[[Princess's Dreams]]

Monday, July 21, 2008

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Hyp·o·crite [Noun]
1. a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.
[Origin: 1175–1225; ME ipocrite <>hypocrisy) + -tés agent suffix]

Let me get this point clear, I am NOT hating anyone right now, not even a girl, not even a guy. For whoever out there, trying to make it sounds that i am one who keep hating people, make your facts right? I don't think i will hate anyone when I, myself, just live in my own world (in a way) & even if one thinks i don't know, please don't make it seemed like i am torturing somebody. I didn't even do anything wrong! For heaven's sake.

why hypocrite? I don't know, i just plainly thinks that it is meaningful to update my blog. Is it that wrong to update it_not by posts, but by the wishlist, loves list & stuffs. I have my freedom & reasons to put whatever i wrote right? (yesh... ...) I dont wish to be someone fake, i am showing the way i feel. Its nobody's fault, i am like that. When i am REAL (not hypocrite), people tend to hurt lesser. Thus, i came to a concensus (new word learnt from DomDom & Zien), it is better to show the real face, than to hide behind 2 faces. Don't one ever think that it is DIfficult & tiring to do so? I kept wondering how people show me two faces... isnt it very stupid, & i feel that it is all an "act" in front of me & another "act" behind me.

so this is all that make me feels upset about it. i don't blame anyone, seriously. BUT, the hurt is already done. I wish to help out, its always been wrong, but what can i do? nothing. so what can i do when i can't even brace myself against the hurt currently? im just sensitive. i just pray hard & advise people to go help that certain one? hahs, its always better when i do it myself right? Abit useless, i say. there goes my wish... the recent wish.
"I HOPE SHE WILL BE BETTER & STOP WHAT SHE THINKS RIGHT NOW ABOUT HERSELF!" __this is a serious wish & please please i know you do read my blog.

the princess
is
the
root
of
all troubles!

To him: Um, you can try contacting me on my phone anytime you like lurhs, but so sorry for you-know-what. & you are not that bad, its the situation with me right now. so dont feel bad. xD *cheers* still friends bahs...i hope!

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

[[Friday]]

Friday~

still having needed to carry the tables & chairs up to our classroom, hahs. Thinking tt on Monday, i will have to carry my table & chair in Malay Traditional costumes, abit challenging. but thanks Liyana for lending me her sister's malay costumes xD

had the SL exchange sharing session, and i tongue-tied while i spoke, gosh! but ohwells, it was still quite alrights. Then rushed with Bernice for the HistDrama competition. love drama! hahs, Drama took loads of pictures like nobody's business outside the theatre! anws, ALAF at the funny episode of Clarence & Jiaman (the escalator-inside joke) i hope we get into the competition! though the judges laughed, its either good or bad right? and they laughed very distractingly, luckily i didnt laughed! AND i ran wrong position at one scene (sorry! esp to Jiaman, she was surprised by me) as the lightings were supposed to be blackout, but it didnt and my mind blanked out! (blur me...)

& we had the icecream cake from swenson. it was seriously cold...icy cold. but it was delicious! in the end went back to school by cabbing with sherina kelvin and bernice, to return the props. On the way, i had Choco Sundae from Mac in the taxi (hahas)

Waited with Weiting for at least about one hour for chenfan to go for the steamboat gathering xD while waiting, we were sitting in front of the sec1 band members, they were doing simple drills. Yingjie & Daniel were with us. WE HEARD MR FOO shouts the command! *honoured* hahas, Yingjie could not stop laughing worhs. anws, they were waiting for cutecute jaslynn (who was quite busy) & Daniel fell asleep in some wierd position. 1383874374518725 attempts of trying to wake him up. Yingjie & Weiting were like making high pitch sounds. Weiting almost mimic all the sounds of the early morning carpark scene. hahas. Pulled his hair like many times, Weiting used the broom to poke him. lols, still fail to wake him up! hahas...

enough of playing & me weiting moved to the parade square to watch the StJohn doing their drills. VERY COOL EHHS! go shili go joel go siewbeng go tsengting! nice drills, very coordinated! so finally, Chen Fan came out of the computer lab. Weiting was damn hyper (super!) so, Cf was entertained by Weiting. I was feeling serious tiredness. hahas, it made Weiting look abit crazy. so took bus & arrived at the steamboat place.

Met Mabel Yen MsPhan Chelsea at the place, they ate manymany plates of food le! Chelsea very cute, kept cooking food for us, THANKS! ate loads loads, was quite hungry. found new method to cook eggs, it was very nice! Then yen got to leave as it was quite late. Weiting left too. Then after was abit of gossip session. =x Msphan & Mabel so bad lurhs... The ice cream there was nice, i ate the durian flavoured one.

After the steamboat, we went to send Chelsea to the bus interchange. Actually, we wanted to catch a movie "Batman" but we missed the time slot, then the next was like 1130pm so we chose not to. In the end, window shopping around amk hub & realised they closed shops Very early. Suddenly, wanted to shop at orchard place. So, we walked to Jubilee and checked the movie timings for fun too, so now left me cf and mabel. Hahs, Cf was hungry so stopped at MosBurger & they bought frenchfries to share and icelemon tea to share. Played poker for a little while, Mabel won three out of the four games lurhs. It was quite late le, and we went back home by bus. home sweet home.

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