sister(my long lost sister) was like very hyper & lame as everyone was quite dreary, thus, added some funny stuffs to lighten up the atmosphere. haha.

i don't know, nowadays quite emotional. even i never show in school (as i dont want to add to other's burden) but, something inside me is like killing me? Some/a few people are like complaining to me about how much they have to do (when its like only one or two things/projects). And do they know what i have before like complaining to me? NO. Thats why it makes me feel so pissed and unstable and worried. Its really funny when someone complained to another party about how much one has, while the latter has more stuffs than the one. So, isnt it so that the latter complained rather than the one? Makes no sense to me. Listening & "counselling" people are always far much more better than solving my own problems. fetch tsuiyan home just now & talked about stuffs. Sometimes, i really do think that i am quite failure in some sense. I am no good. People are better than me norhs. I feel and live with the board, but sometimes i missed the "ormph" factor, like what i felt during & after intensive'07. Most time, recently, i will weep behind my pillows, or suddenly sleep crying, which is so damn eerie. I will think about alot of stuffs... ... :[ iwillbestrong!

currently the spammers problem doesnt affect me much, luckily it is like solved? i mean actually it wasnt supposed to happen too, but somehow people make mistakes, so forgive & forget bahs. parents dao-ing me liao, starting from this evening when i sms-ed them. I know that they have their reasons to be angry or whatever, nvm, let them vent their anger bahs. Really sorry need to like stay so late & broke my "curfew" manymany times these week. Slept for averagely 4 hours per day. So, they are worried for me. AND sorry ahs, you know i would NOT, yes, NOT quit my SLB. I reiterate many times before le, but it just can't get to your brains. Nvm. jiayous--> myself.

i am just being random about stuffs, yeah, i am fine bahs. Dont worry, esp you...coz i know you read my posts. *smiles*

spammers 2

2008-03-25T09:56:00.000+08:00

^add on, ohkay... ...here i go,

FIRSTLY, finefinefine...since you say that it is I who scolded Daniel & don't want give evidences to like say i scolded him, then i am not in the wrong... (as seriously, i dont even contact him or what, then how i scold him?) use some brain juice to like think LOGICALLY bah.

SECONDLY, i am not angry nor pissed with all of these stupid cum foolish acts as i know i didnt scold anyone, ohwells. hahas, and thanks for the boobs part, but some people have larger boobs than me, you know? you can go praise them...rather than me.

THIRDLY, it is not normal for me to like post for SPAMMERS, you should actually like feel honoured. GET YOUR FACTS right BEFORE coming her kbkb me...not as if i dont use vulgar in school means i have no rights to fight for what is right here alrights?

FOURTHLY, even though i know who you guys are especially the "ihateyou" person, you don't even know my personality, so please dont assume im some stupid person here, who is like letting you spam till shuang can. somemore, you will know your consequences, see who have more supports lurhs...want compare? ask your whole group come i also not scared...you have group, i dont have issit?

FIFTHLY, hahas, i dont know why you say i ACT BIG, but ohwells, thanks anw. i didnt know I ACT BIG you know...you can say all you want...as if. HAhas. go grap someone and see if he/she says i act big ornot...DONT KNOW ME WELL STILL WANT TO ACT LIKE YOU KNOW ME LIKE THAT. good for you in future bahs.

SIXTH, you dare go kajiao Celine & Jolyn, so what. ALL CRAPS LURHS...and its some casual remarks for celine part mah, make till so BIG NEWS LIKE THAT. i call you act then correct ahs...dont know means dont know, dont act you know everything like that.

SEVENTH, seems that your common sense quite weak also lurhs. For situations like this, please go take a look at both parties' stand, & not just one party's story. I dont know what the hell daniel say or tell you OR maybe he didnt even say lurhs, you anyhow guess one. BUT, yeahs, no one solves problems like this using spamming. so uncivilised somemore. You want i can arrange one to one talk...seriously want? or i can call down daniel, joseph, celine & jolyn down to talk about this?! really ehs, if you think like this spamming will help, i think one-to-one talk better than spamming lo.

EIGHTH, luckily i dont have any tests tomorrow. ^^ so out of point, but nvm.

NINTH, i think you should go get a GOOD view of everything first, hahas. damn funny lurhs, so unprepared want come spam me...to those who want to help "ihateyou" HAHAS! thats even more funny, as you are peeps who dont even know what happen can? wth.

TENTH, to "akjsdlhasdf:" HAHAS!! that line also not i say want lurhs, another blur sotong... dont know still want to come scold me...told you i never even scold them lurhs...MY EVIDENCE: look at what jos tagged...i dont mind calling daniel and joseph up to ask about this lurhs...NOW its wrong information that i scold them, you all feel malu, SAY SORRY? i dont expect one though, but its hilarious...

spammers

2008-03-25T08:00:00.000+08:00

hellos spammers! lols... when the hell did i scold joseph & daniel? ask joseph lurhs, if dont believe. And hey you spammer people [ihateyou, xiaoray, etc] i know who you are lah... dont need hide. i also know you all tag in school one norhs...damn obvious. got problem with me having curly hair? jealous issit? stupid lurhs, anyhow chi bao mei shi qing zuo orhs, come spam my blog? very fun ahs?? playground for you all issit? i dont even know you all can? is like WHO SCOLDED THEM!? GIVE ME EVIDENCE!! NOW IS LIKE MODERN WORLD WHICH NEEDS EVIDENCE WHEN YOU ARE ACCUSING PEOPLE CAN? NO EVIDENCE THEN DONT COME ACT ACT AT MY TAG BLOG ORHS. *sorry for caps*

third post of today

2008-03-24T12:38:00.000+08:00

hahas...third post of the day!!! woohoo~seriously missed blogging alot! mugging for amaths test(tmr) haiz...luckily isaiah online, can teach me amaths qns...through msn ehhs.Pro ahs!? thanks alot senior! xD finally some qns got answered (alot careless alrights? tmr dont be careless!) now still practising some qns. Mum was like so good lurhs, MY FERRERO ROCHER THAT I WILL HAVE EVERY BIRTHDAY! whahaha... i may grow fat because of ferrero rocher, you know? ha! they are my favourite darlings! and it will accompany me tonight! ^^ elated sia! JIAYOUS! imissliya!! yeahs she will be by my side tomorrow morning with me! *mug mug mug mug mug*

paiseh jolyn my bdae on 22march, hahas... yesterday. but thanks ehhs!

