[[Princess's Dreams]]

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

[[emo emo emo]]

emo emo emo day??
At least i got like 28/36 marks for Higher Chinese Test 1! And thats a1. Omg, maybe i have the chance to get a better teacher or something. This shows that even without listening to CaiCai's lessons, can also help me attain an a1 for higher chinese! Yays! *cross my fingers* Hoping that my Higher Chinese Test 2 will score equally well, OR even better.

I dont know why i suddenly go emo during cca. Didnt had fun today during cca. At first was okay, just abit tired. Played some games, then had Taufik & the scholar guy beside me to entertain me throughout. But, I was still very tired & having gastric pain. It sucks man!Paired up with Xingmin for the leaders & followers game. Xingmin lead me throughout the whole game. Can hear shouts/screams/wierd noises everywhere. Quite scary at first but i trust Xingmin. Did a few dancing turning move while trying to dodge the others... Had a impromptu session, we are suppose to use a "letter" to improvise. We had to act out what we want to convey to the others by expressions & actions. When i went up, Bernice warmie & Joelyn thought i was really crying. Yeah. And i admit that i was really emo-ing and having severe gastric pain there & was quite buay song. Drama camp on the 29th Feb, 1st & 2nd March. its an overnight camp and its DAMN CHEAP! *looking forward to it* But, a bit unhappy about current state :(

still emo-ing, but had some help from Bernice warmie, Jun Wen & Clement to cheer me up at the podium there, while doing GEMX board! thankz mannan for the 2 chocolates! CHOCOLATES ALWAYS ROCKS! i love them! ^^

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[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|1:17 PM|

Monday, February 11, 2008

[[so fast]]

time past so fast...its like 10 feb today le...one month of sec3 life had past, its so wth can. Chinese New Year with a pile of homeworks & manymany tests to follow up the week, and we still call that a break?! student leader investiture is coming! Valentine's Day is coming. There's a drama camp end of this month! (im looking forward to this camp!) Manymany camps this June. O-level chinese exams. AndyXms Camp'08. Okay i admit, its kinda of busy schedule. But, im willing to move on... ...

Valentine's Day. Ironical, once again. It looks fun & enjoyable day from the surface. But within me, its so like hell. Its disgusting about having no one to accompany you for that day like 24/7. people are busying accompany their own "dardar" or whatever.i mean its like so fun(with all other friends) on the outer side yet miserable on the inner side. Friends are friends, partnerrs are partnerrs, gf/bf s are gf/bf s. it is just so sickening... ...its just the feeling. Bad memories flood back into the mind and start thinking about how stupid/sad/happy/joyful it was last time. the same date/same day/ same 24/7.
*the only good thing about V-day is there's a box of chocolate for me to eat.*

Drama camp. Im looking forward to it...to play, to bond, to try to know the sec1s.Try to be nice to the sec2s...try to be a good leader to them.

Camps in June are always fun...i want to help out ><

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[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|4:10 AM|

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

[[emo day]]

EMO DAy!!!

This shall be an emo post.

Actually im not so emo till

the end of the day...

So,you can see that i am

more crazy-like jump here,

jump there one...

okay here it goes,

according to last time's

record,i did say something

about loving the wrong person

but im wrong...actually i didnt

loved the wrong person and i

know i still loves him and wants

him back now...yupp.I was just

making myself believe that...

oh god! Im WRONG!and i want

turn back time...seriously~~

but thats imossible, right?

and you have your somebody

i just feel depressed n hurting

in my heart.

you are such a poor thing...

i wish that i can get to you

and be closer to you...

but i dun dare...

I wish that i didnt be so

busy at that time.

coz i blame myself for not

being with you at times

i made a mistake and i cant

correct it! HOW??but i'll think

of you everytime...

too bad for me lo...

i doubt you will read my

posts anw...there's others

closer to you,than me...

and i felt sad too...

if there's a chance,i will

treasure it for sure...

but there wun be a miracle

for me. =(

lets stop the sad thingys here...

205 will JIA YOU for the FINALs

for the play

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