Labels: i dunno himPROJECTSprojects are so cool (for me) hahas...Annual June camp'08 will rocks (defintely) we will have to show our will power & super poer to them, guys! Jiayous! Anderson Day camp...there's still more room for improvement & i need to rush the Anderson too...^^ and i am proud to be in Xinthesis committee too! xDeveryone is like so cool and funny, i am sure we can do very well for Xinthesis! even though is not an SL project, there are many other leaders inside you too! woohoo~im the only SL?! lols...nvm not the point! and we will like have a XInthesis Shirt(which will most probably be in BLACK!) hahas. i have loads of BLACK school shirts? yays! now we have to start to chiong lo! chatted with many many people on9 while doing stuffs. Chatted with Joel, Chen Fan, juniors, yanfang dardar chiobu, zhiling, cheryl, manymany more...msn just helped me alot find back myself? i just don''t know how to react to myself when im thinking about you. haiz...nvm.somemore, i think you forget my birthday? i doubt so...but it is just the ignorance that hurts me that much in the past...GLAD THAT I AM GOING TO RECOVER from my sicknesses soon i hope! HAPPY BIRTHDAYS TO THE MARCH BABIES!! #Celine x)#Sok ZhuZhu#Elgin ZhuZhu's Dear#Me :))#Tsui Yan#Joseph xD#Yong Guan ^^#Jasper#manymany!
Labels: i dunno himDECEMBER 21 2012 doomsday ah huh?! people do believe we are going to die on this date right? thats so sad...i will be like only 19 years old you see...& i don't think i will get married at 19 too.and the world is going to die, every single one of us...because the Mayans recorded that it isthe end of the calendar.maybe they have a continuos of calendar 2 how? its in the future people, what might be, will be.last time i remembered some said in 2003 also a doomsday(but it passed and people are still surviving)06/06/06 also another doomsday? and now is like year 2008?then now 21 2012...nice number though. just prepare for the worse & dont leave any regrets before that day.that's what i will do...definitely meeting friends/family/baobei DIEDIEDIE xD
Labels: i dunno himcrap! i don't like to be sick lurhs.Eat the stupid medicine that make me sleep like sleeping beauty, but too bad there's no prince to kiss me to wake me up :(( missed TWO days of lessons. I hope i can catch up. Good news is there is no homework except for CHEMISTRY(which i dont intend to do so) MEDICINE sucks BIG TIME! so yucky!! i srill need to study for GEOG. test. and it just occurred to me i have to take essay test & compre test(which i had missed) BOO! i hate my health. can i have a vitamin that when i eat i would not fall sick like for one year? That would be great for me... i miss everyone, & i did not see you for two days. Thats alot can? it sucks! and the mas selamat still on the run in singapore doesn't help much either. I cannot go out because of him...and the dangers he post to us(students) and for that I am banned from going out to shop?? Byebye to my supposingly shopping spree in the March Hols!! One More Day to Celinee Loveepiee's big day! i soo miss her eh...xDthis shall be a short post. links will be link soon(i guess)
Labels: i dunno himthis shall be a lamo post...somewhat personal bahs.when both person can't be together, but it feels like the feeling has never gone away, what would one do? when the first party thought of giving up the hopefulness and carry on with life, is she giving up her own happiness? what if the feeling is like suspended in the air? what if the first party is jealous?what if the first party thought of protecting the second party?somehow, there will be hurting thats taking place alrights...so i think it will be just like this situation bahhs.its not easy to reject someone, you know.but it can be done. what's done is done right? could i take back anything from the past, or could i predict anything from the future?the feeling just suck! =X im crapping once again...T.T