viwawa & amaths

2008-03-24T11:03:00.000+08:00

ohwells, thanks to Peiying i have a viwawa account! lols, it kills time...got one girl very cute, idontknow her, but she keep asking me to add her as friend...then she let me go off xD damn cute lurhs she. now family watching the SPOP concert, i wanna watch lurhs!! x( but amaths test more impt, so must be hardworking norhs. even we all practice and stuffs, i very scare really will blank diao tmr, always like tt one. & now im still struggling with some ** qns. sian diao. somemore think of the physics test on thurs, and that the fact that Mrs Peh used all her physics lessons to scold us/punish us = to NO physics lessons at all. TEST WHAT SHYT LURHS! im so gonna borrow some notes from people of 305 liaos. I WILL DIE EHS, no lessons. PHYSICS eh!! lols...

thanks alot to alpha^4 & the beta^4 qns...make me think half hour still dontknow! fed up liaos.& two more hours to sleep time?! ohmygod! haizz...wish me luck for tmr's test bahs. i wanna my a1 back ehhs. *sad*

add to last post:

thanks to bernicee&charmainee for the very nice birthday song at the hougang stadium! xD i thought you all forgot! ha!

happy birthday

2008-03-24T05:29:00.000+08:00

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~

oohs, its my birthday! *happy* manymany presents?! why this year no ferrero rocher? OMG! nvm i treat myself to it then. hahas...but thanks to YenSiu(for ya cuteucute present), kenny ahgaal ^^, peiying lalaa~(for ya winnie), aunt(for ya cake&party), Mabel(for ya "iknowyougoingtogivemeonmonday" present), parents(for $$ for shopping&love), manymany for different things that i havent received? ha... ...ilovemybirthday! Ohyeahs, love to all who stayed up late on 21st march till 12am to sms me! xD

Sports Heats on my birthday! Not first time though, ha! so its ohkay! Falcon!~being the timekeeper with tsuiyan! so FUN! falcon peeps, good job! especially b&c divisions guys, and the c divisions girls! Jiayous for the Sports Day events alrights?! I am running! ohkay, tts fine for me, though i scared the baton will drop or sth, phobia... jiayous to my girls! we can do it alrights?! we made it happen that the 8x50m events will be postphoned till sports day, & we can run for Falcon no matter what ehhs.

went to Airport T-3...chatted with wangzhi along the way through sms. hahas. Bought JELLYBEANS ehs! expensive though =X but i can't resist? saw sushi tepanyaki restaurant, feel like eating. nvm, maybe next time bahs. koreans guys are so funny though, mum thought they japanese. took skytrain to T-2(first time taking even when i came to airport manymany times)

Today,

~~homework time~~, revision of amaths...(in progress)

tear-ed abit when thinking of SLB, friends and stuffs... ... i want time to stop, which is impossible. Im afraid of losing everything i have now. But, i cant do anything. i want back my "punch" factor...

haahas, he's mine xD

announcement day-3

2008-03-18T11:13:00.000+08:00

hellos! did announcement today if you people notices! haahs, thanks denise(loveely), celine(loveepiee), peiying(lalaa~), weiyeat(daddy) and manymany more people for ya encouragement [too long to write lurhs xD] THANKS! screwed up a little bahhs?! (too soft to be heard?) but, improve from the last time, which is damn long ago that i had done an announcement. there is only one announcement for today __short & sweet for me! *clapsclaps*

& super thanks to my loveely Zien mummy & kenny ah gaal for the "coaching" before the real thingy bahs...make me not so nervous!? heeshees, although mummy abit later...hope you are okay?!

Xinthesis "small" meeting...hahas, msphan so cute lurhs...she is damn nice, i tell you...

Eldds- when eileen & ms fizah announced the "cast" for drama night, they NEVER mention my name. quite sad! T.T i really thought i was that bad bahs?! ha! but, OMG! dont know what happened. Eileen and ms fizah actually FORGOT to call out my name!!!! quite elated & shocked!! BUT, i was DAMN happy! YAYS! im in the cast!! Jiayous to all my fellow cast people (bernicee!! louis!! roycee!! chuan zi!! dai jin!! people!!) to those un-cast people- dont worry, all of you are equally important to Drama night too!! ^^ ilovejean! [hope you see this?ha!]

bus-ed home with PeiYing (lalaa~) elgin yeye treated us walfer!! HORRAYS to yeye! & on the way, peiying lalaa~ was trying to find all sorts of reasons for yeye to treat her again! POOR THING-to yeye. ha!

specially to JOSEPH ONG:
you should be honoured to be on my post! yeahs.
FIRSTLY, DO NOT, yes Do NOT, anyhow say i accused you anything...for those who really know me, i am not those kind who have nothing better to do and anyhow accuse people of things, alrights?

SECONDLY, PLEASE PLEASE go do something about your comprehension skills? you go read my tag on peiying's blog AGAIN! nvm i shall quote the whole thing from peiying's blog! *refer to below*

"claire: to whoever is 'thatdaniel' this is yr warning, i tell you! dont ever be rude to any of the SLs again...-->daniel and joe: woah u all like peiying's tagboard ALOT ehhs? LALAA~ youre so LOVED!!"

ohkay, let me explain, obviously you doesnt seem to comprehend what im saying... im referring this line "this is yr warning, i tell you! dont ever be rude to any of the SLs again..." to "that daniel" CANT YOU READ! and the rest is "woah u all like peiying's tagboard ALOT ehhs?" in a polite tone! that is to YOU (joseph) and daniel!

THIRDLY, I HATE PEOPLE WHO KEEPS SAYING ME ACCUSING HIM/HER FOR SOMETHING THAT I DIDNT EVEN DO OR WRITE LURHS! in a way is YOU who ACCUSED me now... so just read carefully before you rebut or whatever you do...sms, tag or whatever...*and p.s: i think you already misunderstood me MANYMANY times before le. i know there's nothing wrong with my language or anything...

*****just please be careful in whatever you do...DONT ACCUSE ME ANYMORE i did all the explaining here ohkays!!?? *****

quiz2~

2008-03-17T14:05:00.000+08:00

What kind of chocolate am I?

You are White Chocolate

You are White Chocolate

You are sweet, caring, and truly very innocent.

Whether your naive ways are a bit of act or not, people like to take care of you.

You are a quiet flirt, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

ICE CREAM!!