Labels: i dunno himDrama Camp Day One: Leap Year Dayrushed to school as lessons ends at 245pm.took bus home, and took taxi back to school.TWO taxi drivers didnt want to pick me up as they changing shifts, so waited for damn long ten minutes with all camp stuffs! got one uncle even say, "ORH, Xinmin Sec zai4 woodlands ah?" ("Xinmin Sec in Woodlands, issit?") hahas, i stunned there los. waited for Bernicee warmie~at school gate. met Sherinahoney & Kelvin(Sher's partner) and Amanda! had rockclimbing&abseiling(which unfortunately, i can't play) ELDDS has some of the people who are great in these. Cheering with Feliciaa for everyone as i had nothing better to do^^yays! WET daddy was there. Haiz, he bully me again norhs! mummy doing PT at that time, keliankelian her xD -Dinner--Invaders game in Parade Square- which was not fun at all as the space is too big, & most people(juniors) are blur and dont know how play(For my side lurhs)i can just slow walk and i have a chair for me liaos.HA!Watched some of the clips the camp comm.prepared for us.it was VERY NICEE! Drama Camp Day Two: First Day of Marchdidnt slept much, even though we were given 6 hours of sleep. tts alot liaos. classroom very cold at night, i NO BLANKET! and that sucks! skipped PT as was unwell & tookcares of Berniceewarmiee! the hotbag is like so useful. &bernicee had a packet warm milo from coffeeshop.hahas.special order. Eileen came back to have session with us. for three hours.quite fun as i had this activity before in Chinese Drama Camp'07. the impromptu acting. BUT, sadly, i didn't see the juniors volunteering eh. HOWEVER irony it is, the smallsmall guys kept volunteering themselves up till it was quite unwelcomed by Eileen and the seniors as some were irrelevant/obvious.its just very irritating lurhs...hahas. preparations for performance, talk by an angmoh guy(but i was very sleepy and he was quite somewhat boring, but it was overall ohkay.watched videos, PERFORMANCE! lolls. my group named "HAHAS" then got another group named "HAHAAHAHAS"(Louis's) LOLLS! and "ALAF"(Bernicee's&Feliciaa's) and "Highsters"(Jean's) and etc. all cute cute names. -Dinner--Night Walk- paired up with Jean! omg and it was VERY FUN. at first was quite scary, but after it was all rights.found all of the 6suspects & 1dead(which is NIGEL who can speak but can't give us clues.) lolls. we founded WeiLun first, then DomDom(emoemo-singing 'bleeding love' song), then Gloria,JOEL(somehow is the wife of the decreased,ha), then etc. so bernice,me,jean & felicia found tt louis quite danxiao.hahas xD ohhh. someone kept screaming her high-pitched scream.WHOLE SCHOOLCAN HEAR, no kidding.opps! =X -Fire Drills-hid with Bernicee in our hiding place. it was very stuffy(as describe by us is like a suna) sweating like dunno what. entertain by louis & jean by sms-es.intheend,we were found by one of the groups.but three groups came down and shone their lights at us directly and didnt see us though. so, yah.no co-ordinations with people(very obvious), few leaders stood up(im not counting those who already is a leader), no sense of emergency, no teamwork, i dont know lurhs. people could tell me the Fire Drills is ohkay only. i mean it wasnt meant to be ohkay, its meant to be like a learning session for everyone. nvm. was quite tired after everything slept for two hours. Drama Camp Day Three: second day of Marchwoke up at around 7am plus. msmazna came into the bunks and on ALL lights immediately. and it was like so VERY BRIGHT, my eyes damn pain. slept on the chair in my bunks. It was very cold, as usual. Meihui slept on the chair behind me.michelle somehow slept opposite me in another corner on the chair too.Jean's alarm rang thrice, and got one alarm rang once or twice. Packing up, cleaning up debrief. Informed that there will be a endofyear drama camp planned by the Sec3s(us) this yr. so looking forward to that. & heard that there are many different and exciting activities coming up. yeahs. ilovemysec3s Eldds members, especially: bernicee warmie, jean darling, feliciaa, joelyn & chingyee! Manymany THANKS to the sec4s camp committee! ilovethem too! hope the juniors will be better in near future ^^ replies to taggies:!~YannFanng1~! imissyou loadsloads tooo... ...!~Denise1~! lovelyy, yalors, i predicted i will also missyou too in my camp&really eh! imissyou VERY!!~Denise2~! anorr WET daddy so badd, want to beat us all...T.T!~Trilene~! heyy tri, lol u nvr tag yr link here, nvm i ask from u then, thanks! ^^!~Char~! inside mahs, hahas! PAINPAINN! !~Angelz1~! ahyii, yeah! she sms-ed me, and i tot got sth emergency cropped up or sth eh! hahas...no link lurhs!~quiet buy1~! test over liaos.!~michelle~! hey bestties! humph, imissyou so much,so long nvr see liaos. this is sec life mahs, anything find me los^^smiles alwaes yeah?! will link you soon!!~Denise3~! hahas...yeah lovely kept her promise! thanks lovely! i know you love my blog!! i shall tag you back soon! hope you dont mind a flooding in ya tagboard! xD!~Denise4~! anors, yeye!! becoz of our daddy mummy, elgin became so old...i have a yeye FINALLY! hahas.!~awl slt~! k thanks u link u back soon, um, blog hopping to someone else's blog bahh?!!~jasmine~! JASJAS...i still dont understand her lesson eh, physics i die liaos.T.T!~celine1~! LOVEEPIEE!! isoomissyoutoo! hahas shall tag u manymany yeah?! cya in school! !~YannFanng2~! hahas...samesame! :( !~quiet boy2~! ok.it was fine actually!~angelz2~! i know, oh shyt! then u my ahyii OR ahma!? OR BOTH?! hahas! !~Denise5~! haahs,iloveyou! L is cute! omg i wanna watch too!W.A.N(woaini)!~mel!~! kk what concert!? thanks!!~YannFanng3~! yeah, i will de Dardar chiobu! xD -END-