You Are A Chocolate Ice Cream Girl

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You?

-->opps!blur me!

sky of love

2008-03-17T07:15:00.000+08:00

Ohmygod!! Sky of love is so damn nice can?! Even though I watched it on tu.dou lurhs. Opps! But I still cried like half way through the whole movie can! Ahhs, I like the male lead!! Haahs, Celinee im so goonna steal ya boyfriend away!! xD heeshees, my eyes now redred puffy ones…so not nicee can? I miss all my darlings! I wanna go back school…^^ just realized recently all my posts all shortshort one! Ha!

Most sec3s SLs will be going OBS camp on Monday, wish all of you GOOD LUCK & have fun! Haiz, can’t go with all of you, but yeahs, I will miss everyone of you!! Jiayous! *lucky still have peiying, Nicole & Royce to pei me through a week!

School’s reopening!!! Ohmygod! Hahas…I know im going crazy or something liaos! Birthday in 6 days time! Ilovemybirthday! So looking forward to it… …manymany loves! Making I.C with Irene (younger than me by one day; birthday 23rd March!) hahas, on the 26th March. I very goong one…later forget take something then I die! x)
*ouch! Accidentally cut my finger. Opps! Bleeding liaos…painpain! don’t worry I’ll be fine soon.

love quote1

2008-03-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

when i first saw you, i was afraid to talk to you
when i first talked to you, i was afraid to like you
when i first like you, i was afraid to love you
now that i love you, i'm afraid to lose you
x)

Dental appointment

2008-03-15T07:43:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the dentist with PeiYing...so funny. Thanks 304 people for telling the dentist that i FOR SURE, 100% plus chop would not pon DENTAL APPOINTMENT! :x opps! Truth is I REALLY DID PON-ED! omgomg... i got reason one lurhs, yesterday raining, so mother would not allow me go mah...can't find the dentist telephone number also, & i don't have the stupid paper also mah. but, still MANYMANY thanks!

the dentist did polishing & scaling for me...*and i accidentally knocked off the cup of water* but the dentist was cute & loveely, unlike last last year's one. She chatted with me, made me don't know how reply, in the end always used TWO WORDS REPLY, cause got all the "tubes" in my mouth what. ^^ yays! i am not afraid of her & thats good! so she taught me how to floss...must go buy floss liaos!

Bought bbt with PY, played at the playground, decided to go look for SOKSOK, and found out she's in SLR...went up to "surprise" her. Saw Elgin yeye & Sean...they staying for St John camp fire night (So good!) quite alot CCAs still having camps. Sok need rush off to her JC, so yeahs went off...homesweethome with lalaa~ on bus159, chatted loadsloads!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOKSOK ZHUZHU!!!

will be going for my march hols shopping spree later bahhs...SHOPPING~!

hahas. i know my wang zi missed me loads! x)

I LOVEYOU!

2008-03-14T14:22:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY WANG ZI! xD

intensive planning for june camp

2008-03-14T03:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i was in school the whole day long, from about 8am-6.30pm plusplus. Did Intensive planning with camp comm. people. It was tiring though, however, it is still worth it, i think. I've learn how to "adapt" to the UG style, bleahx! i know i hate UG style, but hey? i still need to adapt it right?! and it is good to learn how to adapt it & how good/fast i can adapt it? I know my own limits, and for sure UG style is a NONO for me...but i am learning. JIAYOUS to myself and the rest of camp comm!! yeahs, maybe i should be more, um, open to learn new things bahhs.

Elgin's bdae, celebrated his bdae with a chocolate cake! ha! Nicole cut the cake till very pro-ish, the cream dropped out and everything xD but it was nicee as me, peiying & liyana chose it mahs. and elgin yeye had his bdae bash from FARIZ! OUCH~ poor yeye! and the laska "mai hium" and "mai hum", the auntie both chilli & hams also put. so funny lo...& sorry to him for making him run up to pass us the keys! :(

did the ***** **** when it was raining heavily. VERY cold. how i wish on that day there will be a rain as big as yesterday's. hahas...very mafan lurhs, must do changes to it too...but hope it would be alrights. and yays i think huishi is coming back soon? xD

opps! dead beat came back chiong chiong chiong, chatted with ah gaal on msn and manymanys.felt like dozing off but still carry on doing my stuffs, until daddy nagged at me...say me, make me feel so ... ...so hid in bed and stare into space.

Rain Rain & Rain

2008-03-12T05:51:00.000+08:00

Rain Rain Rain
Yeahs, I’ve changed to a new blogskin…it is quite nice, I think. Hahas, byebye to my emoemo days. I want to be happy from right now. This is the only day I don’t need to go back to school for stuffs.

Yeap, tomorrow there’s intensive planning for annual june camp’08. I guess it would be a tough day for camp committee, but we can do it yeahs? Jiayous!

Currently, I have roughly counted my hand phone bills, I think this month will exceed again, aww…must warn my parents first. If not, I really will have to pay all by myself le. T.T everynight sms session, obvious will exceed liaos…nvm lurhs, I promise to pay the “extras”.

Miss my celinee loveepiee, denise lovely! & peiying lala~ & friends…thanks ah gaal for the chatting. Jiayun dear dear bored can sms/call me lurhs…hahas hope you had fun in SRR today?!
Very bored at home, I want to go out xD but raining & mas selamat still on the loose. Singaporeans really take the security system in Singapore for granted ehhs?! Its stupid when a terrorist is on the loose and many people can actually don’t give a damn to it. BUT, I really missing my shopping sprees! x(

war?!

2008-03-11T14:17:00.000+08:00

lol is that war there, on my tagboard im seeing?~ lols, thanks ah gurl, hahas you got loads to say eh? and joseph...erm, jiayous in everything you do, but yeahs im busy so cant chat with you... try finding some hobbies bah...so would not be too boring too. and um, AH GURL informations cant be say out so yeah you cant know who is he/she then...try figuring but its difficult...KENNY ah GAL! is GAL not GURL! got differ... hahas...i noe you protect your ah boy!! xD

Imhappyliaos!~

projects!

2008-03-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

PROJECTS

projects are so cool (for me) hahas...Annual June camp'08 will rocks (defintely) we will have to show our will power & super poer to them, guys! Jiayous! Anderson Day camp...there's still more room for improvement & i need to rush the Anderson too...^^ and i am proud to be in Xinthesis committee too! xD

everyone is like so cool and funny, i am sure we can do very well for Xinthesis! even though is not an SL project, there are many other leaders inside you too! woohoo~im the only SL?! lols...nvm not the point! and we will like have a XInthesis Shirt(which will most probably be in BLACK!) hahas. i have loads of BLACK school shirts? yays! now we have to start to chiong lo!

chatted with many many people on9 while doing stuffs. Chatted with Joel, Chen Fan, juniors, yanfang dardar chiobu, zhiling, cheryl, manymany more...msn just helped me alot find back myself? i just don''t know how to react to myself when im thinking about you. haiz...nvm.somemore, i think you forget my birthday? i doubt so...but it is just the ignorance that hurts me that much in the past...GLAD THAT I AM GOING TO RECOVER from my sicknesses soon i hope!

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS TO THE MARCH BABIES!!

#Celine x)

#Sok ZhuZhu

#Elgin ZhuZhu's Dear

#Me :))

#Tsui Yan

#Joseph xD

#Yong Guan ^^

#Jasper

#manymany!

doomsday december 21 2012

2008-03-07T08:28:00.000+08:00

DECEMBER 21 2012

doomsday ah huh?! people do believe we are going to die on this date right? thats so sad...

i will be like only 19 years old you see...& i don't think i will get married at 19 too.

and the world is going to die, every single one of us...because the Mayans recorded that it is

the end of the calendar.

maybe they have a continuos of calendar 2 how? its in the future people, what might be, will be.

last time i remembered some said in 2003 also a doomsday(but it passed and people are still surviving)

06/06/06 also another doomsday? and now is like year 2008?

then now 21 2012...nice number though. just prepare for the worse & dont leave any regrets before that day.

that's what i will do...definitely meeting friends/family/baobei DIEDIEDIE xD

sick sick & sick

2008-03-07T07:21:00.000+08:00

crap! i don't like to be sick lurhs.Eat the stupid medicine that make me sleep like sleeping beauty, but too bad there's no prince to kiss me to wake me up :(( missed TWO days of lessons. I hope i can catch up. Good news is there is no homework except for CHEMISTRY(which i dont intend to do so) MEDICINE sucks BIG TIME! so yucky!! i srill need to study for GEOG. test. and it just occurred to me i have to take essay test & compre test(which i had missed) BOO! i hate my health. can i have a vitamin that when i eat i would not fall sick like for one year? That would be great for me... i miss everyone, & i did not see you for two days. Thats alot can? it sucks! and the mas selamat still on the run in singapore doesn't help much either. I cannot go out because of him...and the dangers he post to us(students) and for that I am banned from going out to shop?? Byebye to my supposingly shopping spree in the March Hols!!

One More Day to Celinee Loveepiee's big day! i soo miss her eh...xD

this shall be a short post. links will be link soon(i guess)

love?! ornot?!

2008-03-03T11:31:00.000+08:00

this shall be a lamo post...somewhat personal bahs.

when both person can't be together, but it feels like the feeling has never gone away, what would one do?

when the first party thought of giving up the hopefulness and carry on with life, is she giving up her own happiness?

what if the feeling is like suspended in the air?

what if the first party is jealous?

what if the first party thought of protecting the second party?

somehow, there will be hurting thats taking place alrights...so i think it will be just like this situation bahhs.

its not easy to reject someone, you know.but it can be done.

what's done is done right? could i take back anything from the past, or could i predict anything from the future?

the feeling just suck! =X

im crapping once again...T.T

Break Drama Camp'08

2008-03-03T09:50:00.000+08:00

Drama Camp Day One: Leap Year Day

rushed to school as lessons ends at 245pm.took bus home, and took taxi back to school.TWO taxi drivers didnt want to pick me up as they changing shifts, so waited for damn long ten minutes with all camp stuffs! got one uncle even say, "ORH, Xinmin Sec zai4 woodlands ah?" ("Xinmin Sec in Woodlands, issit?") hahas, i stunned there los. waited for Bernicee warmie~at school gate. met Sherinahoney & Kelvin(Sher's partner) and Amanda!

had rockclimbing&abseiling(which unfortunately, i can't play) ELDDS has some of the people who are great in these. Cheering with Feliciaa for everyone as i had nothing better to do^^yays! WET daddy was there. Haiz, he bully me again norhs! mummy doing PT at that time, keliankelian her xD

-Dinner-

-Invaders game in Parade Square- which was not fun at all as the space is too big, & most people(juniors) are blur and dont know how play(For my side lurhs)i can just slow walk and i have a chair for me liaos.HA!Watched some of the clips the camp comm.prepared for us.it was VERY NICEE!

Drama Camp Day Two: First Day of March

didnt slept much, even though we were given 6 hours of sleep. tts alot liaos. classroom very cold at night, i NO BLANKET! and that sucks! skipped PT as was unwell & tookcares of Berniceewarmiee! the hotbag is like so useful. &bernicee had a packet warm milo from coffeeshop.hahas.special order. Eileen came back to have session with us. for three hours.quite fun as i had this activity before in Chinese Drama Camp'07. the impromptu acting. BUT, sadly, i didn't see the juniors volunteering eh. HOWEVER irony it is, the smallsmall guys kept volunteering themselves up till it was quite unwelcomed by Eileen and the seniors as some were irrelevant/obvious.its just very irritating lurhs...hahas. preparations for performance, talk by an angmoh guy(but i was very sleepy and he was quite somewhat boring, but it was overall ohkay.watched videos, PERFORMANCE! lolls. my group named "HAHAS" then got another group named "HAHAAHAHAS"(Louis's) LOLLS! and "ALAF"(Bernicee's&Feliciaa's) and "Highsters"(Jean's) and etc. all cute cute names.

-Dinner-

-Night Walk- paired up with Jean! omg and it was VERY FUN. at first was quite scary, but after it was all rights.found all of the 6suspects & 1dead(which is NIGEL who can speak but can't give us clues.) lolls. we founded WeiLun first, then DomDom(emoemo-singing 'bleeding love' song), then Gloria,JOEL(somehow is the wife of the decreased,ha), then etc. so bernice,me,jean & felicia found tt louis quite danxiao.hahas xD ohhh. someone kept screaming her high-pitched scream.WHOLE SCHOOLCAN HEAR, no kidding.opps! =X

-Fire Drills-hid with Bernicee in our hiding place. it was very stuffy(as describe by us is like a suna) sweating like dunno what. entertain by louis & jean by sms-es.intheend,we were found by one of the groups.but three groups came down and shone their lights at us directly and didnt see us though. so, yah.no co-ordinations with people(very obvious), few leaders stood up(im not counting those who already is a leader), no sense of emergency, no teamwork, i dont know lurhs. people could tell me the Fire Drills is ohkay only. i mean it wasnt meant to be ohkay, its meant to be like a learning session for everyone. nvm. was quite tired after everything slept for two hours.