Labels: i dunno himSIANN-ED i failed my PHYSICS test! 12 half/30 marks eh. DIE LIAOS LURHS! T.T stupid pacman! i dun even understand what she teaching can? its all her fault! JIAYOUS! tomorrow have emaths test-linear inequalities & history test. Chiong-ed revision in SLR during the evening.Now mugging for History, NO MATTER WHAT, I HAVE TO GET a1! so yeahs...bought chocolates for the drama camp comm! (sharing with bernice warmiee~and jean darling) Hope Bernice feeling better oready! ^^ but im like so tempted to eat chocolates, they are my FAVOURITE anws. counting down to drama camp in ONE DAY's time, hope you guys like the chocolates we bought xD and the cards i wrote! and it will be a success dont worry & sleep wells tonight, dont overstressed before the whole camp even starts yeah?! ILOVECAMPS! x3 imissINTENSIVE especially! i wonder if i will cry this camp?? :DD and WET DADDY treated me(his daughter), Peiying(his daughter) & charmaine to CURRY PUFFS! heehees DADDY so nicee lurhs...must be more guai le...orelse he will use Mr Chia's cane, cane us ahh...scary! PAIN PAIN! (hahaas inside joke)
Labels: i dunno himCame back home quite early today...got back two test papers, namely Chemistry & Geography Papers.I did okay for my Chem paper & i've got 37 1/2marks over 50 marks.^^ MY FIRST a1 for Chemistry in my entire secondary school life. My chemistry sucks when i was in sec1 and sec2 xD this means that i have hope for my Chemistry O-levels! hehheh... but i FAILED my Geography Test One, this is the FIRST TIME I FAILED GEOG in my entire secondary school life T.T hahas...must buck up more le.i never draw the box for the diagram! this is so crappy, i wanna my a1 back for geography kaes? jiayous! chinese lessons sucks. I think CaiCai got PMS today. mood swings i call it. came into class and started scolding people. Lesson was boring as usual, but managed to keep myself awake as the passage(from newspaper) is about Youth Olympics in 2010 so, yeah, i didn't die because of her lessons. went to SLR to pack up Blazers, went to hall to find my RED blazerlogbook. and i did found it. UNLIKE someone, who did not even try to look for it when was asked to, somemore i asked personally you know? u can slack in SLR on MONDAY. asked you go find, NEVER go. You think i don't know ahs? If i didn't find it today ah, im so gonna kill you man. *i don't care if you read this ornot. You better buck up and be more sensible. I am not letting you play with me & make my life so difficult for me* found two blazers laying on the ground, quite sadded. Cause SLs didn't take good cares of my blazers! ate lunch with Peiying lala~ and lum-san! Fried rice! + popcorn chicken...told auntie to give me more popcorn chicken as Py wanna eat too.And the auntie is like so nicee, give us manymany lurhs! i like that auntie alot. hahas! camps must order more from her xD SLR time again. Finally, finished packing all blazers. Its nice and clean now, unlike a total mess when i first came into SLR this morning. *clapsclaps* doing wierd stuffs like watching funny videos on youtube with ZiEn mummy, DomDom, Celineeloveepiee. Waited for Hardi, Colin, Clement & Belverlin to come back from PYMGS investiture. and it was like damn cool can? A school with loads of donations. With a cool pastor having exaggerated actions that kept making colin & hardi & bel laugh like crazy. nicenice ava threatre, gallery, mini stadium?, cool school compound (three times bigger than ours), with two long tables of food reception + two mini tables of food for V.I.Ps! budget for food PER PERSON = $20! invited around 40 schools, each with 4 representatives! so = SO MUCH MONEY can! hahas maybe im jealous! :DD Drama camp in 2 days' time. Jiayous to Drama camp comm. imissall seniors you know, + the sec4s too! and i have not enough FBT, may be buying some soon. Packing my camp bag now. Should i bring a mat/ or not bring a mat? hahas...