Drama Camp Day Three: second day of March

woke up at around 7am plus. msmazna came into the bunks and on ALL lights immediately. and it was like so VERY BRIGHT, my eyes damn pain. slept on the chair in my bunks. It was very cold, as usual. Meihui slept on the chair behind me.michelle somehow slept opposite me in another corner on the chair too.Jean's alarm rang thrice, and got one alarm rang once or twice. Packing up, cleaning up debrief. Informed that there will be a endofyear drama camp planned by the Sec3s(us) this yr. so looking forward to that. & heard that there are many different and exciting activities coming up. yeahs. ilovemysec3s Eldds members, especially: bernicee warmie, jean darling, feliciaa, joelyn & chingyee!

Manymany THANKS to the sec4s camp committee! ilovethem too! hope the juniors will be better in near future ^^

replies to taggies:

!~YannFanng1~! imissyou loadsloads tooo... ...

!~Denise1~! lovelyy, yalors, i predicted i will also missyou too in my camp&really eh! imissyou VERY!

!~Denise2~! anorr WET daddy so badd, want to beat us all...T.T

!~Trilene~! heyy tri, lol u nvr tag yr link here, nvm i ask from u then, thanks! ^^

!~Char~! inside mahs, hahas! PAINPAINN!

!~Angelz1~! ahyii, yeah! she sms-ed me, and i tot got sth emergency cropped up or sth eh! hahas...no link lurhs

!~quiet buy1~! test over liaos.

!~michelle~! hey bestties! humph, imissyou so much,so long nvr see liaos. this is sec life mahs, anything find me los^^smiles alwaes yeah?! will link you soon!

!~Denise3~! hahas...yeah lovely kept her promise! thanks lovely! i know you love my blog!! i shall tag you back soon! hope you dont mind a flooding in ya tagboard! xD

!~Denise4~! anors, yeye!! becoz of our daddy mummy, elgin became so old...i have a yeye FINALLY! hahas.

!~awl slt~! k thanks u link u back soon, um, blog hopping to someone else's blog bahh?!

!~jasmine~! JASJAS...i still dont understand her lesson eh, physics i die liaos.T.T

!~celine1~! LOVEEPIEE!! isoomissyoutoo! hahas shall tag u manymany yeah?! cya in school!

!~YannFanng2~! hahas...samesame! :(

!~quiet boy2~! ok.it was fine actually

!~angelz2~! i know, oh shyt! then u my ahyii OR ahma!? OR BOTH?! hahas!

!~Denise5~! haahs,iloveyou! L is cute! omg i wanna watch too!W.A.N(woaini)

!~mel!~! kk what concert!? thanks!

!~YannFanng3~! yeah, i will de Dardar chiobu! xD

-END-

eve of drama camp'08

2008-02-29T12:46:00.000+08:00

SIANN-ED i failed my PHYSICS test! 12 half/30 marks eh. DIE LIAOS LURHS! T.T stupid pacman! i dun even understand what she teaching can? its all her fault! JIAYOUS! tomorrow have emaths test-linear inequalities & history test. Chiong-ed revision in SLR during the evening.Now mugging for History, NO MATTER WHAT, I HAVE TO GET a1! so yeahs...bought chocolates for the drama camp comm! (sharing with bernice warmiee~and jean darling) Hope Bernice feeling better oready! ^^ but im like so tempted to eat chocolates, they are my FAVOURITE anws.

counting down to drama camp in ONE DAY's time, hope you guys like the chocolates we bought xD and the cards i wrote! and it will be a success dont worry & sleep wells tonight, dont overstressed before the whole camp even starts yeah?! ILOVECAMPS! x3 imissINTENSIVE especially! i wonder if i will cry this camp?? :DD

and WET DADDY treated me(his daughter), Peiying(his daughter) & charmaine to CURRY PUFFS! heehees DADDY so nicee lurhs...must be more guai le...orelse he will use Mr Chia's cane, cane us ahh...scary! PAIN PAIN! (hahaas inside joke)

free day

2008-02-28T10:34:00.000+08:00

Came back home quite early today...got back two test papers, namely Chemistry & Geography Papers.I did okay for my Chem paper & i've got 37 1/2marks over 50 marks.^^ MY FIRST a1 for Chemistry in my entire secondary school life. My chemistry sucks when i was in sec1 and sec2 xD this means that i have hope for my Chemistry O-levels! hehheh... but i FAILED my Geography Test One, this is the FIRST TIME I FAILED GEOG in my entire secondary school life T.T hahas...must buck up more le.i never draw the box for the diagram!

this is so crappy, i wanna my a1 back for geography kaes? jiayous! chinese lessons sucks. I think CaiCai got PMS today. mood swings i call it. came into class and started scolding people. Lesson was boring as usual, but managed to keep myself awake as the passage(from newspaper) is about Youth Olympics in 2010 so, yeah, i didn't die because of her lessons.

went to SLR to pack up Blazers, went to hall to find my RED blazerlogbook. and i did found it. UNLIKE someone, who did not even try to look for it when was asked to, somemore i asked personally you know? u can slack in SLR on MONDAY. asked you go find, NEVER go. You think i don't know ahs? If i didn't find it today ah, im so gonna kill you man. *i don't care if you read this ornot. You better buck up and be more sensible. I am not letting you play with me & make my life so difficult for me* found two blazers laying on the ground, quite sadded. Cause SLs didn't take good cares of my blazers!

ate lunch with Peiying lala~ and lum-san! Fried rice! + popcorn chicken...told auntie to give me more popcorn chicken as Py wanna eat too.And the auntie is like so nicee, give us manymany lurhs! i like that auntie alot. hahas! camps must order more from her xD

SLR time again. Finally, finished packing all blazers. Its nice and clean now, unlike a total mess when i first came into SLR this morning. *clapsclaps* doing wierd stuffs like watching funny videos on youtube with ZiEn mummy, DomDom, Celineeloveepiee. Waited for Hardi, Colin, Clement & Belverlin to come back from PYMGS investiture. and it was like damn cool can? A school with loads of donations. With a cool pastor having exaggerated actions that kept making colin & hardi & bel laugh like crazy. nicenice ava threatre, gallery, mini stadium?, cool school compound (three times bigger than ours), with two long tables of food reception + two mini tables of food for V.I.Ps! budget for food PER PERSON = $20! invited around 40 schools, each with 4 representatives! so = SO MUCH MONEY can! hahas maybe im jealous! :DD

Drama camp in 2 days' time. Jiayous to Drama camp comm. imissall seniors you know, + the sec4s too! and i have not enough FBT, may be buying some soon. Packing my camp bag now. Should i bring a mat/ or not bring a mat? hahas...