Labels: i dunno him原来爱情这么伤
我挣开眼睛 却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半 莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想 时间变得更漫长
别与你有关 否则又开始胡思乱想
*我日夜无光 忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈 其实全帮不上忙~
以为会习惯 有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上 现在空了一个地方
原来爱情 这么伤 比想像中还难
泪水总是不听话 幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强 道理全是一样
说的时候很简单 爱上后却阵脚打乱
只想变得坚强 强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤 只要学会抵抗
原来爱情 这么伤~
原来爱情是这样 这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干 瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完 思念的一场战
回过头在看一看 原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样~
*When I opened my eyes, I can’t feel the light.
Eating food halfway, suddenly crying once again.
I force myself not to think, but it prolonged the time.
Nothing’s not link to u, starting to think of u every now & then.
No light during my day & night, don’t know I am buried by my busi-ness.
Talking to friends, and it doesn’t at all help.
Thought I could get used to, but with you then I am used to.
Once you stayed in my heart, now it’s just an empty shell.
Oh, love is that hurting. Now, it’s more difficult than I had imagined.
Tears always rolled down. Happiness always goes into hiding, with/o a single sound.
Lots of reasons very strong. But, they are still the only reason altogether.
Easier said than done. When into love, it is always a stampede.
Only wish to be stronger, stronger to be able to forget everything.
Never mind sadness must learn to block it.
Oh, love is that hurting~
Oh, love is always like that. Always goes around & around.
Tears do not dry so easily, will be blind again by love next time.
Finally, it is the end of the misery war.
Turn around and realized that oh, love is so hurting.
Next time will it be the same.*
Labels: i dunno himhahas...first time posting in CHINESE! wth...if caicai sees this, she will understand for once! hahas...here i go 大家好, what a lame start, whatever 这是我第一次post in 华文. 我要笑到肚子痛了!! 为什么突然post in chinese ye? 因为我在做e-learning exercise! 我很累, 打了很多字, 要晕了啦... ...woah~my chinese posting sucks lurhs. very wierd hors!? nvm let me post yesterday's camwhorre pics! i still got alot more to post xD 
Pretty girls! ^^
Mummie, me, ahyi! x3
me & ahyi! x)
Shaojie daddy,ahyi,me&mummie! 
Celineloveepiee, me, charmaine&ahyi! *cheese* Yays! i've finished my e-learning stuffs! let me don't emo today, can? drama camp in 3 more days! x3
Labels: i dunno himwoke up at 8am sharp.So nice to sleep, rainy day somemore. Damn cooling. I accompanied mummy to watch "WO MEN DEFAN DIAN" and in love, there are no whys? hahas...so started with e-learning. Found out from YJ that we need to do Eng forum, SS, Physics, and Chinese forum. Not fun one. I want to go school study better. hahas. more of i want to chat with my friends! very drowsy today. shall post camwhorring pics of yesterday soon! i lazy upload ^^ i dont like chenguanxi lurhs, because of him we have to do the chinese forum. hahas...nvm people Jiayous for e-learning! i dunno...zi high-ing now. because i am bored! and i have 98people on9 on my msn list!
alot right?
xD
Labels: i dunno himtoday shall be a short post! SL investiture = half success half failure for me...but yays its over. thankgod! thankz SLs, media crew, mskuck,teachers and extinguished guests from all schools & especially Clement and Gim Hwa!(my primary school friends) when DomDom told me to come to his table, i was like practically screaming lurhs! LONG TIME NEVER SEE THEM le...then i was like saying "I dont know what to say currently, but enjoy the investiture later on! xD" DomDom was saying "She very busy lurhs, advisor of Investiture so must run around lo" :DD Go around with walkies talkies so cool lurhs...only that the worst thing is that need to hide the wire then must hook through the cream shirt...like bodyguards xD im the small small bodyguard~ah gurl wear blazers, run around + walkies more like bodyguard can?! oohkay so theres alot of last minutes, unclear instructions, stupid chairs with graffitis, NO reception table because i dont know why? Advisors running about like doing PT. But, i need to applaud the whole Investiture comm. WITHOUT ALL OF YOU, there will be no investiture...thanks for all HELP! and yays! special thanks to excos too...and the concerns you people gave me today...esp. mummie&ahyii (thanks for the bottle of water and a packet of ovaltines) and DomDom for feeding me&comm. popcorn chickens! and thanks Lum-san for feeding me stuffs too.& JiaYun for feeding me Pocky Chocolate biscuits. OMG! im like so gonna grow fatter today can?hahas! BUT YAYS, i didnt faint you know?! im so goddamn HAPPY & relieved! Camwhorring some time in library not alot just a few...siann... but at least i took some with ahyi, mummie,celineeloveepiee, deniselovely, ah gurl, shaojie, investiture comm. & people....^^but still not enough! Not fair AhYi got time take with roycee,weijie kor, WET daddy, DomDom, sherman. & people!! T.T i also want but no time...next time bahhs!! chatted with bernice, clement(prischfriend), celinee loveepiee, denise lovely, angeline ahyii!, kuku(media guy), abraham msn on9...chatted then still very tired. SO decided tomorrow then start e-learning bah. most probably not going out coz i want spend more time with mummy! so guai hor!? Drama camp is in 4 days' time. Jiayous to DomDom[O.I.C], Sherina, Kelvin [A.I.Cs] & the rest of camp comm. it will be da funkiest ever camp! & dont worry it will be alrights! ilovecamps! oohkay...and we got to know that there are at least 6hours of sleep every night...so thats alright for me, its like so "much" time to sleep, according to me&bernice. We said the same thing lurhs...hahs! hi-5! im going home on friday to put my bags & take bags & shower & rest & everything before coming to school by before 5pm...no time to sleep, but can rest in bus bahh...will be rushing like mad. But, sad thing is, i can't do abseiling/ rock climbing at all! because of my serious palms conditions...so yeah, sadded! but nvm, im glad that camp's is coming! & its on a leap year day dont you realised?
Labels: i dunno himoh wells...quite emo today. Lucky got Celineeloveepiee pei me on msn to chat. we both know our secrets!! ^^ hahas its safe with me dont worries. & jiayous to both of us. You've got me too! *I still cant forget you, and i do love you.* I am a guai kia today, stayed at home study study study & did my homeworks. Still left with geography w/s & chemistry revision & History test revision. Very very worried for Investiture tomorrow. Looks like theres alot to last minute polish to do tomorrow. AND i can use walkies talkies tomorrow! xD oohkay, tts not the point. I will make myself eat & not faint tomorrow. Thats a promise i made to people like Isaiah, celineelovepiee, PY lala~, denise lala, kennyahgurl, excos , SLs & seniors! i will keep that promise, dont worry. Me&sherina honey will both make Investiture rawk~ we guranteed that! There's loads to do, but yeah. I must be strong and advisors are seriously in use at these timings. AND i dunno what time committee is released, maybe im gonna faint from anger tmr, not hunger or gastric. goodbye to my emoemo day bah...let me welcome a stressful investture day once again... JIAYOUS to investiture comm. I will make sure we celebrate after investiture. and i just realised tt i have ELDDS tomorrow. so its rushing time again. And i will definitely camwhorre with investiture comm & lalas & lovelys & kennyahgurl!! ^^ Camwhorring rawks & make me feel better...