原来爱情那么伤

2008-02-27T10:27:00.000+08:00

原来爱情这么伤

我挣开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
别与你有关否则又开始胡思乱想
*我日夜无光忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙~
以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方

原来爱情这么伤比想像中还难
泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
说的时候很简单爱上后却阵脚打乱

只想变得坚强强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗
原来爱情这么伤~
原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完思念的一场战
回过头在看一看原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样~

*When I opened my eyes, I can’t feel the light.
Eating food halfway, suddenly crying once again.
I force myself not to think, but it prolonged the time.
Nothing’s not link to u, starting to think of u every now & then.
No light during my day & night, don’t know I am buried by my busi-ness.
Talking to friends, and it doesn’t at all help.
Thought I could get used to, but with you then I am used to.
Once you stayed in my heart, now it’s just an empty shell.

Oh, love is that hurting. Now, it’s more difficult than I had imagined.
Tears always rolled down. Happiness always goes into hiding, with/o a single sound.
Lots of reasons very strong. But, they are still the only reason altogether.
Easier said than done. When into love, it is always a stampede.

Only wish to be stronger, stronger to be able to forget everything.
Never mind sadness must learn to block it.
Oh, love is that hurting~
Oh, love is always like that. Always goes around & around.
Tears do not dry so easily, will be blind again by love next time.
Finally, it is the end of the misery war.
Turn around and realized that oh, love is so hurting.
Next time will it be the same.*

chinese post-1

2008-02-27T09:11:00.000+08:00

hahas...first time posting in CHINESE! wth...if caicai sees this, she will understand for once! hahas...here i go 大家好, what a lame start, whatever 这是我第一次post in 华文. 我要笑到肚子痛了!! 为什么突然post in chinese ye? 因为我在做e-learning exercise! 我很累, 打了很多字, 要晕了啦... ...woah~my chinese posting sucks lurhs. very wierd hors!? nvm let me post yesterday's camwhorre pics!

i still got alot more to post xD

Pretty girls! ^^

Mummie, me, ahyi! x3

me & ahyi! x)

Shaojie daddy,ahyi,me&mummie!

Celineloveepiee, me,

charmaine&ahyi! *cheese*

Yays! i've finished my e-learning stuffs! let me don't emo today, can?

drama camp in 3 more days! x3

E-learning day

2008-02-27T02:48:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8am sharp.So nice to sleep, rainy day somemore. Damn cooling. I accompanied mummy to watch "WO MEN DE

FAN DIAN" and in love, there are no whys? hahas...so started with e-learning. Found out from YJ that we need to do Eng forum, SS, Physics, and Chinese forum. Not fun one. I want to go school study better. hahas. more of i want to chat with my friends! very drowsy today. shall post camwhorring pics of yesterday soon! i lazy upload ^^ i dont like chenguanxi lurhs, because of him we have to do the chinese forum. hahas...nvm people Jiayous for e-learning! i dunno...zi high-ing now. because i am bored! and i have 98people on9 on my msn list!
alot right?
xD

i am tired!

2008-02-26T14:13:00.000+08:00

today shall be a short post! SL investiture = half success half failure for me...but yays its over. thankgod!

thankz SLs, media crew, mskuck,teachers and extinguished guests from all schools & especially Clement

and Gim Hwa!(my primary school friends) when DomDom told me to come to his table, i was

like practically screaming lurhs! LONG TIME NEVER SEE THEM le...then i was like saying

"I dont know what to say currently, but enjoy the investiture later on! xD"

DomDom was saying "She very busy lurhs, advisor of Investiture so must run around lo" :DD

Go around with walkies talkies so cool lurhs...only that the worst thing is that need

to hide the wire then must hook through the cream shirt...like bodyguards xD

im the small small bodyguard~ah gurl wear blazers, run around + walkies more like bodyguard can?!

oohkay so theres alot of last minutes, unclear instructions, stupid chairs with graffitis,

NO reception table because i dont know why? Advisors running about like doing PT.

But, i need to applaud the whole Investiture comm. WITHOUT ALL OF YOU, there will be no investiture...

thanks for all HELP! and yays! special thanks to excos too...and the concerns you people gave me today

...esp. mummie&ahyii (thanks for the bottle of water and a packet of ovaltines)

and DomDom for feeding me&comm. popcorn chickens! and thanks Lum-san for feeding me stuffs too.

& JiaYun for feeding me Pocky Chocolate biscuits. OMG! im like so gonna grow fatter today can?

hahas! BUT YAYS, i didnt faint you know?! im so goddamn HAPPY & relieved!

Camwhorring some time in library not alot just a few...siann... but at least i took

some with ahyi, mummie,celineeloveepiee, deniselovely, ah gurl, shaojie, investiture comm. & people....^^

but still not enough! Not fair AhYi got time take with roycee,weijie kor, WET daddy, DomDom,

sherman. & people!! T.T i also want but no time...next time bahhs!!

chatted with bernice, clement(prischfriend), celinee loveepiee, denise lovely, angeline ahyii!,

kuku(media guy), abraham msn on9...chatted then still very tired. SO decided tomorrow then

start e-learning bah. most probably not going out coz i want spend more time with mummy! so guai hor!?

Drama camp is in 4 days' time. Jiayous to DomDom[O.I.C], Sherina, Kelvin [A.I.Cs] & the rest of camp comm.

it will be da funkiest ever camp! & dont worry it will be alrights! ilovecamps! oohkay...

and we got to know that there are at least 6hours of sleep every night...so thats alright for me,

its like so "much" time to sleep, according to me&bernice. We said the same thing lurhs...hahs!

hi-5! im going home on friday to put my bags & take bags & shower & rest & everything

before coming to school by before 5pm...no time to sleep, but can rest in bus bahh...

will be rushing like mad. But, sad thing is, i can't do abseiling/ rock climbing at all! because of

my serious palms conditions...so yeah, sadded! but nvm, im glad that camp's is coming!