Labels: i dunno himjust came back from a feasting dinner & grandma's house.Today's my grandma's birthday!! yays! but, all of us wen home like 845pm, its like so damn early and its still 4 more hours to go to end her birthday :(( sadded. i tot can stay with them longer. Ha~ but its oohkay. I got to see my dardar chiobu Yanfang, funny ernest, cute dernest & talltall wilson korkor :)) But, today wilson very tired eh, i also lo! ha! camwhorring the whole time with grandma & family. and i love the cake...especially the strawberries. just realised uncle didnt come, too bad, he's busy bah. Busybusy guy! ILOVE MY GRANDMA! I WANT KARAOKAE SESSION SOON! i miss kbox,partyworld, country clubs, etc! i wanna sing! bleahz shall find some time to relax. And long time no shopping,seriously lurhs...T.T *Personal* dun care le. maybe i was hallucinating bah. but, i dunno. Both of the parties have link eh. did the two ___? i dont know lurhs. i am in a dilemma state, can? i dunno how answer questions to myself. to my heart. to my brain. it is so irritating can.i dont like to keep the feelings inside lurhs. so long liao. actually i can bury it deep inside, but somehow it just burst out. like a dormant volcano suddenly erupted like that. So this is counted as cheating my own feelings bah last time. i dont know lurhs. i need someone's protection, love & caring. like i had last time. Stupid me. im supposed to be like helping others bah, but here im like stupidly crapping stuffs that i know i would not solve immediately :(( what a sad case i am?
Labels: i dunno himCamwhorring Day with my lovely Lalas~ namely Denise & PeiYing!
21st February 2008!
-PY, me, Lum san, Lovely!-
-PY,me,Lum san, Lovely (Shhh~Royce sleeping)-
-PY,me,Lum san(Cheese!)-
-PY, me, Lum san, Lovely! (1,2,3,4!)-
-Lovely,me,PY(act cute-ing)-
-Lovely,me, PY('L'a'L'a'L'a)-
-Both PY & me class reg no3!-
-Poor me! kena-ed boxed by Lovely&PY!--Mashimaro is so cute!-
-Lovely,me,PY(5,6,7 continuous from previous)-
-Me & Lovely-
-Me & PY & Mashimaro-
-AHH! the nemos!-
-Me & PY! Lurrves!-
-Lovely,me,PY(i love u)- Drama camp in a week's time! Looking forward to it... ... packing my bags and everything le. Just hoping that i would not fall sick during camp. AND yay! Today's Investiture rehearsal, i managed not to faint.*ROLL EYES* & i see terence there, so pro with the crutchers! lols. thanks sherina honey who bought donuts from PlazaSing all the way to school. At first want Tako ball, but stall havent open yet :(( HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL! IMISSYOU~sadded.
Labels: i dunno himYays! Kiss Goodbye to the many many tests week! NO MORE TESTS & IM FREE FROM TESTS! ^^ im overjoyed now. Can't blame me, can you? HAHAS! released from Mother Tongue class to History class. Caicai stopped me once again. Im not surprised. She gone through the gong han so many times le. Very sian. But, haiz, she still notices me. :(( History class, it was oohkay with Mr Pah. Didn't bring my text, so had to pay ONE DOLLAR to class fund. byebye to my $1. had Lunch with Denise lovely. Eating cup noddles at void deck. Ke lian orh? Talked about loads of stuffs. Annabelle came too! Jiayous to her bah! Very xin tong eh, see her so sad. My case sort of the same, but yah different circumstances. SO MUST JIAYOUS with me! & Celineelovepiee also must Jiayous orh! ^^ ILY remember? dun sad lurhs! later you make me cry then you will regret lurhs! T.T i will be there for you people! Went for Chi Drama for 15minutes. Stupid lurhs, dont know do what and i have things to do some more. What free&easy shit lurhs. Dun care le. Then, chionged doorgifts! told you it CAN BE DONE le! investiture committee must JY. i dont care about stuffs le. I need the action plan to be out! For both Rehearsal & that day. Spoke to ZiEn, found out loads of stuffs. I seriously have nothing to comment about why/how/what/when... ...its your problem now if you want to be like what you are now, a jerk. Am i a bad advisor or what? why i dont see any solutions to the problems? How does everything go wrong when the advisors/excos gave warning before the thing happened? What went wrong? When can the seniors relaxed and stop worrying? WTF lurhs. I can' t contain le. So, must type out. No offense hor, & i dont care also. i dont know him, i dont know myself. I dont even know what to do. Do i need help from him? Can i believe him? (i want to) Will things turn sour? Im afraid? Is that it? I scare of everything? Heartbreak? I dont know eh... Dilemma-ing bah. Speak out/OR not speak out to him? stupid... Dont know, & more dont know.
Labels: i dunno him^SS Test ONE^It was seriously oohkay, not so difficult as i expected! Must get more than 10marks! thats my goal! ^Recess^Mr Wong was in bad mood today. He shouted to Abraham across the whole walkway, "Abraham, Holigan ah?" Me & Abraham chua tio-ed lurhs. Hahas. His whirt was out lurhs.Mr wong angry times can be scary eh. Bought 2 chicken burgers for Guo Yang! Yays! he says he wants come to E.R! & more Yays! i know another new SLT!~ Guo Yang rocks! can like eat so damn fast which i totally could not... & he is TALL! Today, we[sec3s student leaders] were released at about 1145am. Mr Ang wants us to help ms belle & take the poles & school flags and blah! hahas, sai kang warriors here we come! no lurhhs kidding! =P Helped here, helped there. Paired with Belverlin! she's very funny. When she saw that cutecute refree! She actually screamed till her whole face RED! seriously, no kidding! Did ushering. cum cheering! Damn high lurhs. shyt now sore throat lurhs. Nevermnd, Domdom shout even more, and the BIO people! Yays! to the Vball Girls & Vball Guys! They rocks! Love them~! Saw you...can tell you didn't like cheering bah. So, yah. nvm, you got your friends there...Saw my primary school friend! HE'S SO CUTE LURHS! he actually patted my head, i looked and chua tio-ed! HE ACTUALLY REMEMBERED ME EH!!?? ^happy^ (HE PATTED MY HEAD! omg! hahas) ^Investiture Rehearsal ONE^um, what can i say? NO COMMENTS!
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Labels: i dunno himAmaths Test Totally Sucks! **** lurhs. Only know how to do like 3 questions out of the five questions lurhs. sure FAIL one! :x die liao! anw, thanks Prettypartnerr for lending me her calculator for my maths test!And yays! i FINALLY bought my new Black calculator. i sure miss my white one! Total defence activityfirst thing, I think mrspeh have her pms today, cause she has moodswings the moment she stepped into my class. Then, she carried on starting to scold as many people as she like. Making the whole class stand up for 3/4 of her period. @#*%^!# and my eyes were like so itchy & irritating can?!somemore, im like so blur and keep dripping the eyedrops till it roll of my cheeks and not into my eyes. HA! & people will notice my eyes are one big. one small today... ...*sadded face*Evil Maumau, evil Jean, evil Joelyn, evil ChingYee, evil Bev all cheat my sweet away! :(( I DON"T HAVE MY SWEET! (even though i still prefers CHOCOLATES!) helped out at 101 class today for their assembly period. Thus, i missed my CE period with mrspeh. Im so happy! & i get to meet the cute little 101 people! ^^ they're so gawdamn cute&innocent! opps! Ms Tay did a very good explanation of the 5 aspects of total defence, unlike some who just says nothing at all. Had to leave them early for lessons lo. iwill miss them like crazy. I wish i was in sec1 once again...dream on bah.[Skipped lunch & had a packet of Chocolate HL milk]eyer! Gilbert grew like so damn tall, i jealous lo. Stupid! keep saying me growing shorter and shorter. Is you grow taller and taller orh! i will grow taller de!! thats why drink MILK mah! Drama...had the audition for the production. Paired with Bernice warmie~ and she took the Daughter part & i took the mother part. Even though it will be like so damn wierd. But, the daughter is VULGAR! There were words like "stupid old cow", "bytch", "dull-witted cow", "filthy cow" hahas...damn funny! Eileen told us to go for tha audition. So, me&bernice walked into the room and omg! Eileen is like enjoying FAMOUS AMOS cookies can?! and im like so damn hungry(cause no lunch for me) then i can't resist cookies, yeah?! So, had put amotions into the script and here we go... ...After awhile, Ms Famisah asked us to change roles (& found out later we were the only group who was called to change roles) so im the bad bad daughter. I think everything should go well lurhs. Not exactly nervous at all. YAYS to bernice! hope you get in as well...jiayous! the drama camp29 feb, 1 & 2 march$10 only3D2Nlove it! & i can see you! & people!& there will be loads of fun activity! the investiture*sianned face*i have only one thing to say.(BUCK UP MORE!):(( personal stuffsi dont know what im thinking lurhs. its like the probability of reconciling is like 10% of 100% can?how on earth is that going to come true?i dont care if you read this ornot. But, i thought i can like forget you or something.and i know that i have all along cheated on my own feelings.stupid.i dont like the current situation now. its unbearable. i dont want you to know, and at the same time i want you. It will be like so stupid in a sense for me. but, what to do?*****PEOPLE PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME ABOUT THIS, AND PLEASE DO NOT TAG TO ASK ABOUT IT TOO.INCLUDING MSN & SMS TOO. *****