& its on a leap year day dont you realised?

oh wells

2008-02-25T09:52:00.000+08:00

oh wells...quite emo today. Lucky got Celineeloveepiee pei me on msn to chat. we both know our secrets!! ^^ hahas its safe with me dont worries. & jiayous to both of us. You've got me too!

*I still cant forget you, and i do love you.*

I am a guai kia today, stayed at home study study study & did my homeworks. Still left with geography w/s & chemistry revision & History test revision. Very very worried for Investiture tomorrow. Looks like theres alot to last minute polish to do tomorrow. AND i can use walkies talkies tomorrow! xD oohkay, tts not the point. I will make myself eat & not faint tomorrow. Thats a promise i made to people like Isaiah, celineelovepiee, PY lala~, denise lala, kennyahgurl, excos , SLs & seniors! i will keep that promise, dont worry. Me&sherina honey will both make Investiture rawk~ we guranteed that! There's loads to do, but yeah. I must be strong and advisors are seriously in use at these timings. AND i dunno what time committee is released, maybe im gonna faint from anger tmr, not hunger or gastric.

goodbye to my emoemo day bah...let me welcome a stressful investture day once again... JIAYOUS to investiture comm. I will make sure we celebrate after investiture. and i just realised tt i have ELDDS tomorrow. so its rushing time again. And i will definitely camwhorre with investiture comm & lalas & lovelys & kennyahgurl!! ^^ Camwhorring rawks & make me feel better...

Grandma's birthday

2008-02-24T13:22:00.000+08:00

just came back from a feasting dinner & grandma's house.Today's my grandma's birthday!! yays! but, all of us wen home like 845pm, its like so damn early and its still 4 more hours to go to end her birthday :(( sadded. i tot can stay with them longer. Ha~ but its oohkay. I got to see my dardar chiobu Yanfang, funny ernest, cute dernest & talltall wilson korkor :)) But, today wilson very tired eh, i also lo! ha! camwhorring the whole time with grandma & family. and i love the cake...especially the strawberries. just realised uncle didnt come, too bad, he's busy bah. Busybusy guy! ILOVE MY GRANDMA!

I WANT KARAOKAE SESSION SOON! i miss kbox,partyworld, country clubs, etc! i wanna sing! bleahz shall find some time to relax. And long time no shopping,seriously lurhs...T.T

*Personal*

dun care le. maybe i was hallucinating bah. but, i dunno. Both of the parties have link eh. did the two ___? i dont know lurhs. i am in a dilemma state, can? i dunno how answer questions to myself. to my heart. to my brain. it is so irritating can.i dont like to keep the feelings inside lurhs. so long liao. actually i can bury it deep inside, but somehow it just burst out. like a dormant volcano suddenly erupted like that. So this is counted as cheating my own feelings bah last time. i dont know lurhs. i need someone's protection, love & caring. like i had last time. Stupid me. im supposed to be like helping others bah, but here im like stupidly crapping stuffs that i know i would not solve immediately :(( what a sad case i am?

Camwhorring Day with the Lalas~

2008-02-24T09:04:00.000+08:00

Camwhorring Day with my lovely Lalas~ namely Denise & PeiYing!
21st February 2008!

-PY, me, Lum san, Lovely!-

-PY,me,Lum san, Lovely (Shhh~Royce sleeping)-

-PY,me,Lum san(Cheese!)-

-PY, me, Lum san, Lovely! (1,2,3,4!)-

-Lovely,me,PY(act cute-ing)-

-Lovely,me, PY('L'a'L'a'L'a)-

-Both PY & me class reg no3!-

-Poor me! kena-ed boxed by Lovely&PY!-

-Mashimaro is so cute!-

-Lovely,me,PY(5,6,7 continuous from previous)-

-Me & Lovely-

-Me & PY & Mashimaro-

-AHH! the nemos!-

-Me & PY! Lurrves!-

-Lovely,me,PY(i love u)-

Drama camp in a week's time! Looking forward to it... ... packing my bags and everything le. Just hoping that i would not fall sick during camp. AND yay! Today's Investiture rehearsal, i managed not to faint.*ROLL EYES* & i see terence there, so pro with the crutchers! lols. thanks sherina honey who bought donuts from PlazaSing all the way to school. At first want Tako ball, but stall havent open yet :((

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL!

IMISSYOU~sadded.

Thursday!

2008-02-22T13:33:00.000+08:00

Yays! Kiss Goodbye to the many many tests week! NO MORE TESTS & IM FREE FROM TESTS! ^^ im overjoyed now. Can't blame me, can you? HAHAS! released from Mother Tongue class to History class. Caicai stopped me once again. Im not surprised. She gone through the gong han so many times le. Very sian. But, haiz, she still notices me. :(( History class, it was oohkay with Mr Pah. Didn't bring my text, so had to pay ONE DOLLAR to class fund. byebye to my $1.

had Lunch with Denise lovely. Eating cup noddles at void deck. Ke lian orh? Talked about loads of stuffs. Annabelle came too! Jiayous to her bah! Very xin tong eh, see her so sad. My case sort of the same, but yah different circumstances. SO MUST JIAYOUS with me! & Celineelovepiee also must Jiayous orh! ^^ ILY remember? dun sad lurhs! later you make me cry then you will regret lurhs! T.T i will be there for you people!

Went for Chi Drama for 15minutes. Stupid lurhs, dont know do what and i have things to do some more. What free&easy shit lurhs. Dun care le. Then, chionged doorgifts! told you it CAN BE DONE le! investiture committee must JY. i dont care about stuffs le. I need the action plan to be out! For both Rehearsal & that day.

Spoke to ZiEn, found out loads of stuffs. I seriously have nothing to comment about why/how/what/when... ...its your problem now if you want to be like what you are now, a jerk. Am i a bad advisor or what? why i dont see any solutions to the problems? How does everything go wrong when the advisors/excos gave warning before the thing happened? What went wrong? When can the seniors relaxed and stop worrying? WTF lurhs. I can' t contain le. So, must type out. No offense hor, & i dont care also.

i dont know him, i dont know myself. I dont even know what to do. Do i need help from him? Can i believe him? (i want to) Will things turn sour? Im afraid? Is that it? I scare of everything? Heartbreak? I dont know eh... Dilemma-ing bah. Speak out/OR not speak out to him? stupid... Dont know, & more dont know.