Labels: i dunno himWish me luck people! i don't want to fail my Amaths test again orh! Very sian one neh! But, i think i will screw up once more, nvm, JIAYOUS! I can do it de! woohoo~! shyt im damn high leh. wonder what is my busy & hectic schedule tmr. Tomorrow in school then plan bah! Me& Bernice warmie have a vip task to do during CCA! and good! eileen would not have to split us up le! *happy* yays! so i will get to see you bah?! most probably. & shyt i predicted that tomorrow i will have gastric pain again. oohkay, so i must eat at least something tomorrow to prevent it from happening then. - AMATHS TEST JUST SUCKS! -*i want my a1 back lurhs**stupid me!**Wahlau**and i hate people keep scolding me the word "KNS" in my face**you think i willl let you force me quit SLB meh?**of course not lurhs**and i wish no more "KNS" from now on**i tell you**very bad influence for brother ohkay**and i reiterate once again**I DONT WANT TO QUIT SLB**that's FINAL SAY from ME* -Finally, i can go sleep!-
Labels: i dunno himbeen like doing these funny quizes, but maybe some of it are true...predictions anw. HA!
Your Heart is Feeling Shy
Your heart certainly has some strong feelings, you're just not sure if you're ready to let them show.
You could be someone's secret admirer, or maybe you just haven't truly expressed how deep your feelings run.
Maybe you're still a little unsure about how you feel... or your unsure about what reaction you'll get.
Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Clamming up and running away from love
Your current outlook on love: Introspective and a bit detached
Your love life will improve if you: Put yourself out there a little more. If you don't try, you'll never know.
Watch out for: Having a one sided romance - you need to be sure you're feelings are reciprocated
Your True Love Will Find You Eventually
You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more.
If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people.
You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active.
Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you!
Your Love is Based on Infatuation
Your love often borders on obsession. You fall in love from afar.
You can't help but have strong feelings for someone you're attracted to.
And even if that attraction isn't immediately reciprocated - you hold out hope.
For you, feeling love-struck is almost as good as feeling in love.
Why your love can last: You tend to love completely and unconditionally.
Why your love can fail: Your love is often blind... and sometimes stupid.
You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!
You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first
And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide
Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know
He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree
You Were Nice This Year
You Were 35% Naughty, 65% Nice
Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this year
But Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfect
You were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it
Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!
This may be hard for you to swallow, but you and your guy might not last
At least not forever. He's somewhere between Mr. Right... and Mr. Right Now
No doubt your guy is a great catch - and generally good to you
The odds are, however, that someone better is out there! omg IM SO LAME. xD
Name:Clarinda
Bdae: 22 March
attached / single
School: Xinmin Secondary
CCA: ELDDS-drama
sweet sixteen!
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#1 YOU!
#2 become skinny-er
#3 Good results for O's!
#4 buy nice nice dresses for impt events
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Song: Come Back To Me
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