Vball cheering

2008-02-21T13:31:00.000+08:00

^SS Test ONE^

It was seriously oohkay, not so difficult as i expected! Must get more than 10marks! thats my goal!

^Recess^

Mr Wong was in bad mood today. He shouted to Abraham across the whole walkway, "Abraham, Holigan ah?" Me & Abraham chua tio-ed lurhs. Hahas. His whirt was out lurhs.Mr wong angry times can be scary eh. Bought 2 chicken burgers for Guo Yang! Yays! he says he wants come to E.R! & more Yays! i know another new SLT!~ Guo Yang rocks! can like eat so damn fast which i totally could not... & he is TALL!

Today, we[sec3s student leaders] were released at about 1145am. Mr Ang wants us to help ms belle & take the poles & school flags and blah! hahas, sai kang warriors here we come! no lurhhs kidding! =P Helped here, helped there. Paired with Belverlin! she's very funny. When she saw that cutecute refree! She actually screamed till her whole face RED! seriously, no kidding! Did ushering. cum cheering! Damn high lurhs. shyt now sore throat lurhs. Nevermnd, Domdom shout even more, and the BIO people! Yays! to the Vball Girls & Vball Guys! They rocks! Love them~! Saw you...can tell you didn't like cheering bah. So, yah. nvm, you got your friends there...Saw my primary school friend! HE'S SO CUTE LURHS! he actually patted my head, i looked and chua tio-ed! HE ACTUALLY REMEMBERED ME EH!!?? ^happy^ (HE PATTED MY HEAD! omg! hahas)

^Investiture Rehearsal ONE^

um, what can i say? NO COMMENTS!

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2008-02-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

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Drama Audition :DD

2008-02-19T12:25:00.000+08:00

Amaths Test Totally Sucks! **** lurhs. Only know how to do like 3 questions out of the five questions lurhs. sure FAIL one! :x die liao! anw, thanks Prettypartnerr for lending me her calculator for my maths test!

And yays! i FINALLY bought my new Black calculator. i sure miss my white one!

Total defence activity

first thing, I think mrspeh have her pms today, cause she has moodswings the moment she stepped into my class. Then, she carried on starting to scold as many people as she like. Making the whole class stand up for 3/4 of her period. @#*%^!# and my eyes were like so itchy & irritating can?!

somemore, im like so blur and keep dripping the eyedrops till it roll of my cheeks and not into my eyes. HA! & people will notice my eyes are one big. one small today... ...*sadded face*

Evil Maumau, evil Jean, evil Joelyn, evil ChingYee, evil Bev all cheat my sweet away! :(( I DON"T HAVE MY SWEET! (even though i still prefers CHOCOLATES!)

helped out at 101 class today for their assembly period. Thus, i missed my CE period with mrspeh. Im so happy! & i get to meet the cute little 101 people! ^^ they're so gawdamn cute&innocent! opps! Ms Tay did a very good explanation of the 5 aspects of total defence, unlike some who just says nothing at all. Had to leave them early for lessons lo. iwill miss them like crazy. I wish i was in sec1 once again...dream on bah.

[Skipped lunch & had a packet of Chocolate HL milk]

eyer! Gilbert grew like so damn tall, i jealous lo. Stupid! keep saying me growing shorter and shorter. Is you grow taller and taller orh! i will grow taller de!! thats why drink MILK mah!

Drama...

had the audition for the production. Paired with Bernice warmie~ and she took the Daughter part & i took the mother part. Even though it will be like so damn wierd. But, the daughter is VULGAR! There were words like "stupid old cow", "bytch", "dull-witted cow", "filthy cow" hahas...damn funny! Eileen told us to go for tha audition. So, me&bernice walked into the room and omg! Eileen is like enjoying FAMOUS AMOS cookies can?! and im like so damn hungry(cause no lunch for me) then i can't resist cookies, yeah?! So, had put amotions into the script and here we go... ...After awhile, Ms Famisah asked us to change roles (& found out later we were the only group who was called to change roles) so im the bad bad daughter. I think everything should go well lurhs. Not exactly nervous at all. YAYS to bernice! hope you get in as well...jiayous!

the drama camp

29 feb, 1 & 2 march

$10 only

3D2N

love it!

& i can see you!

& people!

& there will be loads of fun activity!

the investiture

*sianned face*

i have only one thing to say.

(BUCK UP MORE!)

:((

personal stuffs

i dont know what im thinking lurhs. its like the probability of reconciling is like 10% of 100% can?

how on earth is that going to come true?

i dont care if you read this ornot. But, i thought i can like forget you or something.

and i know that i have all along cheated on my own feelings.

stupid.i dont like the current situation now. its unbearable. i dont want you to know, and at the same time i want you. It will be like so stupid in a sense for me. but, what to do?

*****PEOPLE PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME ABOUT THIS, AND PLEASE DO NOT TAG TO ASK ABOUT IT TOO.INCLUDING MSN & SMS TOO. *****

Luck!

2008-02-18T15:18:00.000+08:00

Wish me luck people! i don't want to fail my Amaths test again orh! Very sian one neh! But, i think i will screw up once more, nvm, JIAYOUS! I can do it de! woohoo~! shyt im damn high leh.

wonder what is my busy & hectic schedule tmr. Tomorrow in school then plan bah! Me& Bernice warmie have a vip task to do during CCA! and good! eileen would not have to split us up le! *happy* yays! so i will get to see you bah?! most probably. & shyt i predicted that tomorrow i will have gastric pain again. oohkay, so i must eat at least something tomorrow to prevent it from happening then.

- AMATHS TEST JUST SUCKS! -

*i want my a1 back lurhs*

*stupid me!*

*Wahlau*

*and i hate people keep scolding me the word "KNS" in my face*

*you think i willl let you force me quit SLB meh?*

*of course not lurhs*

*and i wish no more "KNS" from now on*

*i tell you*

*very bad influence for brother ohkay*

*and i reiterate once again*

*I DONT WANT TO QUIT SLB*

*that's FINAL SAY from ME*

-Finally, i can go sleep!-